Money is on its way

Okay, so today i managed to secured a job; though pay isn't very good. Well, to be exact, it is of the market price now and due to relevant experience ): Alright, shall not complain too much.

What's important now is to secure a job and earn money during this period to reward myself with a good holiday after studying for like... 15years.

So ultimate aim is to earn enough money for a trip and living expenses. way to go, way to go!

Workplace will be located at.. tanjong pagar. okayy, no direct transport for me ): bang, sian.
got to work out a comfortable route alreadyyy! and work's starting on wed. so sian ): Recently ive been over-sleeping for so many times, late for so many times. gosh. i will really miss my bed and my sleeping hobby so much, so much.

Right, time to switch back bodyclock already! :) else, i'll be a pcs of deadmeat :/

Well. this assignment would be of a 2months, so.... i'll still continue to source for job right after this. CHIONG AH.

100% holiday mood

im living days which is 100% holiday mood; sleep, eat, watch tv and play fb games.

well, seems like wasting time which is true but i need to relax myself. there may not be such fine days when i started working. so ENJOY now when i can :)

went down to recruit express this early afternoon. okay, tall building are complicated but definitely awarding with nice scenery. :) and same old thing; need to wait for news.

sometimes, i wish i can get back to my usual working environment which is citigroup. well, everything just lasts for that moment. even if everything remains the same. the second time you goes back, everything will be different; in terms of feelings.

okay, turning in early tonight cause im tired! :))

what is happening now?

i totally gave up!
what is just happening to some of the Gen Z people?
okay, not to be stereotyping the Gen Z; but totally sometimes i dont understand what they are thinking.

far-sighted? or rather for own well-being and so-called self identity?
yes, she may be naggy; irritating; unable to understand you and your so-called lifestyle and your proclaimed self identity. but wait a minute, she's overall your mom.
no matter how irritating she can be, she's still your mother overall. At the end of the day, she cares for you, and that can explained the actions she had towards you. what she had done which seemed to be irritating are acts of concern.

Maybe she care in the wrong manner, but the overall aim is still the same - they care for their own children.

so i urge you to be more appreciative of what you have now before you regret it one day and everything will be too late.

the bottomline is: both parties needs alot of communication and understanding else things may turn nasty.

repent.

End of Dissertation; End of School Life

3rd May marked the end of my dissertation, my first ever thesis done in my life.
It was really a relief after everything was submitted. *phew*
I can even feel that Mr. Ng was so happy about it too as I had never ever see him in sucha good mood before; atleast to me.

I do admit I did not put in my 100% into this thesis, so I would not comment or complain much if I can just pass and graduated with a Honours Degree. Wait a minute, for the period i wasn't sure what's mine degree about. Arts or Science?

The end of dissertation; everyone looked shag and I really meant it. pale faces; sleepy eyes; eyebags and whatever you can associate with tireness and stress. Health was definitely not in a good state; Jiajia was down with stomach flu and everyone's so sleepy!
so it's really time to put down everything, relax abit before we carry on with our journey.

so definitely as usual, we went out despite being sleepy to town for lunch and movie. AS USUAL, we always have things to laugh about. CHINESE GHOST STORY. okay, it was just funny because there is practically no movies around this time already.

Speaking of that, the end of dissertation would also mean that my university life is coming to an end; end of schooling life. Holla, i see work coming into my life real soon. *waves sadly*

I am so contradicting. when we were all studying, we hope for work; for money. but when i had everything submitted and i thought to myself. that this time round, it is really gg to be the last, no more studying, no more school and then it's really working life. May to September, free period, i cant say it's holidays but perhaps a trial period to try out experience in the working world while waiting for the final lap- graduation.

this is no joke; i felt sian. school is so much enjoyable esp with the right clique around. we just have fun almost every moment in school. ahh, so irritating.

So these few days, I had been spamming emails with my resumes. my internet explorer's windoes are filled up with all jobs postings. so eager for a work yet im choosy. there's many worries that i worry about: the environment; the jobscope; the people; everything........
:( irritating once again.

How i wish i can get an environment just as like when im in CSIS citibank. everyday is fun and i totally look forward to work everyday, despite just being an admin. and srsly, i even enjoy working overtime when i was there.

complaining much.. back to reality. I AM STILL CONTINUING with my job search.

and i think i srsly hardly went to job agency; huiqi can proved so. haha. im SORRY~

alright, wish me luck for a well-deserved paying job with nice environment and nice people and hopefully, i can have enough fund to travel during september. :)

time flies, days wasted.

damn. i really dislike myself. because i wasted my weekends just like that.
"weekends" dont pain me, but the thought of "2 days" pains me. even half a day to me now is like so precious can. *stabs*
can someone just shake me up?
damn. dislike much.

and when i finally moved my butt; sit infront of my "office desk"; much anticipated in starting to work on something, i starts to feel very tired.
mind is wandering around, thinking of food, activities to do, my bed, finding a job, travelling.
damn. dislike much.

my eyelids are closing, my brain stop operating. stagnant. off for the night. shut down.
damn. dislike much

im going crazy. i shall not waste any second tomorrow when i'm in school or i will really kill myself.
irriated much.
damn. dislike much.

However, today's waste isn't fully meaningless (something to comfort me with; cousin's birthday!)

i understand how ones want have a bday celebration during a day that's special. so my time used for today isn't that bad..... (another thing trying to comfort myself)
and our entertainment of the night was watching the star awards. and was surprised that huangwenyong got into the top10 miraculously.

the next thing when im on my twiiter, my friends know my taste and tweet me much. hahahaha.
wooohooo.
like much.

as i blog, i feel more energtized. guess i am able to finish up my touchup on literature review.

gdnight, people.

i almost give up, going to give up, will give up.
you aren't my direct family member overall, i've given all advices that i can.

energy drained. so goodbye to you already.
the problem does not lies with the timing you're home. the problem lies with you not understand yourself well.

if you feel bad and sorry about it, you wont do it.

"complete my thesis" Campaign Night 1

my books, research papers and notes will pile up even higher tomorrow.
i am trying my best to complete a suppose-to-be 6 months thesis within this 9 days.

and i am really sad i sold my statistics tb during poly times, and even sadder i lost my MR notes which mentioned Chi-square and cramer's V. arghhhh. this is very bad.

i need some enlightenments; i wish and i hope and i need.

this is making me confused and filled with many doubts and question marks.
keying in data and variables is one thing, analyzing it is another thing.
but to analyze correctly and reading the rest results is never an easy task for me.

been looking and experimenting and trial-and-error with all the statistical tests under SPSS today and i almost went crazy in school's library. textbooks dont really helped me at this point, partly due to the fact that i feels sleepy whenever i starts reading, and secondly, they usually teach me how to calculate it manually.

oh please, i would really wish to have some market researcher or SPSS statistical experts offering their help to me, right now!

t-tests, chi-square, ANOVA
(come to me!)

i would really need to work hard for these 9 days, day and night, and hopefully be able to finish my thesis by; 29apr. gah. mission almost impossible.

dissertation and dissertation

trait anxiety (a personality trait) refers to a behavorial disposition to perceive a variety of objectively non-dangerous circumstances as threatening (Spiedberger, 1966)

back to blogging

im back! Guess it's time to revive my blog, though not very much been updating ever since theres twitter but at the same time, it would be a waste since ive gotten myself a blogger account. i need to srsly wake myself up, get my hands moving as well as brain to srsllllyyy complete my market dissertation in less than 3 weeks. good luck to me and my classmates ;)

Today, 140909, is the veryyyy veryyy first day of a new chapter; Uni.

Welcome Stirling!
It's going to be very very fast-paced, doesn't allow any moments of.....
daydreaming,simply in a daze,wandering of minds to other areas.

Each semester, we have 3 modules; 1 module in 3 weeks.
and lecture for that module in just 1 week, assignments to be completed in 2 weeks
and then, the examination. *snap fingers*

So the above mentioned just show how fast-paced im talking about.

For once, the thought of class totally freaks me out.
(some knew it. HAHA.)

but today, hokay! theres no specific class. we will all be together in the lecture hall,
only thing will be working with different people for group projects.

HOLA!

for the very first module, i LUCKILY managed to work with people i know.
Yeay Hey for the moment! :D *kache*

and i enjoyed today's lesson, because the prof is really very funny with his actions! :)
gosh, i am really happy atm.

Anyway, since school has started. I hereby, declare that i MUST start to work out.
to achieve BALANCED LIFE. lol.

Goodnight all. :)

i believe i will only be actively online including msn-ing and fb-ing during the weekends,
barely during weekdays.

because by the time i reach home on weekdays, i'll be using the time to eat, watch tv and s l e e p!

so do just text me if you want to reach me. :)

it's been soon 2 months at citi.
and soon, school will start like s o o n.

i need to do some shopping, anybody?
HAHA.

time to get my room furnished. :)

talking about blogging.
went to huqi's big 21st last saturday.
it was quite a blast, w/o my stomach making some noises.
and i love the big cupcake balloon that i went to get with her.
atleast im happy that i played a part in her birthday preparation. (:

May is an eventful month. hahahahaha!

put aside my birthday,

theres:

- Singapore Arts Festival

- GSS

- My Graduation on this coming Monday! *freaking exciteeeeddddd!*

i said eventful, means eventful la. dont doubt me. :)

been working fruitfully for the month of April and will continues throughout the months till July. As i will only be starting school in September, i got tons of months to work and earn more money even though my outflow is larger than my inflow. -.-

Great view over at my office window that i appreciates alot!

but one thing not bad which is, as u are working in a bank, you cant really go surf much sites. i can only read blogs to keep me awake from dozing off. so dear friends, please do have regular updates of your blog :) to keep me going during work. haha.

Here's one photo of the morning view which i took in my office :) coolllllll is it? over looking kallang!

till then,

:)

Work Work Work and Work.
What i see now in my mind is only work.
My Body function like a work machine.
And due to that, i've got no chance to read and reply to NYP with regards to Graduation matters, i've got no time to get my testimonial, i've got no time to go clear school locker, i've got no time to reply to Stirling yet.

Seriously, im multi tasking and "chionging" like 4 jobs at one time for the month of April.
Juggling jobs at the same time is really difficult, especially if you bump into timing issue.
And now finally, i'm now stable with just one main job and afew freelance odd jobs which includes tuition.

When i seriously desperately looking for a job, there's none.
But when i accepted one, the rest will just find its way to YOU.

oh my gosh. but come to think of money, everything is worth it. rest, tv, online, shop, friends, family, bed and sleep in exchange for money.

so now, Good bye Taka >:) , Welcome Citi! (:
no more takashimaya songs everyday at 12nn, 3pm and 6.30pm.
I can say that promoters are way much nicer than you-know-i-know.
they're my only entertainment during work, boring work, especially when im inside Studio 04.


And i love the view over at Citi (:
i see the F1 track,
golden mile,
harbour anddddddd WHOLE STRETCH OF HDB FLATS ACROSS THE EAST!

tell me, that's cool, isn't it?

Anyway, to talk about jobs i've took in the short 1 month,
Mi Casa over at CCK is really nice, under FEO which i worked for.
Seriously, one should consider getting one apartment. Which i seriously have the urge to get one :)
And! seriously, some sales executives just....... shocked me totally.
while others, are elegant, pretty and friendly.

so down the road till July,
i'll still be busy working. :)

And yes, i understand the weather is so weird recently.
terribly HOT.
take care everyone and drink like LOADS of water,
but the weather dont really affects me much cause i've been hiding inside air conditioned department stores, if not showflats, if not office for the month.

Results had been out.
Letter of Conferment and transcript had been sent to me.
so now, I am a Graduand :) :(

but currently, i am still job-less. Please drop me a job.
as i seriously need money and some experience ):
and it seems that i am not getting any responses after tens of resumes being sent out every weekday. :(

noooooooo. it cant be! *dramatic*

anyway, went to SAKAE and MINDS cafe with the so-called "Karma-ians" and it is our gathering after graduation :)

and money flew away from me once very very again.

and after 20 years, my dear old vintage refrigerator broken down.
one that accompanied me since I am a little kid. where every then and then, i always opened it for sweets, or just the feeling of the freezer or just sitting besides it and standing besides it when i am being punished by my father.

so now, let's welcome a new family member. brand new refrigerator HITACHI and my bro and me are really loving the new buddy with tender loving care. :)
it's powerful, freezy cold, ice maker. (pardon us cause i've been using a vintage one :) )

and then. i have got last thing to say of the night or the day.
the temperature is so high, and the weather is so so so so HOT today.

Johnny's Fever! :)

In the 80's,
especially Shonentai, Matchy and 光Genji
these 3 bands in the 80's are just WOAH~! they know the standard johnny's backflip, dance and everything!
(if you realise, every Johnny's know how to do backflip) :)

In the 90's
We have SMAP, TOKIO, V6, KINKI KIDS and ARASHI! :)
then TACKEY&TSUBASA, NEWS, KATTUN .......

sho, morita, miyake, tsuyoshi, kochi .... :D

Like the annual Johnny's Countdown and their sports day.
you'll really get to see everyone together singing each other songs, especially the famous shonentai's What's your name? ABC and Matchy's アンダルシアに憧れてAndalucia ni Akogarete, (the famous famous famous song that everyone sang before! KATTUN, KINKI KIDS and etc during Johhnny's Countdown. The standard theme, the dancestep! ) it already become a must-sing song during these event.

Most importantly, u get to see members from shonentai and 光Genji back on stage singing with their juniors. :) it is really a must-see.

and i managed to find one. 03-04 countdown. with all my primary school favourites. :)

seriously, how i wish i can own Shonentai's album. :D
for i loveeeee their songssss. ever since i watched Johnnys countdown concert in the 90's when im still a pri sch kid where the juniors such as TOKIO, V6, ARASHI, KINKI KIDS swayed and danced to Shonentai's hits in the 80's.
i still got their clip. wahahahaha.

this is really old school and i like it alot alot alot alot :)
they're in the 80's era where they inspired chinese to have the 小虎队 :D。
omggggg. :)
holidays just make me engrossed in all these old videos once again.

i bet for those who watch Johnny's shonen club, these songs will be very familar to you
like the famous What's your name ? ABC , 湾岸スキーヤー, 君だけに.

im just gona post all these up here for my ease of viewing :)
the following are their hits in the 80's and 90's

they just dance so well.. sexy and fantastic! :D
to dance and sing at the same time, flipping, hand gesture, everything
makes me feel that as if i'm now in the 80's :D

"spring.. summer..autumn..and winter and you.."


and i really love this!


"tonight yayayyayaya tear... "
"wake up desire... light up my fire..."



"LOVE.. ABC ABC.. Angel Baby Cupid"





and once talked about Shonentai, there's matchy! and the famous famous song that is always sang by KAT TUN :)

and i am blasting good 80's and 90's Johnny's recently
like the mentioned Shonentai, 光Genji, Matchy, V6 ( in the CHANGE THE WORLD ERA) , SMAP (in the LION HEART ERA) , KINKI KIDS (in the GLASS NO SHONEN ERA).

wa la~ that is it! this brings back childhood memories :)

to end everything, i love 80's and 90's. dramas( SBC dramas that make me overslept always), music, the hairstyle, the guys' dressing where they really wear shorts and etc and etc. >:)

the videos just make me high. :)

pay attention to this because there's SMAP dancing at the back!
第４２回ＮＨＫ紅白歌合戦


第４２回ＮＨＫ紅白歌合戦 出場歌手 全員 （さだ　まさし）

i think i'm going to have heart attack soon.
while my dad is now blasting himself with those chinese and taiwanese and japanese enka, im now submerging in all these classic oldies!
and look at all theseeeee. they're just so YOUNG! and omg.
there's even X and teresa teng ):

these are just so crazy.
im near to tear-ing soon.

i dont think i am able to find all these back again on the TV. T_T

I simply like and love Rip Sylme and their PV such as Tasogare Surround, Hot Chocolate etc and i especially like their I.N.G PV
it's not just PV, but a collaboration with SONY VAIO.
in it, they act as if a sales team, trying to sell SONY mgt their new concept and big idea and ad.
and trust me, it's really very funny!
esp the final part where they collate each individual's big idea and edit the final overall advertisement.
it's simply funny and nice! :)
simply think that it's a great advertisment! :)

"6 colours"

"wooo wooo wooo wooo..."

it's St. White's today :)

and im totally loving EXILE songs especially their ballards
and im loving TAKAHIRO in Meiji Fran's CM :)

the songs have been uploaded into my blog :)

may everyone has a happy day today
14/3/2009 :)

debts cleared to huiqi.
thanks for being understanding (:

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due to this reasons that reasons,
i have yet to submit my uni application to Stirling
as well as SIM.
which, i already felt quite disappointed that i missed the date for NTU and NUS.
well well. nevermind then.
i promise myself that i will get it settled once and for all by next weekend.



to some people out there,
my zone of tolerance has become smaller. (:
thank yoo you.