HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
新年快乐!

let's HUAT this year together. :]

May it be a fruitful year.
一个丰收年。
Grab hold of chances and get success out of it.
aim high!

chinese new year is a great festival.
many things to prepare for it, many traditional customs and
food that can be eaten during chinese new year only.
food like shun and suan ( leek).
then mandarin oranges.

then flowers that only blossom during chinese new year.
customs every chinese new year

i like keeping these kind of traditional customs around.
it's like if we dont keep, what's gona happened next time
during my generation.

had a great laugh today at my grandmother's house today.
hearing all my aunties speaking broken english.
it's super cute and funny.
cause my cousin married to a british man.
and so.....
everyone is like trying their best to speak their english
to communciate with him.
hahahahahahaha.

on a heavier note, grandmom was applied to go home for
chinese new year for 2 years before going back to hospital.
she slimmed down real lot.
it hurts to see her in this state. where just few months ago,
she's still okay.
not like now.

alright.
KELLY: yesyes, we'll go sentosa soon.... brenda cant wait alr =/ haha.
YANQI: YANQI~ im touched to see your tag here. really appreciate it :)
Long time since we last gone out le. we'll go out often soon!
I will call you out de. haha! after work to complain to each other.
haha. :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

HUIQI & LIQI: dont worry. there wont be 100% post on "that topic". haha.



lastly, GONG XI FA CAI :]

the cold breeze makes me feel like taking a walk. a quiet one
so that i could reminiscence. however, the rain started to pour heavier
each time.i perfectly like this weather now. though its coldddddddd.

i dono where to start on it.
Nways, the following part may be abit to myself.
not to my blog audience.

i certainly hope that you would know that
i still carry you in my heart and mind whenever i goes.
while im trying to breathe in new air, theres this little creature
and shadow running in my mind. and that's you.

they say that failed relationship is essential for one to grow. indeed,
i grow. but does that mean that there's no good ending after you learnt it
and grow through it? yes, u may say there will be good ending but with another
different better person. but hey no, i just wanted someone i've been with again.

will that mean that failed relationship makes you grow but at the same time,
you gona lost that person that makes you grow forever and ever?

i collected and placed each of them together.

as time goes, both parties may tend to be more demanding? may easily
be triggered and bored of all the nonsense and put up with one's nonsense.

when conflicts occured, and a serious one.
that could meant that both parties had grown up, different perspective in life.
after time of putting up with each other's nonsense.

probably in this stage, it's called love had mature. both parties had matured too.
therefore, it causes different opinions and stuff which is different from the beginning.

those sweet, loving days. "i dont mind your nonsense".

once relationship is stablised, grow as time goes.
definitely both will grow together as the relationship as well as the love.

BUT.

after each has realised, each has grown up, each has changed as each grow up,
each has matured, love has matured.

and the side effect may be sick and tired, fall in feelings.

but will there be a day when, each realised how love can be different and
how love matures and grow which is intangible.

and after all these, both can get back?

and that this is just part of how love grows.?
初期阶段- 爱快萌芽 -萌芽了。

maybe love is just like how a person grow up.
love grows too. in intangible form. as time goes.
you and me never know how love look likes, how love come from.
the only thing we know is that love is in a form of emotional expressions.

it's just like how a person grow up. in between during puberty stage,
there are alot of unstability, uncertainly and emotional unstability.
but once this stage is cleared, everything is back and okay. and may be better.

love can be break down into stages.
during its introduction stage, this is where love is blind, love is numb.
everything is wonderful and beautiful. everything is like perfect as long as
with you around. lovey dovey and that love is in the air. i dont mind your nonsense
i dont mind your bad habits.

in this stage, it allows you to further understand your partner and sees them in
various angle. in and out of them.

this stage put you into a test to fully understand each other and if it's going to be
working out well.

if you cleared this stage,

here comes the growth stage.
where slowly, you and i grow. there'll be times when frequent conflicts, quarrels popping out.
i cant stand your this and that. putting alot of your own temper and putting your own
usual way of doing things into your partner.
it's just like getting sick eating chicken rice everyday.

this stage put a test to whether are you able to handle things well together with your partner?

then here comes the most hard to understand stage.

Maturity stage.
when situations like "i cant stand your nonsense anymore" "i cant stand it anymore"
"i am sick and tired of all these".
unstability occurs in this stage.
the duration may be long or short.
this is where love grows as one grows.
love is grown together as one grows. as it is found in part of your body.

this stage put you in a test.
if after all these, both of you realise that we have all grow up.
perspective of things changes.
and after the unstability over, all of you can get back together.
strong as now each of you know what is really going on.
you had cleared this stage.

bad incidents is just a part in the maturity stage.

is that how to say it?
what will results in my maturity stage?
when will it end?

will he be holding on strong and think at it?

is that how to say it?
damn. im struggling to express all these thoughts into words.
which is seriously a HARD task for me. -.-
dictonary, come into my mind now.

uh. i dono.


i tried to breathe in new air, stepping on cement concrete floor w/0 you around.

this weather makes me wanna go for a walk maybe at...... botanic garden or somewhere.
which i can enjoy quietly in the tranquil beauty of nature.

i misses you.

something out of that topic for this entry.

it teared and pained me when i watch the drama at 1pm
on saturday.

the drama may be just acting for audience to watch and may
not be true,
but it depicts the life of elderys and the eldery society in Singapore.

how many people really understand the life they're undergoing
during their golden age?

common issues like unable to work, illness, sickness, spending
golden old age alone and stuff.

with worrying about expenses and when will they leave this world.

alot of issues. and normally, these issues pained me.

on a lighter note,
theres a group of elderly that are really living in good health to
the age of 102 and that amazes me.

maintaining good health, having children and grandchildrens around
able to live on his own and stuff.

this respect me.

i will want to do smthg for them a day. :]

Thanks you people. just the few of the few.

haaa.

countdown to ipp.

countdown to cny.

seriously, friends please date me out often.

im afraid that i'm surviving from "working obessity"

symptons and the effect will be no life.

or maybe im just finding excuses.

papers just gone by the wind.

it's fast.

but the process is dread and tiring.

Everyday, once i woke up.

time to hit the books all the way till night.

with few minutes of onlin-ing and tv-ing.

that's making me exhausted.

or also, maybe im just numbing it.

whatever and nomatter what,

it's still great having friends around me :]

chado is like love.

the bitterness of it make one grow up.

it is the bitterness that is necessary.

read through a friend's journal.
she's aint in any good state as compared to mine.

she prayed everynight.
so do i.

im silly you can say.
everynight, i'll repeat this
" i hope that one day, there's a chance. im deeply in love."
before i go to sleep.
i hold on to that special thing tight in my hands close to my chest
while getting into sleep.

making impossible wishes.
how can i have you back?
what if i could have you back?
i really want to have you back.

panic-ed when i felt that i wasn't grabbing onto the necklace halfway
through my sleep.
woke up, search through the dark.
cant find.
panic, sudden rush.
luckily i managed to find it during the early morning.
holding tight to it and back to sleep.

transferring photos of him, drawings he drew into my phone.
flipping through msg-es like never ending.

is there any ways where i can show it to you again?

all these aside.
i want to study hard and exams to be over asap.

it wont be easy.

however, i managed to make it to a point where
i can still focus on studying.
through there's time when i just released my tear gland
while studying.

exam papers, just come to me.
i'll fight a battle with you.

im holding risk at the same time.
risk that i may have to take in.

i know it well that
i will have disappointments.

but i'll still hold.


wasted trip to sch today.
nonetheless, studied with bren today in sch lib.

dididon.





it marked in the chapter.
as the saying goes what's done is done.
no point forcing.
end up to no good.
no point crying over spilled milk.
it doesn't help.

even if you used permanent marker to drew on smthg u shldn't,
there might be solutions to it.

it's like 死到领头才发现，
dont understand why people will be like that.
which i am one of them.

Fate gave me a wonderful big present which is him.
Fate gave me someone that's so good to me.
I'm so blessed and happy that fate gave me someone
so wonderful that i floated in the sky.
he is the only one that i poured and empty every single thing
in my bottle to him.
he is the only proper one that make me 100% comfortable to the extent
i do not need to wear a mask and be me myself.

however, i didn't appreciated it till the last moments.
i ruined it.
becos of this and that and whatsoever factors,
i'm like a tortoise in the shell.
dragging him in and down.
i ruined it once again.

when i finally wake up to my senses,
it's all too late.

thought that this time round, it will be a beautiful one.
a beautiful, long, peaceful, stable and good one.

took advantages of it.

what do i get in the end?

isn't sweet ripe fruit and results from the efforts we put in
but is pain i created myself, experiences and ugly lesson learnt.

people are weird. they always learnt their lessons after things happened.
even though there are so many books and storybooks on moral values
which forms phrases you and i often heard of.
but even when people know of all these before things happened,
they couldn't be bothered.
when things happened, then they learnt their lessons and blame themselves

now, it's not the matter of blaming myself and stuff.
i will prove to you and me
i hope for the hope.

i hope that my hope can be true
i hope that we can be back someday
i hope that you can be mine once again
my hope is to hope there's a chance and the word CAN
to the above.

if i were to be given one last chance,
i would be readily prepared, fully "studied and learnt for
my lesson" and treasure and take every single little things
seriously.

will you over time consider me?

i will prove to you and me.

no more bintan
no more touring ard singapore not by trains and bus
no more fireworks in another way
no more eating around
no more warmth-absorbing session

thankful that you're willing to stay around to be my listening ear
im contented.
really contented.

if i were to lose this pair of listening ear, i really do not know what to do.
cause there's no one only you fit to be my pair of ears.

i wonder if i got problems about you, who can i turn to?


for now, it's exams.
IPP which poorly located at tuas area. -.-
i somehow wished it's of better places.



i will prove to me and you.



house by the sea.

GUISHAN TAN
SPECIALLY FOR YOU.
LYRICS AND SONG ATTACHED IN MY BLOG

lol. :]

Doraemon theme song

konna koto ii na
dekitara ii na
anna yume konna yume ippai aru kedo

minna minna minna
kanaete kureru
fushigina POKKE de kanaete kureru
sora wo jiyuu ni tobitai na

(hai! takekoputaa!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
DORAEMON

shukudai touban shiken ni otsukai
anna koto konna koto taihen dakedo

minna minna minna
tasukete kureru
benrina dougu de tasukete kureru
omocha no heitai da

(sore! tototsugeki!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
DORAEMON

anna toko ii na
iketara ii na
kono kuni ano shima takusan aru kedo

minna minna minna
ikasete kureru
mirai no kikai de kanaete kureru
sekai ryokou ni ikitai na
(ufufufu... doko demo DOA!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
DORAEMON

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
DORAEMON

Less than 12 hours to a beautiful 2008.

Going to mark the end of 2007, be it a fruitful year or not.
it is going to end. (that's the fact no matter what.)

365 days in 2007.
occupied with tears, laughter, joy and sorrow.
forgot about the bad ones, keep the good ones in your memory book
well.

although every year is the same, with the same cycle of a new year
coming on and on.

however, it holds differently in each person.
The feeling of having the wait towards a new year is always good.
one step towards in my life path.
one year older.
one step nearer to future.

2007.
reminiscences.
i spent my year 2 in this year.
TEP attachment that allows me to know new friends,
mingle around and however i feel that i've grown up that
teeny weeny bit.
not only about social circle part, it allows me to learn alot of
things which i think i will not ever learnt outside.
thanks to school, finally i know what im learning for good
for my future.

SARAHJANE, it's GREATTTTT to know you. ;)
"sisters". LOL.

he let me think,
let me see through myself somehow.
and allows me to grow up day after day.
to become a better person for my own benefit.
sunshine, rain and rainbow after the rain.
thanks baby. :]
we will hold together stronger each day.
love you

to my dear friends,
thanks for tolerating with my CRAPs, RUBBISHs,
EXTRA USELESS nonsense, hahaha!
thanks for still "clinging" with me till now! x]
regardless of how noisy i'll still be in 2008,
continue to cling with me. WAHAHA!
there's nothing except THANKS to mark it.
way to go :)
i'll be a better friend.
sad to announce that 2008, a new year, fresh beginning,
be a new person in this new year and with me around still.
haha.
happy? sad?
dont be sad huh.

well well.
today is the lasy day.
STANDARD procedure,
everyone will reflect on the things done in 2007.

caught an interesting quote,

"An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays
up to make sure the old year leaves."

- Bill Vaughan, writer and columnist.

" A good beginning marks a good end."
- Louis L'Amour, Amercian author of primarily Western fiction.

I hope i place a good beginning on 2008.
and there will be fruitful results at the end.

on this very last note,
the weather is extremely good. BRIGHT sunshine, good sunny weather
with cool breeze.
Fast without knowing, the sun will soon sets, full moon forming and shine
together with millions zillions stars and first sunshine of the year will shine
at you tomorrow!
alerting you that it's a new year.

people, start to get ready and here it rolls, 2008!

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Have a good year ahead.
Look forward for every moments.
Treasure it as there's only once in lifetime.

ENJOY

holidays read like this:

projects for the first few days.
work for some few good days.
slacked
stuffing food and grabbing sleep
looking and enjoying the moments
with baby around. :]
riding baby's bike around and caught
red line.
no monkeys though.

it's so specially special about babies
it's a wonder how baby is created.
LOL.
little niece is real cute, small and soft.
she carries her smile 90% throughout the day.
just somehow make me wanna have a child too.
LOL!

alittle not used without her around today.
;[

ride baby's bike. :]
coolios.

anyhow, i think i can used peace and white to describe
this year's christmas.

it's peaceful, normal and nothing special.

all these doesn't matter, as long as there's warmth from
the people around me that accompanied me during the special
day. :)

happy boxing day :]

project.
cracking my head big enough.

it's a sight to see dearly so happy and excited with his new born "baby".
haha. :D

back to reality.

strive to kill off projects load.
maintaining in that study mood.

be knowledgabe.

people, catch e alvin and chipmunks songs.

Another one dropping into that little hole.
i hope that the one could one day see it on their own.

or..

could be the other changes.

Torment
Torture
Tremor
Treasure
Trust 141% + 40% Jealousness

Projects strive me alive yet could be stressful to handle them
am making sure that every project is on the track so that it wouldn't
be a rush at the end.

I couldn't describe how much feelings of being relieved and happy i am on tuesday.
I really couldn't, for once i thought i've dropped down into a deep pit never to climb back again
due to my bad foundation where i didn't think of.
a point of line where i am losing yet holding a small % of hope and feelings.
i THANK. REMEMBER the MOMENT.
i really got to thank and i must strive a change. :)
no empty sentences made this time round.
hereby by me.
been through and seen through, i somehow start to think differently.

i know trust can overcome everything.

thanks dearly,
and thanks to my friend.

due to hectic shedule, i failed to reply SARAHJANE in time
and failed to reply to minjun in time.

wouldn't been updating that often now.

i cant control people's feelings.

1. ..
2. ..
3. ..
4. ..
5. ..

speechless.

christmas is on its way.
it's a season of joy.
and i hope it is certainly a joy for me on that season.

worked on this weekend.
no more resting-slacking-eating-sleeping-tv-ing weekends.

my little kingdom-ed at suntec kidzone.
the first day went bad, damn bad.
helpless in the sense there's nobody to guide along.
all on YOUR own.

problems with the lights.
problems with the door.
problems with the POS.

myman.

alone tending a shop is never easy.

luckily.
sun everything went smoothly.
like s m o o t h l y.

met quite alot of children that are really cute and amazing.
one of them cooked a "fish" and gave me.
HA HA!

:)

dealing with toys,
umm. alright alright.
makes me feel like playing too.

whole 10 hours of repeating CD's of children songs.
until now my mind is still playing the songs.


keeping myself busy.

unchanged. - kinki kids.

yes, for me it's unchanged.
i not sure about you.
/:

big rain suddenly.
caught in the busstop, helpless for once.
too big to run home.
mum came with umbrella :)
while waiting in the busstop,
raindrops fall down, cold wind,
silent surrondings with cars zooming pass.
it's like ..........................

japanese and business finance ica is over.

i keep you tight in my dreams,
so that i can dream of you, about you everynight.
it's all about you.

gona be a hectic week again.

phone going to die on me soon.
some kinda problems like SARAHJANE's.
i think i better get it repair by this thurs.
it's still on warranty until this thursday.
zzz.

few ica papers this week.
business finance, japanese, EFMA and law.

mug but somehow i fall into the addiction of sleeping.
i cant stop myself from sleeping and sleeping away.
once i got home, i think of sleeping.
i dont feel like waking up and just wanna sleep all the way.
SLEEP. BRAIN FROZE. ADRENALINE FLOWING LIKE IN
EXPRESSWAYS. SLEEPLESS ALL CAUSE..

internet explorer laggy like the laggard.

hectic week, i wonder when can i finally see him. :[

a big SIGH.

i needa force myself to study then off to sleep again.

only in dreams i could take the control of things.

i wish lala..

munch munch.
i've got to stop munching.
i've got to control my mouth.
temptations not!

SARAHJANE, dont forget our deal we made that time.
haaaa.
after the ICAs?
bwahahaha.


i want to get some change.
like c h a n g e.

:]

like change for the better
change for the good
change for the future
change for somebody.

change (n):
to be different from the usual.

LOL!

にほん test on tuesday.
:

あなたは　がくせいですか。

ICA week next week.

anyway, finally marketing project is up for good.
:) *contented*

Christmas is coming.
everybody, be prepared for this joyful season! :D
BE HAPPY AND ENJOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Busy like a bee.
sleeping like a pig.
eating like NOT a bit.

-_-

hectic weeks. got nothing much to blog about cause u know i know
that im spending days in school for 5 days a week,
listening to lectures, doing tutorials, squeezing and growing brain
cells time to time for projects, busy saving money, going to find a job,
trying to eat like a rubbish bin, trying to maintain and strengthen it and lastly,
waiting for weekends and dates to come.

i need to grab hold of the every possible opportunities i have before
it's crawling away from my hand.
:(

ARGH.

last note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PING.
:)


2008 is coming.

OK, update. :)

"Sometimes, things happen so fast in life, you're not given a chance to redeem at all, it just passes you..

That's why we really gotta cherish and treasure the people around us"

quoted from a friend,

which i totally agree with it.

you'll never know what will happen tmr, the next day, the day after
or the next week.

right now, we need to cherish what we have around us,
treasure the times we have.

you only have a life, live it, be happy
and fill it colorful.


school like the usual.
been on the pace, faster and faster each day.
projects, ICA, tutorials........

monsoon and rainy season is approaching.
one essential item for this period, which is UMBRELLA.
get one of ur choice now. :)

DRAGON ASH- few lights till night.

the sky is white, it's going to rain.
the feeling is peaceful.

i like the feeling right now.
sky is white, mild breeze blowing..
as at 5.36pm. :)

if i could stand on the rooftop of a building,
watching ahead of the rising sun.

that would be great.

just like how the scene where somebody wanna confess
feeling right on top of the building by the help of reflection
and sun rays.

すき。。。

- hyd.

ahh. the scenery would be beautiful. :)

like how the scenery would be by the sea.

projects are piling up.
-business law.
-marketing management
-N.E
-retail studies.

bang bang bang.

sarah just gave me a temptation of eating.... yanyan.
HAHA!

it's hard to maintain a meat's freshness once bought.
it's just like maintaining a relationship's freshness.

it's hard sometimes to maintain the freshness of it.

despite all those, i will still try to do my best.

bcos i've put in all my soul and heart in it.

to keep it in the long-run...

i think i've placed the bricks into the wrong formation.
thus, creating the wrong structure of this path.

and now, the path wobbles.

i've build up a wrong foundation. =/

我打错了基础。

but i will definitely hold on :)


ORANGE RANGE- WALK ON.
the pv is cool to the max. coolio lo lo.
they just simply keep walking on and on.
the scenery and the view is nice.
by the sea, the quiet road, the blue sky.

i would want to walk on that road too.
just like how they are walking on and on
walking and thinking back.
at the same time, working on the future.

TIRED. MORE TIRED!
tired until my brain cant move.

Managed to struggle to finish up tut.
sucha relief.

ARGH!
bloated.
im feeling so bloated right now.

result due to: TOO FULL. -.-
feeling super bloated like stomach gona
explode soon. EXPLODING soon.

this feeling doesn't encourage me into my sleep world
even though im tired. DAMN tired.

IPP is drawing near.

Exams is drawing even nearer.

and im even much more tired.


Though it's strong, there's still uncertain fear attached to it.
:(
hopefully. NOTHING. :)

BANG>

i feel the STRESS coming ... on its way.
muhahahahaha.


feel the STRESS, the TENSE and everything.
omgosh omgosh omgosh omgosh.

walking home isn't a safe thing always now.
LOL.
esp at nights.

anyway,
i got to go do up my HOMEWORK.
im a hardworking kid.
muahahah.
TIRED like anything.
cant wait to finish homwork, phone-ing then sleep.

goody night and goody bye. :)


everybody, YEAY~! XD

love looks like candy recently.
haha.
red,lime green,orange,purple..

boo. cant upload smthg i've drawn.





X






back to reality.

tutorial time to be continued.
:)

cant wait to finally finish then sleep.
this feeling makes me think back when
im in primary sch.
where i dread to do homework everynight~
and end up finishing homework in the late night.
tsk tsk.
temptations from the TV.

forgot to take out law book.
hence, cant do law tutorial today.
haaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

throat start to get pain.
bwahaha.

and thanks, that my fp-logy for once is so chim.
LOL, everyone claim to say that. bwhahaha.

nights,
by lola.

dream a little dream in me.

when things gets complicated, your feelings
gets complicated too.

RAAAAAAR!

Sometimes i wonder, wonder and wonder.
that..
how would one find the one that they could throw their sorrows
and troubles to, so easily. and not even someone which u were that close
for.
how would one be sure that the one will be the one that can be
the pair of listening ear.
how would one have the courage to speak up to the one about
their sorrows and troubles.

i cant possibly do that, at all.

i could only hide it behind a mask and throw a pebble down into the pond.
creating wavelengths and after looking at it, it makes you feel better.

----

i sometimes dont understand...
how human behaves and how they thinks.
it's seems not a easy thing to study,observe and know.
but somehow, there'll be a way.. maybe years.

how one wish there's something invented called self-mirror to look at one's own
actions right infront of one self.

therefore, a term call self-reflection.

one say other, it's ok. to other, it's not ok.
other say one, not ok. but one say other, it's ok.

:?confusing.

nobody will see their own actions and moves, bcause there're
no mirrors infront of one to show what are one doing.

one may dislike other people for their actions because one are the mirror
that can see what are they doing.

but how about ourselves? people can dislike us in the same manner as
how we dislike them.

same thing applied. they can see what we're doing while we cant see
what we're doing ourselves.

we can do the same things as the thing that we dislike about them.
but we dont know ourselves.

this comes reflection.

terminology.

no hardest topic is to be compared to human's studies.

they can be A today and then B the next day.
therefore, it's AxB=AB
they can be (AB) to you and (AB)x(C) to you another day.

they say ABC and ABD the next day.

definitely confusing. if one were the one that's doing the observing
and were in silence.

perhaps one should suggest to study on each other.
like A will study on B.
and B will study on C.

at the end of the period, one would submit a report analysis
for the other to take a look of other self to see what have other been doing.

it's call buddy analysis.
(bull-shitting)

and i definitely gona say, there must be chemistry involved around humans.
whereby one feel that one is the other's pair of ears.

so, there's this you havent step in my shoe, you wouldn't know how will i feel
if you were me.

and bla bla bla.

so far, i couldn't bump into that chemistry gas yet.
maybe i havent been breathing in much varieties.
cause my airholes are blocked.

im like a companion more to a soulmate for others.

where i belong?

A-0=0 (nobody attached the powerful thing on A)
therefore, A+0=0 (A couldn't find the powerful thing as well)

BWAHAHAHA.

for once, i feel that i've talked some nonsense that i dont even know.
LOL!
however, i feel like i've created some fp-logy today.
just let me type.
atleast i feel like some writers giving some terminology on some logies.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

seafood platter. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

:)

After soooooo longggggggggg,
lunch-ed with love today.
though the duration is short like dunno wad
+ the crowd.
never wanna imagine.
LOL. :)
as said by huiqi, finally and it's good that
i lunch-ed with him. haha.

however, the crowd is .......... (CROWDED TO THE MAX)

buffets held at auditorium for secondary school kids.
cool buffet they got.

and we had to like CROWD together with people
to form a BIGGER CROWD.

saw SARAHJANE today.
and she was like msg-ing me before lecture that she overshot
mrt station.
haaa.
that's her ;) *ting ting*

second day of school.
notes and MORE NOTES.
and it seems to be thicker by each semester.

Hi-ing here and there everyday,
esp when we're having lectures.
"hey peng you!"
"HELLO~~~~~~~~~"

lol.

:)

quite cool and lively,
thanks to tep.

haha.

i need............... FOOD.

i STRIKE to be more HARDWORKING this yearend. :)

TEP has ended.
It's great i can say, especially with great people around.
:)
it's fun and just super duper great.
the 18weeks is FULLY AWESOME and GREATSOME.

i guess next week gona be a hard time, getting used back
to the lifestyle of tutorials and lectures.

Flexi, Slack, Work without exams, Fun, No homeworks,lunchtimes
and practically leisurely walking w/0 rushing.

I seriously enjoyed and not get used of the study lifestyle.
HAA!

and i do miss msc :)

owwwwwww.
soon getting into a lil sentimental.
:(

note to sarah:

having YOU around me and besides me almost everyday
for that 18weeks.
it seems to be like a part of my life already,
having you around everyday.
yea, truly. HAA! WE're like bugs hopping around everyday in school.
it's GREEATTTTTTTTTTT to have know you.
you brighten up a normal day :D
and i still remember the very first time i had breakfast with you
which is mac big breakfast when we're still in cheers.
first opening together in cheers.
and ya da ya da.
i guess i may not be getting used without you around.
HAHA!
guess i'll randomly goes...:where's sarah?
Anyway, do meet up often kay? lunch, cheers, or out. :)
GREAT to GAIN you as a friend.
the countless fun moments we had. HAA!

and i think it's really due to pms that i'm being defensive.
LOL.
sorry huh.

and also a note to my family:

it's cool to have involved into a family relationship :)
thanks to mama! :D

also,
it's great that i gain-ed ALOT of fun friends too :)
hopefully to meet up for lunch sometimes!


anyway, i miss a great opportunity to go to the place
i longgggggggggggggg wana go today. :(
it's sad. FULLY SAD.
cause i've been waiting to see who wanna go with me.
but hopefully, there's somebodies that wanna go soon,
so that i can go too.
hopefully, there'll be one more outing to there one day soon.
:)

spent whole day at home.
weather unpredictable,

thinking of monday,
sian. -.-
i seriously will have monday blues on that day!

TEP coming to an end this Thursday.
:(

bought yanyan sticks like crazy today.
b'cause NTUC having quite alot of promotions.
LOL!

:)

while i'm bathing, i thought of what to post on my blog.
im......... INSANE!

indeed, i am insane today.

to myself: stop being insane. CONTROL YOURSELF.
me: okay...

im feeling ...

worried, stressed, tired, sensitive, a lil sentimental,
emotional, nervous, crazy,fear from suspenders(LOL!),
sight of guishan(LOL again!), words-uncontrollably-coming-out-from-
my-mouth and insane today.

i totally cant help it and cant control it.

zzzz.

so my friends,
sorries. dont mind me for today of what i've done.
cause at the moment, i dont want what i've been doing.
i dont want you guys to mistook me so i got to explain.


SORRIES.

i guess maybe becos..........

i havent been eating much than my usual days.
i eat lesser then my average.

anyway, i felt delighted! :)
im a easily contented person.

im happy when i read my e-mail and saw a e-mail replied by
chocolates wang and hanleng post me a friendster comment.

WAHA HA.

:)

so conclusion: easily contented.

wish:

hope i'll be better tmr by having a better intake of food tmr.
so my friends wont suffer nonsense and weird attitude from me.

last note:

MACDONALD's had opened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's super super super nice and beautiful XD

and, RECEIVED timetable.
also, saw the TALL HUGE pile of lecture notes printed ready
at the printing shop ready for sales on next monday.

IT's NEW SEMESTER NEXT WEEK.
even though it dont feel like new semester next week as
we dont have any breaks.

Goody Nights,
:)

thanks to my friends that can stand my nonsense,
though i know in ur heart, u all mind alot and may complain
about it.

I drink water e very day~

reports almost done. which im very content about.
:)

i still have gelare waffle voucher which i havent redeem =/

and,
i love the smell when it's after the rain.
:)

it makes me feel like taking a walk.

and lastly,
i have a feeling that mac canteen gona open tmr.
LOL!

Many things and thoughts which i dont know how to put and form them
into words.

Little time too.

i would want to have more time for outings with people
i hardly spend time with and not forgetting, friends.
things have to be treasured, same goes for human.

however, it always seems that time is the greatest spoiler.

anyway,
SARAHJANE, where's my esplanade and sentosa?
LOL!
though i know u're always very busy huh.
and though we seems to be ''fighting'' recently.
poor girl. :)

and we found many sweets and titbits that we always
eat when we were young.
for once, that kinda feeling once came back!

the tasty biscuits in small packet,
the bobdog cigarette sweets,
the green packaging orange sweet with gas inside,
many many more!

overall in overall,
i gained alot of new friends which gives me great times
during the period of tep. :)

and abit spoiling here,
i dreamt myself killing people.
LOL.


my heart draws a dream,
i hope the dream will come true one day.

xie xie da jia de re lie zhi chi.

谢谢大家的热烈支持。

Thanks all for your great support.

in...........

tagging at my tagboard!

:D

this is making Qi jealous perhaps?

love reading ur tags. haha!

so do tag more :)

went to thomson plaza first.

then town-ed.

yanqi came to find us.

cos today she flexi.
haa!

walked around.

no $$$$$. no buying.

team dinner later on in the eveing at fish n co.

sounded sua ku but it's my first time there!

haha :)

and got to taste crayfish.

not that bad.........
would like to try the seafood platter one day :)

live band was cool.

and then justin went up to dedicate songs,

went up to the stage.

in the end didn't sing, only sitting on the stage =/

then HOME-ED.

next week will be the last week.

sentimental post up next week. :)
haa!

Do i exist?

Friday.
finally it's......................friday!

Lee Hom campus concert today in school.
:)
didn't get to help but went to watch in the end.
haaa!
it's kinda sad though.
cause we q-ed for quite long. like 1hr lidat.
and then he sang only 2 songs.
haha :

and the seatings we got couldn't really see him close up too.

anyway, this is the first artist campus concert i attend
:)
it's an experience!
haha!

thanks to ping and gs huh.
LOL.
:D

Happy Birthday to Ber-Na-Dict.
haha.

:)

stay happy always! :D


Today is a very normal normal normal day.
a normal THURSDAY.
hence, i shall not really update.
2 more weeks to go.
welcoming back to lecture-tutorial and exams.
i will miss alot of things during this attachment definitely!
im more to the kind of person that will always reminiscence about
the past, be it sweet or bitter.


throat still kinda hurts.
bye bye to fried and heaty food for the moment.
:)

Answer to questions.
However, answers will never be 100% correct next time.

EVERYBODY.
luckily, i never turn into a retard.

suppose to be on flexi during tues.
happily enjoying my wonderful tues.
plus it's been a really really long time
since i met up with love. which is like....
dunno how many donkey days and weeks
bcos of this attachment.
LOL.

and the long is not those 3 days or 5 days.
it's like i think weeks already.
LOL.
and then, people say it's u n h e a l t h y.
haha.

but tada.
i woke up in the morning realising that
i've got sore throat and high fever.
deng deng. -.-

the previous night, i found my throat to be
uncomfortable.
bad feelings of going to be sick.
and tada.
it is really SICK.

on a wonderful tuesday morning.

sucha wasted. :(

sick sick sick.

went to thomson plaza early in the morning.
then received a call from YIPING.
she called to report a news to me. which is
SARAH miss me too much to the extent she called YIPING my name.
LOL.
that call is really funny and i enjoyed receiving that call.
then YIPING ended the call by saying she'll call when she
receives any latest news.
haha!!!!
:D
both of them are cute and funny.
i'm happy to receive their call.
haha.
cos it's smthg sweet though the content is not sweet at all.
and i miss yiping when she's crazy.
it can give my stomach some exercise. :)

then went to catch chuck and larry that movie.
at amk hub.

after that,
much discomfort and temperature is going higher and higher.
deng deng deng -.-

so dont feel like going to town anymore.

luckily love is around if not i'll become a retard.
LOL.
love took great care of me ytd
and i felt warmth and really appreciate it alot :D
very comfortable to be a patient.
LOL
the pain isn't really that painful with him around.
though im burning like somebody near the sun.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D <3>to my friends,
thanks for wishing me health. :D
appreciate it!!

p.s: i bet sarah must be missing me until wanna die alr.
LOL.

no worries! im going back tmrw!

sometimes i feel that im a weirdo.
LOL.
i dont share problems,
i dont talk about it.
i dont open my that little window to my friends.
all i do with my friends is have fun, joke around,
and "clown-ing" for them and to be there for them.
so weird huh.
i guess this is why i hardly have friends
that comes to me for some inner and heart to heart talks.
or even some inner secrets.
or people becoming my soul mate.
i realise that i dont really have friends that's in the inner extent.
maybe bcos i dont open that window to my friends?
cause i scared they will mock at me,
they'll look at me in a weird manner,
or simply there's no chance or opportunity for me to do so.
i think opening that window or by sharing some problems of mine
is a very difficult task for me.
that's why sometimes i rather not to say it and just keep it.
much easier huh.
but by doing this, i think i wont have a friend that could
be my soulmate
is this good or is this bad?
hmmmmmm.
moreover, i think i spend too much time and energy in
building strong foundation to my friendship so history wont repeat
until i overlook that i should spend more time in building up
soulmate quality with my friends.
also, i just could hide my feelings away so well when with my friends
and with in school.
it's like a ting ting automatic switch when im with my friends.
i can hyper around and joke around.
then back home alone,
ting ting back to the feeling when i have some problems.
i think i am way too complicated person which one hard to understand
it's a hard task for me to express things out cause im not
good in expressing myself through words.
deng deng -.-
up to 18years in life, i still dont know where and how.
through the past experience i had,
im already very content when i can have good friends that's
always by my side and wont neglect me.
but now the problem is, i couldn't go into a further extent with them =/
one word: how.

Feeling much energertic after a full day rest.

muhahahaha.



went to weirong's bday chalet at changi SAFRA
after school on friday.



that friday is the most dragful and dead day for me.
sarah wasn't there, the rest were busy.
and my teammates were like on leave that day.
left with me and joezer.
and me?
am inside the room practically ston-ing and hoping
for the time to pass!
the time really seemed very long in school that day.
:(





after that, went to gs's house together with hanleng
and yiping. :)

thanks to gs's father for the ride!





first time there.
and gs's little sister is very funny,
haha!
okie, gs's house got quite afew food
and she kept telling me to look.
LOL.


we thought that we will be early.
and so, we slacked.
LOL.





but when we reached weirong's chalet ,
we got to know
that we're the latest. bwahaha.
sheena and huiqi were sitting inside and waiting for us
gs and me felt that we're entering into some palace.
haha!
=P


the place was nice. :)



then lidat lidat lidat.......
birthday boy cut the cake.
with his sister singing a song that she compose herself.
then we went slacking around.

we ate at a late timing.
HAAA!
hanleng and huiqi bbq-ed for us :)

lotsa prawns were in our stomach.
huiqi, hanleng and mine!


and we stayed overnight there.
chatted and we were in the room making ourselves awake.
ben performed his toes choir for us to see.
then the guys were like deciding who to bathe first.
then they were like taking turn to use the "g da no"
bag which is shampoo and shower foam.
LOL.

and we played game.
LOL.





then watched tv, ston-ed, chatted and soon,
everybody is like going to knock off real soon.
i tried my very best to really keep myself awake.
HAHA!




finally morning arrived and we went to catch sunrise.
cheryl and me seemed to be quite excited.
bcos both of us will never be so early to catch the sunrise


LOL.


however, the location we were at cant catch the sunrise.
so everybody went back.
:(


then,


everyone started leaving.
everyone is tired.
haha.





wei da and melissa went off first.
then follow by hanleng they all.
the rest followed me. :)


LOL





sent nic, kuanwei, sheena, gs and justin
to tanah merah mrt.
while sent kelly and huiqi home.

is really home sweet home.





i went home, bathe and slept all the way till night.
HAA!
cant tahan anymore~




ok, today.
it's HOT HOT AND HOT.
it's really very humid today.
OMG!

in the morning when i woke up,
i found myself dreaming..
that there's this shopping mall
having these few shops that
sell japanese cakes.
LOL!
they looked yummy, nice, tempting,
classy.
the shop look nice, classy too.
and when buying the cake,
the chef/boss will use ice sugar to draw smthg on the cake.
-.-
and i also dreamt that i bought 2 cakes. LOL!
if im not wrong, i think huiqi or who is also inside my dream.
LOL!













met up with sarah to pass her the mooncake.
HOT HOT WEATHER.
cant take it any longer!
ARGH!

the chalet create bonding among all of us :)

I am currently inside the small freezy room in school.
and im b o r e d.

practically, half of the team were on leave today.
and some were on half day leave today.
end result? = left with 2 people later in the day.

oh man...................................... :(

im trying all ways to kill boredom.
from 8.30 to 5.30.

finding research etc.
it's killing me. :(

friends were also busy with their stuff.
so im stuck in this cold freezy room.
gona stay from 8.30 to 5.30 TODAY.

so im blogging in school now.
right now. :) yesh.

and my blogger appear in japanese throughout.
=/
the instructions, menu and stuff were all in japanese.
LOL.
weird indeed.

anyway,
when i was on my way to school today with huiqi.
saw this fresh n natural van.
this makes me think of the supplier we met during the cheers day.
lol.
i miss the uncle.
i tried luck in taking a glance into the van.
and tada~
i really really saw the uncle!
SARAH: i saw that uncle! :D
wahahahahah.

tracking back of ytd.
collected mooncakes ytd.
it's kinda big headache worrying for the expiry date for the
snowskin mooncake.
cause today im going to wr's chalet.
cant pass mooncake to my friend.
it's only left with tmr.
and the mooncake is like exist in this world, at my hse for thurs,
fri and then sat.
and im afraid that the mooncake will have to be consumed by like
SOON.
means if my friend is giving as a gift, it wouldn't be good for the person.
if my friend buy for own consumption, it wouldn't be good too cause
u may have to eat mooncakes like meals lidat.
HAHA!
headache . -.- seriously a headache.
collected the mooncake, then went back home to put the mooncake.
cause it's SENSITIVE.

then down to town to meet sheena. turned out there were only 3 of them.
nic,kuanwei and sheena.

thanks to sheena! :)

bought the present.
a brain-stimulated puzzle.

maybe it seems lames =/

then while Q-ing up, there's this ang moh that press
the liquid toy and then it burst out then spill abit onto me.
!!O_o.

shocked. reall shock.
HAA!

i need food now seriously.
and it's 10 only.

huiqi n sheena, pls come back with ur gang.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.




sometimes, i dont know how things can change until.
until out of your imaginations.
learn to love your fear.
im a sensitive creature.
ROAR>

currently..

i found myself in love with old shaw productions.
i found myself in love with southern all star's songs.
i found myself in love with old shows in the 90's.
i found myself in love with old songs.

bwahahahaha.
:)

it's s u n d a y today.
nothing to mention on this particular sunday.
becos it's as bored as usual.
haha.

hooking on to the tv,
munching away all the titbits stored up,
lazing around until evening then bathe,
late dinner,
just r o t t i n g away. ;

a few more weeks to go................
bang.

tata~

it's bored.
it's sian.

it all seems weird.
but i do not know how to express it in words.


watched high school musical 2 just now at disney channel.
it's just TV over the weekends.

b o r e d.

haha.

hello people.
on this wonderful day, 14.09.07, Friday at 10pm.
i finally downloaded MSN live messenger and am using it.
for the first day!

LOL!
(i know im slowpoke) bwahaha.


and next,
the climax.......
the exciting part.

i got a B becos of no leadership skills.
but im contented :)
haa.
mr chan said im cheerful in nature that my peers like me.
LOL. thank u thank u.
i have to thank all my teammates :)

my friends, my teammates,
it's all goodie that we now had crossed over this path.
maintain and continue to do well in your respective stopover!
:)
it's all good that we've all passed.
and it's great today. bcos all cheers members gotten tgt once again
:)
daphne, alex, sarah, yiping and welson.
i think i see them everyday except for daphne and jeremy.
so it's good today when we're waiting for our results outside
mr chan's office.


Thanks to sarah that i know a short piece of piano melody.
hahahahahaha. :D
it's cool!!!!
thanks babe.
ps: hope u gotten some nice wrapping paper today huh?
haha. ;)

went for dinner with jianwei, ben, aaron loke, val, sheena, guishan
huiqi and me.

huiqi, dont feel awkward huh! we're all friends and people that u also know
:D

had WOW! noodles.
hahahahahaha.

then walked around, talk awhile.
Huiqi left first cos she having her piano lesson.
then sheena left cos she not feeling well =(

so we walked around.

i dont wish to go home alone.
so i phoned my father to asked whether if he can come and fetch me.
he said can but it will be like "now".

so i cant spend much time with them.

so while they slacked at mac,
i went home first :)

im wondering whether to take up the DBS job interview for a try.
: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.


short note:
baby passed all his exam. :D bravo huh.
haha. :)

tata~
enjoy your weekend!

bad day today.
bang bang bang!

i prayyyyyyyyyyyyy super hard that i dont wish
i'll encounter this or even worse situation ever again!
DONT!
Blek. -.-

went to citylink with Nahoney. :) cool name.
haha. xP
and then popped we went to suntec.
my friends know what's my motive of going there.
bwahahahahahaha.
i Q-ed for less than 25mins and got my donuts as easy as ABC.
like zoommmmmmmmmm and tada~ my donuts in my H A N D.
bwahahahahahahahhahahaha. :D
im happy of cos.

full in the end at home. -.-
and i dont really wanna mention by typing one whole chunk
of what happened when im on the way home.
ARGH.
*pray hard no, never again!*

school today?
kinda happening :)
and and and and and and and and!!!!!!!!!!
TMR IM GETTING MY MSC RESULTS BACK!
i am super super SUPER anxious. -.-
lol.
and and and im gona soon be busy :)

and tonight at 12 midnight sharp which is friday,
baby is getting back his results.
hahaha.
wish him luck. :D >L




donuts. :) /
home :( X

LOL>>>>>>

tata~

GS: i will SUBMIT the report to you ASAP. haha! :P

大家 大家，虽然我今天很酷，
没有跑到，但是，我享受今天。:D
哈哈！！！
我感觉我运动了。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
虽然我太逊了。:P
im short.
im cool.
im afraid i may fall down infront of e v e r y b o d y.
wahahahahahahaha.
that's why i use w a l k. :D
coolllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

LOL!
so im not sian :) infact, i enjoyed!



so what i am talking about was sport session with the usual gang today.
haha!

from 8.30 to 5.30,
im a frozen fish.
the air con make my eyes dry that i need to strain my eyes to see the monitor
screen.
and it's freezing coldddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
brrrrrr.

so i need to expose to alittle sunlight today. :)

and,
im double tired today!

doom.
im late everyday!
tgt with huiqi :(

ok, while im typing,
i stink now.
cant wait to blog bcos i know later i wont blog and boom, to bed.
and the next day, i'll forget what i wanna talk about.
so quickly grab the chance to blog now.

tata people,
my 空军 now showing le. :DDDDDDDDDD

There's this Doraemon movie. 新大雄的恐龙。
and the dino call 皮皮。:D
very very cute :DD

kinda random. LOL.

busy helping huiqi to find back the classic japanese POP music
that's the trend last time. hahahahahahahaha.

sch today. as usual.
went to the piano room today with them :)
and melody from the piano is nice.
make one feel so comfortable.
:)


IM TIRED!

i dragged in updating entries. simply, tired! -_0
i am really tired these days, perhaps cause of last week.
lack of rest and stuff.
and somehow, im stick in staying at home or going home early.
like tagging along with parents anywhere they go.
haha!
i think the real reason is just.. im tired!
i lack of sleep.
i just feel like sleeping forever.

and, well. there's alot of shows to watch recently!
like there's this series of old ch 8 dramas being showed now in 7 days
with different timeslot:
福满人间，
九辰糕，
空军，
早安老师。
:)

cool cool coollllllllllll.
i love 空军 especially. wahahaha.
partly, 1) becos it's old drama. 2) bcos of somebody inside.
LOL! :D

Apart from all these, im bored.
my brain seems not to be moving to aid me in my research doing.

Anyway, i wanna catch back old japanese dramas! in the 90's and early 2000.
i misssssssssss watching these dramas.
remembered back then, i were still in pri 5/6. and every thursday night i will definitely
catch these japanese dramas and then after that will be music station!
bwahahahaha.
old times, definitely old times. :)

and everything starts with the word Love,
Love Revolution, Love Generation, Long Vacation, Overtime, Beach Boys,
GTO, 101 Proposals, Heaven's Coin .......

:)

------------------------------------------
i feel so not good around them. the feeling is not good at all.
they dont treat us like smthg normal and good,
they seems to see us like smthg shitty,useless and worthless.
so nothing, nothing.
hence, i doesn't really like them >:( stupid.
feeling weird.

______________________________



somehow im afraid. ooooooooooooooo, oh oh. =/
but i think it's nothing ba. :)
O_o''

_____________________________


bored. it isn't like last time.
and i cant seems to get enough rest/sleep. like ENOUGH.

and smthg i wrote make my teammate laugh. lol.
"Dorothy, a lady that wear spectacles."
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i know it's funny. i find it funny too, only today but not at the
point of time when i wrote it.
LOL!

mid-autumn festival is coming!
time for moon-viewing, strolls at nights, lanterns, candles, sparkles,
mooncakes, pig-basket biscuits, tea, pomelo. =DDDDDDDDDDDDD


im lazy to type anymore.
i think i missed out alot of parts.
but well, nvm.
i will update again when i have the feel. :)

it's SUNDAY.
a sunday that i am not at home rotting away.

thanks to guishan for the job offer :)
even though it's tiring and some instructions given were bad and dot dot dot.
but i enjoyed myself today :)
note to guishan: thanks for the job offer! allow me to interact with alot of aunties and
uncles today. haha! :D i enjoyed myself today!!!!!!!!

get to see our president,Mr Nathan in real person today:)
bcos the funfair event is the President Challenge finale event.
excited cause i've never see him in real person before :)
definitely it's great to get to see him :)

so met up with hanleng,ruandong,weirong,guishan and her friends,jj(not PJJ) and yiping
at kallang and off we set off to the place.
it's at people's association.

well, though the job is tiring.
becos we required to carry alot of stuff and it's an outdoor event.
but i still enjoyed it :)
atleast i get to work out and gain some muscles and become FITTER.
muahahahahahaha.
also, i get to expose to the sun! YEAY~
now my face is red. muhahahahaaha.

i feel that im FIT. LOL! :D
we carry this, carry that.
after that, we tend the funfair stalls.
those aunties and uncles were really targetting at the free games.
keep trying non-stop. LOL!
it's tiring u know. cos whenever they throw the ball at the thingy finish,
i need to knee down, squat down, crawl here and there to pick up the ball
and give it to the next person.
TIRING! like exercising lidat.
hahahahahahahah.
but it's good! cos most of them were aunties and uncles :D
i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. LOL!

some aunties and uncles were very cute. :)

and one point i need to highlight too.
the weather is very very very funny today.
it RAIN like FREE flow of water, then suddenly stop and SUN is strong.
then later, it RAIN again and then stopped and SUNSHINE again. -.-
which also means we have to work under the sorching sun, then later under the rain,
then later under the sun, then later under the rain again.
......................................... nothing to say.

and there's this cute little boy coming to my stall and play quite a few times.
so i think he and his mum recognise me and i recognise them too.
so near to the end of the event, he came again and he hold this pack of popcorn
showing me and smiling at me with his cute front teeth. hahahaha.
then his mum was like "nvr ask jiejie if she wants the popcorn?"
then he gave one popcorn to me.
then his mum was like" huh. give only one?!"
then he grab a handful of popcorn for me.
LOL! :DDDDD

okie... so after the event. what we need to do is to.........................
pack everything and take out things. so it's work time again.
under the rain -.-
duh..............

overall, it's fun :)
and very hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smthg to note: im not becos of that reason then dun wanna eat huh..
cos i hardly eat these kind of food so i dunno what to eat. HAHA!
like dont suit my tastebud :)

and hanleng was very very kind to often ask me whether im ok w/0 eating
for like almost half a day. haha :D
i appreciate it alot!

and i was so tired that i tend to STONE in the train. hahaha.
it's normal for me to get into the stone mode w/0 doing anything except for
staring into space.
this means resting for me . :)
so no worries if im in the stone mode. it's not i have anything happened!
hahahahahahaha

overall, it's a goody good day :D

went to Lot 1 for big shopping. FOOD shopping. LOL

then home.
eat.

and that something bad happened.
:(
but erm, i dunno how to describe it too.
however, it's a peaceful one :)

im tired!
alright~ shall update again!

HUIQI told me to update yesterday stuff............
which is like...... FRIDAY!
LOL.
to huiqi: okie, yesh mdm. hahahahahahahahahaha.

f r i d a y.
boring like the usual. :)
spent time in school.
sarah and me drew.
her drawing skills is good!
:D
after sch, went to watch them play bball.
at the same time, catch afew hours of sunrays
after duno how many hrs cooping into the air-con environment.
i think i should catch some sunrays and sunlight!
expose under the sun :)
they played. hahahahahahaha.
like obviously. -.-
and woah~ huiqi quite good on friday.
she shot in quite alot of times. :D
not bad huiqi! :DD
unlike me, dont wanna mention about it.
LOL!

so they played and played.
some injuries happened in between. =
it was shocking. though some parts were funny
that sheena had a hard time controlling not to laugh.
haha =P

so went home after that :)
some information to note: fastfood canteen will be closed
from monday onwards bcos they are renovating.
NO mac, sandwiches for a month~!!!!!!
lucky for those having their holidays now.
unlucky for us! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

okie. Saturday.
PEOPLE! it's SEPTEMBER~~~~~~~.
4more months that marks the end of 2007.
FAST FAST AND DUPER SUPER FAST.
like zoommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

make use of this SEPTEMBER PEOPLE! :)

i wanna catch hairspray,881,evan almightly and the rat movie.
LOL!
and i wanna eat buffet too :) :)
muhahahahahaha. F O O D

im addicted to eating oheya!
im kinda slow i know.
titbits stored at home is running super low already.
it's time toooooooooooooooooo store up again.
LOL!
i only eat, sleep,tv during weekends.
that's the reason why i need to store food.
-.-

tata~

i need to crack my braincells already!
it's coming! :)

Rotting in progress. :

it's mentally tired in BSU.
Bored makes u feel more tired easily.
especially when u're not moving about,
sitting in one corner using the com.
BRAIN cells are dead and few in amt.
i cant even brainstorm for my research.

it's like freezing and bored to dunno what.

nononononononononono.
this is REAL B A D.

been eating alot these few days.
woo lala.

went to amk hub today after bsu.
it's a sudden decision.
and make yanqi waited for another train.
:(
with ben,boonlin,linyu,weida,pjj and sarah.
cause pjj needs to buy smthg for the mooncake-testing
session tmr.

by the way......
im starting my 2nd round of personal selling again!
this time round, i sell mooncakes!
wahahahaha. and giordano stuff :)
as well as sasa items! :)

great deal great deal man!!!
come buy from me! wahahaha.

mooncakes brands are not bad, which i personally thinks.
not those ulu ba ba brands.
they are: Tung lok, Kie Hieng, Breadtalk and Goodwook park hotel.
they'll be cheaper if u buy from me. :)
note to take: as told from mr chong, goodwook park hotel's snowskin mooncake
is VERY sensitive. and it last for only 1hr when u take them out from the fridge.
hahahahahahahahahah. :D

so people, please ask your parents and relatives now!
interested parties, tag/msn/sms/call me. :)
24/7 available. LOL!!!

THANK YOU!

for giordano and sasa items, please let me know what items u want to get.
:)

please help me! :)

tmr is another........ rotting day :(

LASTLY, omgosh!
i was in the bus home. and i saw the moon.
it's like THIS BIG. BIG . BIG!
round! yellow! BIG!
just like a lollipop.
IT's REAL BIG!!!!!!!!
BIG!

Another day wasted.

a note: huiqi, take care and get well soon!
i remembered u say u wanna get sick.
now ur dream comes true BUT, it isn't a good
thing huh!
take care :D


Finally, there's SOMETHING for me to do today.
which is to allocation for china visitors coming to nyp.
to allocate them as in who gona stay in which unit no. in
school's apartment.

TOUGH job i can tell you.
have to group them, sort them and allocate them.
it can be a big headache huh.

Breakfast, and then lunched and then snacked.
OMG!
ive been eating and stomach gona burst like dunno what.
wahahahahahahahah.

BSU=makes you wanna eat more.
-.- bad thing.


no no no, no more angry with me! :))

watched hey!gorgeous and woo, my sec sch fren is inside
the competition. LOL.

random. and more random -.-

tata people!

i dont need any valentine's
cause our love crystallises in our daily life.
<3



first week in bsu is boring and more boring.
frequent visits to cheers.
slacking period in the cold room doing nth.
msn-ing, bored-ing, chatting, sharing session.
snacks and food and more food.

disturbing with each other along the corridor.
stories telling and stuff that goes on and on.

it's boring~ perhaps because we doesn't have anything
to do yet.
one more thing : workshops zzz me off.
LOL.

i cant stand listening to workshops.
dozing off and more dozing off. :(

movied.
blood brothers.
with guishan, valerie and yiping.

found a new shop at wisma which is kinda coooolll.
cotton on :)
price is reasonable and cool stuff over there.
i saw polo t that i think baby will like :)

so people if u all wanna go visit this shop,
it's just besides f21 at wisma :)

i wanna catch more movies!


pls dont be angry anymore :(

Last week of msc seemed short.
everybody was like treasuring the last few moments in MSC.

as people said, you dont treasure the things when u have it.
It's only until when u dont have it, u start to treasure them.

Good times is always that short, we always have to move on.

So this good times will be kept well in my memory :)

it's great having fun knowing alot of people ard in SBM.
the fun and laughters, complaints and lame jokes.

though workload is always sucky, but i'll miss cheers still!
the things that we've learnt and done everyday for the 10 months
had been like a daily routine.
so get used to it which i totally dont get used the life in BSU at all!

mixing around with the backend people, when down signing in and out,
doing finance or whenever finding supervisors
we will always stop inside the room and start chatting.
OPs, IM and BD. :)

the alvin which we always call him beatbox.
boonlin that always love to shoot me with rubbish aunty.
junjie and his lame jokes and he often talks about a girl.
linyu my PENG YOU
weida that will always poke u and disappear
hongghee with the shit you matters and lots lots lots more.

and i often enjoy seeing hongghee and leepeng ''quarrelling''
inside the room. LOL

there are lots more!

omg omg omg. it's just so great.

though they love to shoot me
LOL!!!!!

i'll still miss everyone in msc :)

last friday in msc seems to be extremely short!
handover to the new batch.

last opening of store, last cashiering duties.
last slacking inside the counter
last moving around and slacking.
last replenishment and forwarding.
and lastly, last chatting sessions with the suppliers!!!

jeremy's uncle which i always say whenever he came.
hahaha.
the fresh n natural friendly uncle who doesn't afraid of our 母老虎。
the currypuff uncle.
and alot alot alot more friendly suppliers!

thanks to the suppliers that wished us all the best. HAHA :D

taught them write off though i think it's hard to just say it verbally.
taught them how to close shop, open the shop, and lots more.

and holla. i forgot to teach them roadshow and teach finish write off!
nevermind, alex , sarah and me have decided to go back to cheers on monday
morning. haah :D

i SERIOUSLY miss cheers.
u can all ask sarah.
because every moment inside the bsu room, i'll tell sarah i wanna go back
to my 2nd home.

HAHA!

then farewell gathering of msc is a cooollll blast.

i'll miss mr chan too :)
not forgetting that he showed us his wife and daughter's photo inside
his digital camera.
and and and he said that i looked like his daughter even the height is also
similar. LOL!
and amreet agreed also.

laughters during the farewell gatheirng and TONS and TONS of photos taken.
it was like photo taking session.
moving around taking photos like endless!!!!!!!
smile and pose till tired!

well. so people, do send me photos which contains me inside
HAHAHAHA!!!!! :D

RUSHEDDDD home to bathe and quickly went back to cheers to finish my
handing over.

so little time for everything!

sarah said im the mother of cheers. LOL.

later in the night, went to chong pang for steamboat.
thanks to the rest of MSC people who waited for us cheers people. :)

managed to catch fireworks! it's nice! :D i simply love fireworks.

crapped, talked, rubbished, joked and complain with them.
it's so fun.

tired from laughing too. esp things from boonlin's mouth.

and lastly, thanks to all msc people huh.
for the classic FAAAANG PING from i dunno when it all started
must be that sarah. LOL.

from dunno since when it started , everyone start to call FAAANG PING
whenver i step inside the ops room and into cheers.

i hear my name in a not properly pronounced way everyday everytime everywhere.
LOL.

i need to thank everyone huh. HAHA :)

lastly, i need to mention about my cheers mate bcos they are great! :)

Yiping will alwaysssss make me laugh and both of us will laugh
with her retarded actions and looks and all lotsa nonsense from her.
she is funny. and a friend of mine. LOL :)

Alex will always love to correct my pronounication whenever i pronounce smthg wrongly.
and we all realise he love to throw things at us whenever he lost in saying back. HAHA!
or he will say very funny hor? LOL!
somebody's favourite too. Alex ! Alex here and there.
and his classic lame joke whenever we just said a work afew times.
like whenever we called someone to take smthg, we'll called out " take take take!"
then he'll like count how many take we said and said " wah u want to take how many times?"
and his "oh my 天！"

Welson the one that always went off -.-
smoke like hell and drink like hell. -.-
lol. he's the best in all these. haha
but he know how to do his stuff esp in finance. if not i'll faint inside the room.

Jeremy the one that cant live without food. AHAHAHAH.
and i'll always called out to him whenever his ''uncle'' came.
they just look so alike! :)
and i rmb all of us like to shoot him.

Pearline the blur girl. LOL.
her actions whenever something went wrong while serving the customers can make us all laugh.
and she'll asked the customer" how much should i return back to u?" or "how much you gave me?"
LOL. she is very very blur . haha

Daphne the loudspeaker. she screams and shout alot.
and she's just like the mother that will catch us all back like we're the kid.
hahahahahaha.
she is scary sometimes. LOL!
and i rmb she will always grab me and pinch my face and squeeze my face.
lol. :)
lastly, she and her chin chow boy. LOL

Sarah. nothing to say.
she is the one that started to keep FAAANG PING. hahahaha.
she live just so near me! :D
not forgetting she doze off easily. haha.
had fun and laughter with her :)
and i will never forget Sarah and Yiping.
LOL.
sarah will start saying " it's time tooooooo..."
then they'll look at each other.
the two horny girl.
and they'll start to "abuse" me.
LOL

friends in msc, u all rocks :) and stay in contact!!

i enjoy working with all of them :D
the good times and bad times we shared :)

and i miss fireworks tonight =(
i'll have to wait for next year already.
that's bad.

Sunday. :)

Been sleeping and sleeping during this weekends.

and finally, yes. week9 hit.

tmr will be week10. LAST WEEK.

so people, treasure the last week! :D

i'll miss my msc friends. :)

be it newly make, or already known.

the fun and laughter will never be forgotten. :)

went to collect strudel from bt timah.

it's nicee :D

yummy. LOL.

and lastly,

i miss my boyfriend alot. :(

Hamster

my cousin's 3rd kid.

LOL. it was a snap cos he dislike taking photos.

didn't manage to snap with her 2nd kid. well, soon =)

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY :)


i wasn't surprised anymore. :
i should get used to it.




it was pouring like mad ytd night when
i was sleepinggggg.

it's national day!

marina side gona be so lively and hip!

and i tell myself i think i shld try to go see for the fireworks festival!
>:(

report to rush today =(
DAMN!

personal selling and tep stopover.
which................i dun even have the mood to write!

ahahahaha.

but definitely, i'll miss MSC when the 10th week is over!
the people there and the fun and laughter over there!

sarah and ping-er and daph is like LOL ''abusing'' me
wahahahahaha.

the funny jokes and the callings of rubbish aunty. :/
LOL.

cousin dropping by today :D
so means there's gona be food food food. :D:D

shall update again people.
tata.



:(

MONDAY. :)

so far so good.
peaceful day.
and wooohooo. 9th week!!!

and i knew who got into cheers ;)
from the number 8, it increases to number 12.
omgosh~

save save and save.
i need to save money!

i wanna do alot of things,
to get back my L I F E!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

and finally it's announced that report need to submit
on this friday by 5pm.

great huh great.

and i declare i have a funny pronouncation.
LOL.

It's Sunday and tmr will be the 9th week :D

NDP Preview on saturday.

went out with sheena in the day to town.
did some shopping. was actually looking around
to see what's there to buy.

as i mentioned before, cheers = no life = no shopping.

LOL.

ive been eating real lot this few weeks. cant stand anymore
but at the same time, i cant stop eating. LOL. -.-
esp when i ate part of yiping's rice too. LOL

then ended our shopping trip. though it's kinda short =(

met up with huiqi and her sis at subway raffles.
woohoo. subway to ndp.

then met up with guishan, her father and her sis at mac marina square.
ahahahah.

we were all so looking forward to it.
cause it's like a chance so hard to get.

uh huh.

so went to the place.
sitted, waited, it's rehearsal-style without goody bag.

however, the scenery there is really nice.
=)
the usual view u get to see at esplanade but at a much
nicer point of view.
the water, the buildings, everything.

the march pass is nice and the showcase of those navy,
land and air thingy is really great.

usually, there's only like aeroplane like F16 and land vehicles.
however, this year there's vehicles on sea too!
those coast guide boat, boat that can really move very fast and
show stunts that were so amazing.

for one moment, everyone was so busy looking to the right and left
for the appearance of crafts,boats and stuff.
people busy snaping photos of it.

this part is really great which u wont always get to see.
like alot of vehicles just all came at a period of the time.
one after another.

and to say, our seatings position were great.
cos we were like sitting kinda in the middle.
and the ships and crafts will just move infront and towards us.
cooolllllllllllllllllllllll and awesome! :D :D

it was a disappointment when they say there's no fireworks =(
it's like that's the part where all of us were looking so forward to it!!!
still thought that i could watch fireworks in a perfect view.
so sad there isn't ytd =((((((

hais.

and the performance part were like rehearsal style and the water
features makes me think of magical fountain at sentosa.
haha.

that's about it.

those artists and important figures were all stimulators.

so stil have to watch the real thing on tv to match the full
picture.

haha.

but i still enjoyed ytd :D

after that, guishan left cos her father bringing them for supper.
haha

huiqi and me went to walk around marina and later we decided
to eat smthg at makansutra.

sua ku me. first time i ate there. -.-

then her sis and her sis bf came to find us.
so we all had supper over there.

thanks to huiqi and her sis for the supper :D

later my father drive us all home. =DDD

then home sweet home~~~

not to mention abt today.
it's just plainly sleeping, eating and tv-ing.
BORED!

tmr is working day again!
working like a bull everyday~
-.-

it's friday people!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

HOORAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! : )

it's end of 8th week.
so fast huh...................

lotsa fun this week.
and the best part is, supervisors DIDN'T
really came up to cheers and u know, order us around.
OMGOSH!

and so, we're kinda slack!!!!! wahahahahaha.

and for me, this week.
i didn't came into much contact with the supervisors!
OH YEAH MAN!!!
except for like one or two days and the contact is little.
O great ka great great. :D
woo hooooooooooo!!!!

for today.
collected the stuff for personal selling.

night shift with ping-er.
and then after work, we went to chilll at amk hub.
for dinner.

Seriously, i've been eating alot this week and and and
all my money went into spending on food!!!

OMGOSH LAAAA.

anyway, tmr watching ndp preview with huiqi and gs.
cant wait!!!!

cos i wanna watch fireworks! :D

tmr gona be great!


the misses is overflowing.