human error today -.-
neglecting one's feelings.
cant be able to think and diagnose situation properly.
bad planning.
mistakes i shouldn't make today and will not ever again. :)

i shall now allow myself to make such stuff again and let things i treasured suffer once more.


no more 2nd time
and im putting a good one soon.

IT'S THURSDAY. :)

FINALLY, all 6 projects are cleared!
and now i feel the sudden lightness in me.

the consistent project-ing load:
1. IBRC everyday
2. ONline everynight after i reached home
3. Spending alot of hours in school
4. late hours of sleep
5. due to projects, we start to karma-ing
6.laughing away for once and walk ard school in gang
7. crapping

for once, i get used to this kind of work load.
having things to do everyday, keeping me occupied every sec.

and today is GOOD DAY. good things/time always comes sweet and short and only once. or maybe bcos today is the last day of school.
IB went smoothly and our hard work had been paid off!
i really liked it today and i thanked all my dearest team members as tgt, we make it a team
and our IB textbook and effort had been paid off really really well! :) :)
*thumbs up*
really content. despite the adrenaline rush as well as tension for a moment.
and i like mr ramesh :)

now that everything is over.
i feel the emptiness.

and the time is short. have not got the chance to even have a proper farewell with carol
? is it suppose to be farewell? HAAA.
showing off some sentimental cells here.

time spent with her is GREAT. as we found ourselves belonging to the same frequency.
YTM-ing away and the recent fetish for BIG. HAHA.

i like the busy lifestyle. keep me away from spaceful ston-ing and thinkings.

and now. it's only left with one semester. :(
i'll really going to treasure every moment onwards.
not wasting away any as i've wasted alot already.

and now, i shall sit and awaits for the exam.

and last note: had a good look at YTM for the good o last time.
and still BIG is in it. :)

Bad feelings towards self-centered body.

the feeling is weirder and weirder.
stronger each day recently.


it's going to be so weird.
that it may just explode.

prove me WRONG.
before explosion occurs and things go the wrong and bad way.

im in love with AAA: aeroplanes. aviation. aerospace.

LOL.

freight forwarders.
shipping.
airfoil.
boeing.
JT9D
Engine parts
turbine
Vanes
Blades

and
the
terms
goes
on
..
.
.
.
.

(:

it's obvious and i dont know why the sudden.
seriously dont have any clue to it.

probably just that word, reflection.

do make reflections in order to know the truth yourself.

i dont like rabbits hiding and hopping around the grass and trees and bush
where i cant see you.

i dont like masked people.

anything you want to say or confront, come right up infront of me and tell me.

this classic of mine:
if you dont like my anywhere or anything, seriously say. not face to face maybe email,
text, sms or what to tell me.
so if so, i can change and that wont bothers you anymore.

rather than you kept ren ren ren to the extreme until cant bear with it anymore and then
for once, you exploded.

this is seriously worse i can say.

it's bad for both you and me.

i had these encounters for dunno how many zillions time.

it dont just bothers you,irritates you and sians you.
it do to me.
i dont want to get any other blows again.

so please. please SAY OUT if there is anything.

to solve everything. (:

it seriously wont work by keeping quiet, and then complaining and cursing at the other end
how it irritates your life.

you only know how to curse and complain. but you never try to work it to solve it.
and this also helps the party to change for the better.

i dont like the things and items and objects and person that i treasured to be destroyed
without trying to solve.

it isn't simple to just say cut means cut.

bad day today.
but somehow, kids killed it.

balloons.

head bursting.
cells killing.
oh so dead.


21st july is hitting, 28th july is hitting as well too.
with 6 projects not really like 1/3 done yet. NOT REALLY AFEW PARTS DONE.
with also 14th july week having 2 icas' papers.

this is reallllyyyyyyy GREAT. (: -> this is called FAKE smile.

i donno if i'm feeling stress.

HAHAHA.

got to......... strike HARD to clear away the projects demon and load.


it's all about sleeping and tv.

think of food at night and i feel like puking.
cause my headache stops me from those food temptations.

(:

GREAT. ->faking again.

LOL.

hello lilu.

i dont know and i dont even know.
what happened.....



CRM ica2 is D O W N.
6 projects is climbing onto my head nowwwwww.
with about 3 ica test around the corner tooooooo.


there's just so limited time to finish everything.

you have unlimited money budget
but you will always have limited time. because theres only 24hours in a day.
believe it or not. and you and i spent about less to or more than 10hours sleeping.
and the rest of the time? it's SO LOLLY PRECIOUS.

so what's the most precious thing on earth to you?
it's TIME.

even if you have the most precious thing that you and i love - money
but if you dont have the TIME to spend it, what for?

spending money in a rush? HUH!


LOLLY lulu bye. (:

beautiful day or not so actually.

i seriously forgotten what i want to blog, certainly isn't that good.

so i guess, im not really going to type that much for the part that
let photos fill the space then.

im lazy to log on. im lazy to type. im lazy to alot of things.

unsatisfactions leads to emptiness.

idea is just floating around and appear as and when they like.
they wont tell you what time they're coming.

this proves how long i took to finish my BM.
not even finished up to date now.

damnit damnit damnit.

用拳打和呐喊来发泄心中的纳闷吧。

everything just occurs like having a wavelength.

for one period, if u enter into the toliet in the shopping mall at a wrong timing,
you'll see a bunch of q all waiting for their turn.

for one period, if you enter into the toliet in the shopping mall at a right timing,
THERE'S PRACTICALLY NOBODY AT ALL in the cubicle.

with the fact that both period, the mall is crowded with people on a weekend.

and let me stress that, both occurred on the SAME TOLIET AT THE SAME LEVEL.
next,

for one period, there's suddenly so many ppl patronize a particular shop.
business suddenly became so good till your hands and legs tremble.

for one period, there's PRACTICALLY NOBODY patronize a particular shop.
business and the outley suddenly became so quiet and silent till your hands and legs
turned cold.

with the fact that both period, the mall is crowded with people on a weekend.

CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?


and i just saw a LEE uncle today and a balloon boy today.

anyway, i find kids DAMN COOL when they learn FENCING. :)

maybe i'm menopaus-ing.

and maybe

im pre period-ing.

LOL.


or maybe just cooping at home too long.

that when i stepped out of the house today, omg.
the feeling is so so so so different.


money problem. omg.

this is killing me.

im a insomnia freak that dont look forward to the morning.

out for a walk in a farway land.
where moon shines brightly leading the way

world is in crisis, and i am in crisis too

bm is really really a killer.
it really killed alot of my cells.







b26.livejournal.com

i think i always ruined things. ARGH.
i hope this time round i didn't ruined things between you and me.
(:





































till then, i need to complete my bm.
it burns alot of my cells and i still got no idea.

okay. it's been a busy week.
and i HAVE NOT start on any of my school work yet.

dead meat, yes i am.

been staying at home with relatives at my house.
or been going out.

and seriously my school work is left untouched.
with 6 modules' projects coming on its way.
napfa too.
hectic. REAL.

i think....
that's about it at the moment.

i not too sure what to type.

i just feel so empty.

Im finally back like anything... like woah.

like WOAH i finally laid my fingers on the keyboard and da computer.
LOL

it's been says since i touched my keyboard and face my dearest monitor screen.

that's because :
1) im lazy
2) im busy
3) im tired
4) theres guest at my home over the weekend.

6/6/08:
HUIQI's birthday.
submitted STOMPaids proposal. yayness!
and i bought 2 sunflowers for HUIQI.
HAHA. sorry la. not nicely wrapped and not very nice.
i dont really like flowers to be so nicely wrapped until like the attention goes
to the wrapper more than the flowers itself.
HAHA
then.. i sew a star with eyes and mouth this time round for her. BUT!
she still commented on my star again~ LOL
next year get you nicer onesssssss.

then got home.
rushed home i can say.
cos i wanna seeeeeeeeeeeee myyyyyy baby niece! :D
LOL. damn cuteeee and funnnyyyy and niceeeee.
i like baby that is cute. i say again, CUTE.
LOL.

ok. so i practically will am staying at home whenever the baby is at home.
HAHA!

saturday. 7/6/08
goody day.
because.................................... I BOUGHT MY LONG AWAITED CAMERA
hahahahahahahahahah.
I KNOW THAT i can still bargain...... but i think the price is already ok to me la.
somemore so many FREE gifts!
one of the free gifts that really amazes me is that DIGITAL PHOTO FRAME.
OMGOSH THAT COOLIOS CAN. :D

and .... i bought..... NIKON P5100 :)

and i continued to play with the baby as usual loh.
eat like nobody's business.

sunday. 8/6/08:
oh man the baby is sick.
so i carried out all my toys collection for her to play...
but still sick.
:(

then..........

monday. 9/6/08:
my baby niece went home in the morning.
so went out for breakfast before she left.
then. got home.
got onto the bed and catches some sleep.
met up with sheena and the rest for movie - kungfu panda.
damn funny movie. that makes me really go HAHAHA.
then walked around~
and then................... home.

tuesday which is like finally today:
mad shopping tour with HUIQI.
hahahahaha. go with her finally bcos i think i bugged her quite alot also.
to go out with me go out with me.
she's a big buyer today.
and i bought her the tako BALLS maker set - 4.50 which she paid herself.
:) so im waiting for my TAKO BALLS.
i only bought a hat so randomly from daiso. HAHAHAHA
2bucks for a comfortable hat.
who dont like it :)

and man! im seriously caught in sucha financial problem.
i used cpf loan for my studies in poly and my mum's cpf.
and that her cpf is dried up and cant be withdraw under the withdrawal a/c
my sch fees cant be paid off.
and that they will talk with me about the outstanding fees.
damn damn damn -.-

so now.
i need to find more jobs.
currently i will be working on every sundays at united square
and yeayea.
some freelance here and there.
i need some FIXED jobs.
and i can be picky.

LOL

tmr is another busy day~
photo taking and fun fun fun.

i've got addicted to drinking starbucks and fillet o fish
that i NEED TO CONTROL.

upon seeing the email that NAPFA test is soon to come,
adrenaline just FLUSH through my whole body and back to my brain.

stopped at ep6.
totally hooked onto the computer like crazy.

dramas, dramas and more dramamamamass.

and sadly to say,

i've only gotten HRM done and it's only like 2/3 completed.

and i only gotten the design in mind.

not yet displayed out.

and the list goes on.

there's forever 101 things whereby you wont be able to finish

in your life.

when one is completed, another is in the way.

therefore, do not make your life miserable.

find fun and relax out of it.

:)

before i end,

i shall show you a pic of the day:

his roundness, white complexion and his dressing just

totally fits and suits him to the max. HAHAHA

just like a tako- yakiiiiii.

ohohohohohoh.

total ENGROSS-ing in gokusen 3.

despite the heavy workload im having on hand.

deserve death man. LOLOL.

gokusen 3 is nice. :]

dammnit. im going to rush finish the whole episode by tmr

at the same time working on assignment.


i know i'm lag and only catch hana kimi today following

ch56.

it's damn funny i can say.

MR ica.

HRM Resume

CRM call script

STOMPaids draft

IB analysis and finding.

quoting anymore?

yes. that's not the end yet.

during 2 weeks break,

there'll be:
Consumer behaviour project

HRM project

Brand mgt project.

but my itchy eyes just so glued to the drama. HAHA

I shall let this picture be here in my blog for good. :D

"where's my walking stick?"