i've been tagged? haha.
well. since i got nth to do. shall just play with this :P
thanks yvonne. lols.
gender: MALE
1.have dressing sense and style
2.good characters tt will include
caring,kind,good-tempered,patient
and everything nice.
3.shall not minding me and my everything =D
4.faithful and loyal cells shall be found in him
5.have a healthy lifestyle
6.love me
7.not bad looking will do. hahahaha =)
as for the tag part. i guess i shall do it after that. lols
work work and work.
im going to become stupid under that stupid
SEBASTIAN's hands. =.=
tmr going for medical check up with huiqi.
and i havent take my photo. but that nvm.
take it slowly then. hahahaha.
man.. having orientations soon.
hais.
Monday, March 20, 2006
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
summer is coming!
time for fun and colours!
tees,casual and shorts!
=D
i certainly look forward to channel U's upcoming's superband.
looking forward to Lucify more and also Defuse.
band members in Lucify just look like jrock bands can!
and Defuse won j-rock competition in 2001.
certainly looking forward! lucify's style just make me
think of jrock bands like janne de arc etc. hohoho :3
even though they not singing chi songs =(
just feel abit weird singing bands having these style singing chinese songs. =/
work today as usual. bored and HUMID ar!
was practically doing nth today.
bought lychee ice blended then cc uncle saw me and said ' woah,ur lunch ar?' haha
i really like the uncles and aunties over there. they are really friendly and nice. im going to miss them when im not working there anymore! haha
except for some weird person ive met, like drug addicts and crazy people, the rest are all nice! haha
was really MOODY ytd n today. i just ate ALOT today can.
morning ate the fish noodle soup my mum bought. then lychee ice blended. then twisties and then fillet meal and nuggets. omg!!! im fainting soon.
haha..
summer coming! new clothes !
anyway, ive received my NYP enrollment package finally...
time for fun and colours!
tees,casual and shorts!
=D
i certainly look forward to channel U's upcoming's superband.
looking forward to Lucify more and also Defuse.
band members in Lucify just look like jrock bands can!
and Defuse won j-rock competition in 2001.
certainly looking forward! lucify's style just make me
think of jrock bands like janne de arc etc. hohoho :3
even though they not singing chi songs =(
just feel abit weird singing bands having these style singing chinese songs. =/
work today as usual. bored and HUMID ar!
was practically doing nth today.
bought lychee ice blended then cc uncle saw me and said ' woah,ur lunch ar?' haha
i really like the uncles and aunties over there. they are really friendly and nice. im going to miss them when im not working there anymore! haha
except for some weird person ive met, like drug addicts and crazy people, the rest are all nice! haha
was really MOODY ytd n today. i just ate ALOT today can.
morning ate the fish noodle soup my mum bought. then lychee ice blended. then twisties and then fillet meal and nuggets. omg!!! im fainting soon.
haha..
summer coming! new clothes !
anyway, ive received my NYP enrollment package finally...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
14th march 2006.
japan's White Valentine's day.
13th march 2006:
went out with shiqi and liqi.
sorry to shiqi & liqi :
if i make u two rush till no time to shop at orchard. am really sorry!
treat u guys someday. k? =)
went to orchard. managed to change the tee.
and i wanna get the adidas sling bag!
no money. so didn't shop much. shall bear till april.
then can go shop with huiqi.
then went down to tanjong pagar to find huiqi.
pass my timesheet to her. thanks ! in advance =)
then went to cityhall. shopped at marinasquare.
wanna get lq coq sportif bag in army pattern!
saw that at suntec..
then shop here and there.
shiqi n liqi went home by bus
and me by MRT.
freaking tired during the ride.
hmmmm... =)
birthday is just few mths away...
and i havent got my enrollment package.
my bday wish list shall be out soon
lols....
being lame here.
14th march 2006:
work. was in a super blur mode in the morning.
cause of lots of weird dreams last night.
blur mode till i forgot to bring my pencilbox to work.
arwfff!!!!!!!
and recalled many many things.
not good ones, is those exteme bad ones.
hais.
i feel like wanting to change a brand new me
and shall change a new skin too.
i found myself with lots of pimples and scars.=.=
eeeek!
then at night. we packed kindof early =X
and that stoopid sebas in total black came find us.
and his panda eyes. eyeliner make his eyes look black can.
lols!
tired. and super moody after that.
lucky am better now after a shower.
no matter what, im happy that i still got friends.
i just cant say out my sorrows and prefer to keep it at my heart since young.
japan's White Valentine's day.
13th march 2006:
went out with shiqi and liqi.
sorry to shiqi & liqi :
if i make u two rush till no time to shop at orchard. am really sorry!
treat u guys someday. k? =)
went to orchard. managed to change the tee.
and i wanna get the adidas sling bag!
no money. so didn't shop much. shall bear till april.
then can go shop with huiqi.
then went down to tanjong pagar to find huiqi.
pass my timesheet to her. thanks ! in advance =)
then went to cityhall. shopped at marinasquare.
wanna get lq coq sportif bag in army pattern!
saw that at suntec..
then shop here and there.
shiqi n liqi went home by bus
and me by MRT.
freaking tired during the ride.
hmmmm... =)
birthday is just few mths away...
and i havent got my enrollment package.
my bday wish list shall be out soon
lols....
being lame here.
14th march 2006:
work. was in a super blur mode in the morning.
cause of lots of weird dreams last night.
blur mode till i forgot to bring my pencilbox to work.
arwfff!!!!!!!
and recalled many many things.
not good ones, is those exteme bad ones.
hais.
i feel like wanting to change a brand new me
and shall change a new skin too.
i found myself with lots of pimples and scars.=.=
eeeek!
then at night. we packed kindof early =X
and that stoopid sebas in total black came find us.
and his panda eyes. eyeliner make his eyes look black can.
lols!
tired. and super moody after that.
lucky am better now after a shower.
no matter what, im happy that i still got friends.
i just cant say out my sorrows and prefer to keep it at my heart since young.
Friday, March 10, 2006
SINGAPORE SALES STARTS ON MY BIRTHDAY! =)
TIMESHIFT changed!
was out with liqi today at orchard when gloria(my CPFB superviser) called.
she called the first time and i didn't picked up =X. oops.
then she called the second time and i finally picked up. and diaos, she's kinda funny. she called and first said ' wah, sebastian quite understand you ma.' cause she called the first time i didn't pick up. then she called sebastian and gloria asked him why i didn't pick up or anything and he told her. diaos!
so from next week onwards, am working everyday from 12-9pm. sunday and monday off! =)
was out to orchard today with liqi. kinda long time since i last went there can.
stopped at fareast as usual. omg~! today got many japanese tourist. youngster somemore. kakkoi can! =3
one group here one group there. *drools*
then bought tee at in surge. (i seriously need to go and change on mon i guess) but obviously not for me.
presents.....
then saw adidas sling bag . but it's kinda small. i like it. maybe shall get that or the gola one when i get my pay again.
then walked to heeren. on the way, there's this lame security controlling traffic in between far east and hyatt hotel. then i walk pass and he eh me and sing those stupid xiao wei song to me. i was kinda blur and i guess liqi know the whole thing that happened. and she told liting and huiqi! diaos!
then at heeren. bought tee at fresh imp. not for me again. haha. fresh imp having sales! again, i love sales can!!! hahahahaha =D shall drop by perhaps on monday when going down to change my tee. anyone wanna acc? =p
then preorder AAA full album attack at mise. super broke can. $70 gone~ my first week pay.
was like same situation as louis already. =.=
16th quickly come. then 5 days after quickly pass. haha
then stopped at tcc at peranakan place there. diaos. the waiter talked to us. think he same age as us. he gotten in sp and wish me good luck for slowly waiting for my enrollment package to come. =.=
i wanna go change the tee at in surge can!!! lols. asap!
TIMESHIFT changed!
was out with liqi today at orchard when gloria(my CPFB superviser) called.
she called the first time and i didn't picked up =X. oops.
then she called the second time and i finally picked up. and diaos, she's kinda funny. she called and first said ' wah, sebastian quite understand you ma.' cause she called the first time i didn't pick up. then she called sebastian and gloria asked him why i didn't pick up or anything and he told her. diaos!
so from next week onwards, am working everyday from 12-9pm. sunday and monday off! =)
was out to orchard today with liqi. kinda long time since i last went there can.
stopped at fareast as usual. omg~! today got many japanese tourist. youngster somemore. kakkoi can! =3
one group here one group there. *drools*
then bought tee at in surge. (i seriously need to go and change on mon i guess) but obviously not for me.
presents.....
then saw adidas sling bag . but it's kinda small. i like it. maybe shall get that or the gola one when i get my pay again.
then walked to heeren. on the way, there's this lame security controlling traffic in between far east and hyatt hotel. then i walk pass and he eh me and sing those stupid xiao wei song to me. i was kinda blur and i guess liqi know the whole thing that happened. and she told liting and huiqi! diaos!
then at heeren. bought tee at fresh imp. not for me again. haha. fresh imp having sales! again, i love sales can!!! hahahahaha =D shall drop by perhaps on monday when going down to change my tee. anyone wanna acc? =p
then preorder AAA full album attack at mise. super broke can. $70 gone~ my first week pay.
was like same situation as louis already. =.=
16th quickly come. then 5 days after quickly pass. haha
then stopped at tcc at peranakan place there. diaos. the waiter talked to us. think he same age as us. he gotten in sp and wish me good luck for slowly waiting for my enrollment package to come. =.=
i wanna go change the tee at in surge can!!! lols. asap!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Monday, March 06, 2006
just got home from job.
as usual. poor "business" lols.
then kept chatting with sebas.
ate mac. and we're trying to clear the coupons! hahahaha
tiring. more tiring when work for 2 weeks already. lols.
was slacking..
was chatting..
was playing..
was eating..
lols.
am SO HAPPY that huiqi decided not to appeal and stay in sch of business with me (=
then wenwen also at nyp! =) heheh.
as well as noa and w-inds. lover.
and xavier too. nvm him. he got tons of friends over there already.. =/
as usual. poor "business" lols.
then kept chatting with sebas.
ate mac. and we're trying to clear the coupons! hahahaha
tiring. more tiring when work for 2 weeks already. lols.
was slacking..
was chatting..
was playing..
was eating..
lols.
am SO HAPPY that huiqi decided not to appeal and stay in sch of business with me (=
then wenwen also at nyp! =) heheh.
as well as noa and w-inds. lover.
and xavier too. nvm him. he got tons of friends over there already.. =/
Sunday, March 05, 2006
should i appeal?
not entering into trm is making me dunno where to go. lols. though sher and the adults say marketing is great and good cause there's many paths and fields that i can work on next time.
but..
should i appeal?
hais. =( head gona burst and sebastian kept asking if im ok.
marketing sounds ok to me but it's kinda far :/
and appealing into business admin at SP seems abit way too impossible. my points and the cop. is like. man. =.=
and i've got a sudden thinking of trying design courses. sebas asked if im ok. cause i suddenly wanted to try design courses.
well, the news said the govt is keeping quite a sum of money to train ppl for the furniture design and hope to see more talents in this field.
arwww~!
marketing. business. at least i could go into trm next time too! sales and stuff.
but design.. well, not much i can do. i could only design tee and stuff. probably i'll earn bucks and be like bands like Xlarge =X . lols! one bathingape tee cost 150+ can. lols!
appealing starting tmrw. zzzz. kindof lazy to go. hongjin allowed me to join her and her friends. then sebas n bingxian willing to accompany me. soo.. well, let's just see abt it. hais. headache ar..
friends is okay with me. cos i always seems to be going for new job alone and get to know new friends.
i just scared i'll get lost on the first way. i cant tag with xavier. cos he got tons of friends over there. =.=
work::
it's a sunny and stupid and tiring day. not enough slp today again! sebas n me was like feeling so tired. then ate mac breakfast today. big breakfast =) . atleast i ate FASTER than ytd.
then waiting for the time to pass. it's realllll long can. so sunny and humid somemore. then sebas gona kill from me. lols.
then afternoon ate mac again. this time somehow, he treat again. partly with the help of the coupon.
and met so many weird people today. all are nice except for 2 wild kids. their mothers are from .practically dont care about their sons. they are cute but kinda devilish. they practically disturbed me and the uncles.
when there's this old auntie wanting to fill up the form. the boy sat on the chair. =/ then nearly snatch away the i/c somemore. then came a uncle and he still sat on it. i really dunno how to handle these kids. they are like crawling under the desk and stuff. messing with our things. luckily, they went off after sometimes. man!
devil kids. but today saw a little girl,she's so cute can. she ran to some pots of flowers and pluck one flower with her only energy then throw into the pond then go pluck again. so funny at the way she pluck the flower. haha.. then saw many babies that are so cute!
then there's this malay wedding going on and just not sure wad's going on today. time pass so slowly....
not entering into trm is making me dunno where to go. lols. though sher and the adults say marketing is great and good cause there's many paths and fields that i can work on next time.
but..
should i appeal?
hais. =( head gona burst and sebastian kept asking if im ok.
marketing sounds ok to me but it's kinda far :/
and appealing into business admin at SP seems abit way too impossible. my points and the cop. is like. man. =.=
and i've got a sudden thinking of trying design courses. sebas asked if im ok. cause i suddenly wanted to try design courses.
well, the news said the govt is keeping quite a sum of money to train ppl for the furniture design and hope to see more talents in this field.
arwww~!
marketing. business. at least i could go into trm next time too! sales and stuff.
but design.. well, not much i can do. i could only design tee and stuff. probably i'll earn bucks and be like bands like Xlarge =X . lols! one bathingape tee cost 150+ can. lols!
appealing starting tmrw. zzzz. kindof lazy to go. hongjin allowed me to join her and her friends. then sebas n bingxian willing to accompany me. soo.. well, let's just see abt it. hais. headache ar..
friends is okay with me. cos i always seems to be going for new job alone and get to know new friends.
i just scared i'll get lost on the first way. i cant tag with xavier. cos he got tons of friends over there. =.=
work::
it's a sunny and stupid and tiring day. not enough slp today again! sebas n me was like feeling so tired. then ate mac breakfast today. big breakfast =) . atleast i ate FASTER than ytd.
then waiting for the time to pass. it's realllll long can. so sunny and humid somemore. then sebas gona kill from me. lols.
then afternoon ate mac again. this time somehow, he treat again. partly with the help of the coupon.
and met so many weird people today. all are nice except for 2 wild kids. their mothers are from .practically dont care about their sons. they are cute but kinda devilish. they practically disturbed me and the uncles.
when there's this old auntie wanting to fill up the form. the boy sat on the chair. =/ then nearly snatch away the i/c somemore. then came a uncle and he still sat on it. i really dunno how to handle these kids. they are like crawling under the desk and stuff. messing with our things. luckily, they went off after sometimes. man!
devil kids. but today saw a little girl,she's so cute can. she ran to some pots of flowers and pluck one flower with her only energy then throw into the pond then go pluck again. so funny at the way she pluck the flower. haha.. then saw many babies that are so cute!
then there's this malay wedding going on and just not sure wad's going on today. time pass so slowly....
Saturday, March 04, 2006
ive give up! =( cant even appeal to any business courses. zzzz. how saddening it is? =/
am kindof late for work today. lols!
then sebas gave me the HUGE & BIG hello panda. lols. wad a 'great' present. x) lols.
then ate mac. lols. i ate for free! hahaha. that black guy treat me.
then served customers today until mid afternoon where the 3 main big heads of cpfb came! i was shocked as both sebas n me was chatting. then they came. and told us one guy is our supervisers' head and another guy is the supervisers' head's head and the another is the supervisers' head's head's head. omg~! lols. complicated. haha. then they chatted with us asking how's it so far and looking around at the environment. and they said our cc seems to be catering to the youngsters cos there's no benches around and no newspapers. lols! then they practically stayed there for quite a few and went off. phew man~ it's scary! lols.
then after work, went home. was kindof no life na. lols. xavier sprain his ankle. poor thing. so didn't go movies with him. postpone to next week.
heyhey. if anyone is also into marketing at nyp. let me know~! hahaha. =)
am kindof late for work today. lols!
then sebas gave me the HUGE & BIG hello panda. lols. wad a 'great' present. x) lols.
then ate mac. lols. i ate for free! hahaha. that black guy treat me.
then served customers today until mid afternoon where the 3 main big heads of cpfb came! i was shocked as both sebas n me was chatting. then they came. and told us one guy is our supervisers' head and another guy is the supervisers' head's head and the another is the supervisers' head's head's head. omg~! lols. complicated. haha. then they chatted with us asking how's it so far and looking around at the environment. and they said our cc seems to be catering to the youngsters cos there's no benches around and no newspapers. lols! then they practically stayed there for quite a few and went off. phew man~ it's scary! lols.
then after work, went home. was kindof no life na. lols. xavier sprain his ankle. poor thing. so didn't go movies with him. postpone to next week.
heyhey. if anyone is also into marketing at nyp. let me know~! hahaha. =)
Friday, March 03, 2006
i miss my blog! lols.
welcome to my new monitor screen xD *mwah* yuppie yuppie yuppie. =) new and nice screen!
and. gotten into marketing at nanyang poly. so sadded that i cant get into tourism! man.. why so many people with low points wanted to go into tourism?! arwwwww! >:( dont think appeal can help me.
ate hotcakes today. and im off today! haha. gotten a call from huiqi early in the morning. she scared me out in the morning. [p.s: dont be sad. try to appeal, if not, still got me. we're in the same SCHOOL! ]
then after that went back to slp at 10. got woke up at 12+. then decided to go jurong east watch movie with huiqi. i not stupid2. (= miss the old type of theatre at jurong east. got toliet somemore can! x) haha.
then kindof walked around over there. and went to lot1. took neoprints. somehow, after that. i felt an extreme giddy and uncomfort in me. suddenly very giddy and feeling like vomitting and fainting. bear back home. i think huiqi also. =/ soooo sooo sooo sick can. like dying. lucky am better after a while. phew~
anyway. these few days at work is fun and kindof slacking. my usual partner is sebastian. so poor thing. always got commented by my another partner. haha. we are lame. we kept talking when there's no body. then keep shoot him as that he loves aunties and stuff. and was matchmaking and stuff lidat. lols. and anyway, his hamsters is cute =3
tmr working again. morning.
imagine everyday after sch there will be a bunch of gangster loitering at the cc. EVERYDAY can..zzzz.
dunno what's so fun over there.=/
k... shall update again. (=
welcome to my new monitor screen xD *mwah* yuppie yuppie yuppie. =) new and nice screen!
and. gotten into marketing at nanyang poly. so sadded that i cant get into tourism! man.. why so many people with low points wanted to go into tourism?! arwwwww! >:( dont think appeal can help me.
ate hotcakes today. and im off today! haha. gotten a call from huiqi early in the morning. she scared me out in the morning. [p.s: dont be sad. try to appeal, if not, still got me. we're in the same SCHOOL! ]
then after that went back to slp at 10. got woke up at 12+. then decided to go jurong east watch movie with huiqi. i not stupid2. (= miss the old type of theatre at jurong east. got toliet somemore can! x) haha.
then kindof walked around over there. and went to lot1. took neoprints. somehow, after that. i felt an extreme giddy and uncomfort in me. suddenly very giddy and feeling like vomitting and fainting. bear back home. i think huiqi also. =/ soooo sooo sooo sick can. like dying. lucky am better after a while. phew~
anyway. these few days at work is fun and kindof slacking. my usual partner is sebastian. so poor thing. always got commented by my another partner. haha. we are lame. we kept talking when there's no body. then keep shoot him as that he loves aunties and stuff. and was matchmaking and stuff lidat. lols. and anyway, his hamsters is cute =3
tmr working again. morning.
imagine everyday after sch there will be a bunch of gangster loitering at the cc. EVERYDAY can..zzzz.
dunno what's so fun over there.=/
k... shall update again. (=
Sunday, February 26, 2006
SUNDAY! and im still working. hahahaha
hey, today is like so so so little people compared to ytd can. lols! so relax!
im late. lols.. so poor sebas got to stare into space before i reached.
zzzz. stomach pain in the morning. =.=
alright, atleast im better after that.
then is like very few people. so we kept on chatting. then i kept saying sebas love aunties! lols. until he nearly cant stand me. =p then chat and chat and chat. and he showed me photos. those lame lame photos. what his friends climbing coconuts trees and his hamster. =.=
and demand him to show me his 7 hamsters pic. lols!
anyway, work today is much much relaxing compared to other days.
and the CC auntie told us that both of us look alike or like look quite the same. =.=
and then she told me she go anywhere also can spot me cos of my sneakers! hahahaha
striking limegreen sneakers. love it! lols. =3
hey, today is like so so so little people compared to ytd can. lols! so relax!
im late. lols.. so poor sebas got to stare into space before i reached.
zzzz. stomach pain in the morning. =.=
alright, atleast im better after that.
then is like very few people. so we kept on chatting. then i kept saying sebas love aunties! lols. until he nearly cant stand me. =p then chat and chat and chat. and he showed me photos. those lame lame photos. what his friends climbing coconuts trees and his hamster. =.=
and demand him to show me his 7 hamsters pic. lols!
anyway, work today is much much relaxing compared to other days.
and the CC auntie told us that both of us look alike or like look quite the same. =.=
and then she told me she go anywhere also can spot me cos of my sneakers! hahahaha
striking limegreen sneakers. love it! lols. =3
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
first day of work. =)
well.. it's not a busy day and not a relaxing one. hahaha. sometimes when there's no ppl around there, can do anything! lols. eat drink and stuff. and when there's ppl, u can kept talk for dunno how long. lols.
my partner's name started with a S again. lols.
it's fun. is like no ppl, then very free. got ppl then just help them fill the form and stuff. (=
then there's this aunty working in the CC office came to talk to me and ask if whether im a chinese and she said i looked like a japanese and if whether got anyone say i dont like what people. dot dot dots.. hahaha. =/
i didn't eat at all today! hahahaha. and my partner did eat alot today.
well.. it's not a busy day and not a relaxing one. hahaha. sometimes when there's no ppl around there, can do anything! lols. eat drink and stuff. and when there's ppl, u can kept talk for dunno how long. lols.
my partner's name started with a S again. lols.
it's fun. is like no ppl, then very free. got ppl then just help them fill the form and stuff. (=
then there's this aunty working in the CC office came to talk to me and ask if whether im a chinese and she said i looked like a japanese and if whether got anyone say i dont like what people. dot dot dots.. hahaha. =/
i didn't eat at all today! hahahaha. and my partner did eat alot today.
Monday, February 20, 2006
yeap. yeap. yeap!!!! shall be happily working from tomorrow onwards without worries! =)
after so many changing here and there, ive finally got to work at choa chu kang community centre and it's just like 2 bus stop away from my hse! omg! lols... can walk to work already.
but kindof gave my superviser some problems. he's a good person =) . felt kinda bad by just transferring with the person not working most probably.
went for the briefing today. man. i got serious diahorea ytd. =.= and this morning as well. SHIT! going to die~. then im the first to arrive. called up sijin to comfirm the place. lols.
then chatted with some girls there. then got the posting and am so unhappy over it. kampong chai chee cc.=.= so far~ then started to chat with more girls and we are like walking here and there asking people for transfer. hahaha. then got changed with a girl to bukit ho swee. i mean at least it's better than bedok. then louis and his fren came. dots! the bear called out to me and i was like hur, kinda shocked and didn't give much reaction.=/ oops,sorry..=p hahaha. he really look like a bear.
i wasn't listening to the briefing can. it's like attending lesson!
got to study up the informations and details later on at night! =( if not im dead tmr.
anyway, attending briefing also considered as working. hahahahaha.
im on government job! hahaha
under the service for those workfare bonus scheme. so if your parents have doubts, ask me ask me! lols. im most willing to help. hahahahaha.
after so many changing here and there, ive finally got to work at choa chu kang community centre and it's just like 2 bus stop away from my hse! omg! lols... can walk to work already.
but kindof gave my superviser some problems. he's a good person =) . felt kinda bad by just transferring with the person not working most probably.
went for the briefing today. man. i got serious diahorea ytd. =.= and this morning as well. SHIT! going to die~. then im the first to arrive. called up sijin to comfirm the place. lols.
then chatted with some girls there. then got the posting and am so unhappy over it. kampong chai chee cc.=.= so far~ then started to chat with more girls and we are like walking here and there asking people for transfer. hahaha. then got changed with a girl to bukit ho swee. i mean at least it's better than bedok. then louis and his fren came. dots! the bear called out to me and i was like hur, kinda shocked and didn't give much reaction.=/ oops,sorry..=p hahaha. he really look like a bear.
i wasn't listening to the briefing can. it's like attending lesson!
got to study up the informations and details later on at night! =( if not im dead tmr.
anyway, attending briefing also considered as working. hahahahaha.
im on government job! hahaha
under the service for those workfare bonus scheme. so if your parents have doubts, ask me ask me! lols. im most willing to help. hahahahaha.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
who can i actually call my best friend?
how many whom i can actually considered them as my good and best friends where i can totally rest my mind and not to think always and worrying always everytime in a while?
ive gotten good frens and people that ive knew and chatted with.but who can actually willing and considered to be my good fren? =/
i knew they treated me as their friends but am i up to that level called good? lols.
over-sensitive me.
i really need someone whom i can call as my best friend and i really need good friends.
up till now, i dont think i can really have one best friend?
well,ive got good friends but everytime, i cant help myself but to think what if they'll just walk out of my life and be with their other best friends? then,afterall, im just someone when they are free,they'll find me or when i called them out.
sometimes i cant help myself but to worry that i'll do something that they dont like,that they hate and ive done something that make them angry. i'll worry when they didn't call me out to play or when they didn't reply my sms-es for too long.
ive got no life i've realised.
i just hope i can have many good friends who will call me out to play.
im bored at home.=.=
and i'll start to think and worry.
why they didn't reply me? they dont like me anymore? they find me irritating? they go out with other friends and dont bother abt me any longer?
i hope. i dream. i hope friends will contact me and oftenly call me out.
FRIENDSHIP is my main factor in life where i see it as importantly as my life. it's like a power station that motivates me to go on with my life to carries out seeing colours in life.
arwwww. i guess i've think too much.
but well, people who read this. call me out oftenly and do not abandon me.
i mean friendship always make me worry and think hell lots and i just cant rest my mind.
is like if my frens didn't contact me for 3 days. i'll start to worry.
i really need friends that will oftenly call me out. be it dine out or hang out at the library.
how many whom i can actually considered them as my good and best friends where i can totally rest my mind and not to think always and worrying always everytime in a while?
ive gotten good frens and people that ive knew and chatted with.but who can actually willing and considered to be my good fren? =/
i knew they treated me as their friends but am i up to that level called good? lols.
over-sensitive me.
i really need someone whom i can call as my best friend and i really need good friends.
up till now, i dont think i can really have one best friend?
well,ive got good friends but everytime, i cant help myself but to think what if they'll just walk out of my life and be with their other best friends? then,afterall, im just someone when they are free,they'll find me or when i called them out.
sometimes i cant help myself but to worry that i'll do something that they dont like,that they hate and ive done something that make them angry. i'll worry when they didn't call me out to play or when they didn't reply my sms-es for too long.
ive got no life i've realised.
i just hope i can have many good friends who will call me out to play.
im bored at home.=.=
and i'll start to think and worry.
why they didn't reply me? they dont like me anymore? they find me irritating? they go out with other friends and dont bother abt me any longer?
i hope. i dream. i hope friends will contact me and oftenly call me out.
FRIENDSHIP is my main factor in life where i see it as importantly as my life. it's like a power station that motivates me to go on with my life to carries out seeing colours in life.
arwwww. i guess i've think too much.
but well, people who read this. call me out oftenly and do not abandon me.
i mean friendship always make me worry and think hell lots and i just cant rest my mind.
is like if my frens didn't contact me for 3 days. i'll start to worry.
i really need friends that will oftenly call me out. be it dine out or hang out at the library.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
went out with my cousin, Grace today.
heh,she's treating me dinner (=. so met up with her at cityhall mrt. im too early. lols. :p
then went to take shuttle bus to suntec.briefly walked around suntec and went to have dinner at ichiban boshi japanese restaurant. i like the desert there. and it's my first time eating sashimi today. lols. ate swordfish sashimi. (= nice! im going to try the value meal next time. many things in a set and it just cost $10.80~. (^^). and i really need yo stress that i really love the desert there!
then she got to rush to work at esplanade so i went to marina square's ebase to shop. man! SALES! lols... i love sales. =3 shopped at there for abt 40+ mins can? lols.. love many things there but it seems to be a little bit crowded and the sales gals are busying tidying and hanging back the clothes. hope the sales still goes on for afew more while. lols. in the end i bought a sneaker(green)so sad they dont have the black that i want le)= ,a long sleeve top,a short top and a shorts. =) lols! i need money i need money!
anyway, brought my pants to alter at U2. and im most probably wearing jeans on monday. hack-care!
heh,she's treating me dinner (=. so met up with her at cityhall mrt. im too early. lols. :p
then went to take shuttle bus to suntec.briefly walked around suntec and went to have dinner at ichiban boshi japanese restaurant. i like the desert there. and it's my first time eating sashimi today. lols. ate swordfish sashimi. (= nice! im going to try the value meal next time. many things in a set and it just cost $10.80~. (^^). and i really need yo stress that i really love the desert there!
then she got to rush to work at esplanade so i went to marina square's ebase to shop. man! SALES! lols... i love sales. =3 shopped at there for abt 40+ mins can? lols.. love many things there but it seems to be a little bit crowded and the sales gals are busying tidying and hanging back the clothes. hope the sales still goes on for afew more while. lols. in the end i bought a sneaker(green)so sad they dont have the black that i want le)= ,a long sleeve top,a short top and a shorts. =) lols! i need money i need money!
anyway, brought my pants to alter at U2. and im most probably wearing jeans on monday. hack-care!
Friday, February 17, 2006
man! i totally hate this. i've felt half regretted. )= sobs.
morning got a call from inez from recruit express.she said im going to attend the briefing at a different day and not today.so means i've got to go down to tajong pagar on monday wearing formal wear ALONE. zzzzz. i felt like fainting.
somemore i cant even terminate my contract now. great! gosh~
spent the morning persuading huiqi and jiajuan to take up the job as well cos they need real many people. finally persuaded huiqi and we went down at ard 3+. who knows reached there, inez said that no more vancanies. arwf~! man. how sadded. im going ALONE there wearing FORMAL clothings. i've got to stress that. i mean i agreed to that contract finally because of the pay. $.$ . that's not the worst part. Sijin went to the briefing today. he told me that he got posted to kallang outlet. man.. he's so pissed off at those people and i felt like fainting even more. SHIT! it's like gosh, going ALONE wearing formal clothes already making me half fainting and reluctant and this make me FULLY reluctant to go on monday. i dread the arrival of monday can. =(
it's sooooooo SAD! but one factor that make me still feel like working - my 1st pay have been used up and i need MONEY ASAP and since CPF is governmeny job and allow me to earn quite alot. i've got to work no matter what! my motivation is MONEY! hoho. im money-faced. ($.$)
brought huiqi to sign up at the recruit express and inez told us morning time the place there is like a market-place. lols. she told us there's this promoter job. and man, it's all TOO LATE now. =.= she said many called to complain over that CPF location stuff. arwwwww, how i wish i can terminate without paying soo many money. it's like con-ing people can. hahahaha. but think inez understands as well.
so people, there's this promoter job that promotes hair dye and if u urself didn't dye ur hair yet,u can get a free bottle. hahahahah.
and... the worst is. when i've signed the contract, there's job for me. =.= what the ! zzzzz. im so unlucky can. Rachel msged me if i can work for her at cine cathay from feb to may when im already at the recruit express with huiqi. ok ok, i cant terminate the contract and so, i shall BEAR wif it until april 1st and im going to bluff them that im starting school and have to leave. hoho. asked rachel if huiqi can work and if i can start in april. was thinking maybe shermaine can work first until march then i start work in april. haha. so they wont be lacking much of manpower. lols.
(P.S: please la huiqi. 22nd feb havent reach. my boss will hire u one na! so impatient. wait k? sure can de na. ) lols...
then still having a sense of unhappiness and reluctance, went to marina square eat macdonald's. was thinking of trying to get late sometimes when i cant stand working and they will maybe sack me? hahahahahaha. *evil mind* then shopped around and i bought stuff at action city again. there's this guy working there which attend to me. ok, i guess he's part-timer also cos he took quite a long time searching for the price code then key in then pack slowly. hahaha. ok. so i hope i can endure the job till april. then hopefully Rachel will allow me to work in april and then hopefully action city shall call me sometimes..
money shall keep rolling into my bank!!
dreaded monday. =.=
hopefully i can wear jeans and formal top that day. heh. that can atleast make me abit happy.
morning got a call from inez from recruit express.she said im going to attend the briefing at a different day and not today.so means i've got to go down to tajong pagar on monday wearing formal wear ALONE. zzzzz. i felt like fainting.
somemore i cant even terminate my contract now. great! gosh~
spent the morning persuading huiqi and jiajuan to take up the job as well cos they need real many people. finally persuaded huiqi and we went down at ard 3+. who knows reached there, inez said that no more vancanies. arwf~! man. how sadded. im going ALONE there wearing FORMAL clothings. i've got to stress that. i mean i agreed to that contract finally because of the pay. $.$ . that's not the worst part. Sijin went to the briefing today. he told me that he got posted to kallang outlet. man.. he's so pissed off at those people and i felt like fainting even more. SHIT! it's like gosh, going ALONE wearing formal clothes already making me half fainting and reluctant and this make me FULLY reluctant to go on monday. i dread the arrival of monday can. =(
it's sooooooo SAD! but one factor that make me still feel like working - my 1st pay have been used up and i need MONEY ASAP and since CPF is governmeny job and allow me to earn quite alot. i've got to work no matter what! my motivation is MONEY! hoho. im money-faced. ($.$)
brought huiqi to sign up at the recruit express and inez told us morning time the place there is like a market-place. lols. she told us there's this promoter job. and man, it's all TOO LATE now. =.= she said many called to complain over that CPF location stuff. arwwwww, how i wish i can terminate without paying soo many money. it's like con-ing people can. hahahaha. but think inez understands as well.
so people, there's this promoter job that promotes hair dye and if u urself didn't dye ur hair yet,u can get a free bottle. hahahahah.
and... the worst is. when i've signed the contract, there's job for me. =.= what the ! zzzzz. im so unlucky can. Rachel msged me if i can work for her at cine cathay from feb to may when im already at the recruit express with huiqi. ok ok, i cant terminate the contract and so, i shall BEAR wif it until april 1st and im going to bluff them that im starting school and have to leave. hoho. asked rachel if huiqi can work and if i can start in april. was thinking maybe shermaine can work first until march then i start work in april. haha. so they wont be lacking much of manpower. lols.
(P.S: please la huiqi. 22nd feb havent reach. my boss will hire u one na! so impatient. wait k? sure can de na. ) lols...
then still having a sense of unhappiness and reluctance, went to marina square eat macdonald's. was thinking of trying to get late sometimes when i cant stand working and they will maybe sack me? hahahahahaha. *evil mind* then shopped around and i bought stuff at action city again. there's this guy working there which attend to me. ok, i guess he's part-timer also cos he took quite a long time searching for the price code then key in then pack slowly. hahaha. ok. so i hope i can endure the job till april. then hopefully Rachel will allow me to work in april and then hopefully action city shall call me sometimes..
money shall keep rolling into my bank!!
dreaded monday. =.=
hopefully i can wear jeans and formal top that day. heh. that can atleast make me abit happy.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
thinking of wearing formal going down to tahjong pagar.
i felt somehow......... abit reluctant to go there tmrw =/
abit regretful.but i cant, for the sake of money (heh heh) and bcos i've signed the contract.
arggghhh!
ive promised myself not to stuck with bad guys again. never ever.
and i shall stand firm, not to be soft anymore.
i should have been firmed enough to say no directly. =.=
stupid me.. zzzz.
no way am i going to be with bad guys.
i felt somehow......... abit reluctant to go there tmrw =/
abit regretful.but i cant, for the sake of money (heh heh) and bcos i've signed the contract.
arggghhh!
ive promised myself not to stuck with bad guys again. never ever.
and i shall stand firm, not to be soft anymore.
i should have been firmed enough to say no directly. =.=
stupid me.. zzzz.
no way am i going to be with bad guys.
went job searching with sijin and szeyuen.
uh-oh, i've slept abit over. so went to bathe straight after waking up at 11.30.met up with sijin at CCK lrt. so in the end, is him who is late. hah.
make szeyuen waited for us. sorry!
was searching for cards and such but dont have there is any around cityhall area. so went to marina square and was actually just trying our luck over there but who knows we really could work over there, but is part-time.(= i kindof like the environment there, toys all around. hahahaha
then went to eat. hungry already.. then went over to raffles place to listen to one "great" job which sijin's agent is recommending him.spent ard 1+ hrs considering over the contract. was not really wanted to sign the contract at first then signed in the end. =.= though abit regretted but for the sake of earning more money, i will work hard until april. hahaha. mus bear within that contract period!
then went to U2 and bought a formal top and bottom. ok, still ok with it.=.= lols.
went off first to pass presents.
then went to lot1 to buy food and spent some time over there cause it started to rain. =.=
man, got home feeling so sweaty and hot. eeeew~
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY (^^,)
normal day..
slept practically the WHOLE day.
going to be a pig soon.
met up with liqi at starbucks bt panjang plaza at ard 7+. gotten the sofa seat (o^^o) and drink smthg. woah~ it's like gotten myself a chocolate feast.=.= felt so chocolate after that. haha.
then just briefly walked around and went to buy dinner for my home de ppl.=.= delivery man. hahaha..
normal day..
slept practically the WHOLE day.
going to be a pig soon.
met up with liqi at starbucks bt panjang plaza at ard 7+. gotten the sofa seat (o^^o) and drink smthg. woah~ it's like gotten myself a chocolate feast.=.= felt so chocolate after that. haha.
then just briefly walked around and went to buy dinner for my home de ppl.=.= delivery man. hahaha..
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