Okay, so today i managed to secured a job; though pay isn't very good. Well, to be exact, it is of the market price now and due to relevant experience ): Alright, shall not complain too much.
What's important now is to secure a job and earn money during this period to reward myself with a good holiday after studying for like... 15years.
So ultimate aim is to earn enough money for a trip and living expenses. way to go, way to go!
Workplace will be located at.. tanjong pagar. okayy, no direct transport for me ): bang, sian.
got to work out a comfortable route alreadyyy! and work's starting on wed. so sian ): Recently ive been over-sleeping for so many times, late for so many times. gosh. i will really miss my bed and my sleeping hobby so much, so much.
Right, time to switch back bodyclock already! :) else, i'll be a pcs of deadmeat :/
Well. this assignment would be of a 2months, so.... i'll still continue to source for job right after this. CHIONG AH.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
100% holiday mood
im living days which is 100% holiday mood; sleep, eat, watch tv and play fb games.
well, seems like wasting time which is true but i need to relax myself. there may not be such fine days when i started working. so ENJOY now when i can :)
went down to recruit express this early afternoon. okay, tall building are complicated but definitely awarding with nice scenery. :) and same old thing; need to wait for news.
sometimes, i wish i can get back to my usual working environment which is citigroup. well, everything just lasts for that moment. even if everything remains the same. the second time you goes back, everything will be different; in terms of feelings.
okay, turning in early tonight cause im tired! :))
well, seems like wasting time which is true but i need to relax myself. there may not be such fine days when i started working. so ENJOY now when i can :)
went down to recruit express this early afternoon. okay, tall building are complicated but definitely awarding with nice scenery. :) and same old thing; need to wait for news.
sometimes, i wish i can get back to my usual working environment which is citigroup. well, everything just lasts for that moment. even if everything remains the same. the second time you goes back, everything will be different; in terms of feelings.
okay, turning in early tonight cause im tired! :))
Monday, May 09, 2011
what is happening now?
i totally gave up!
what is just happening to some of the Gen Z people?
okay, not to be stereotyping the Gen Z; but totally sometimes i dont understand what they are thinking.
far-sighted? or rather for own well-being and so-called self identity?
yes, she may be naggy; irritating; unable to understand you and your so-called lifestyle and your proclaimed self identity. but wait a minute, she's overall your mom.
no matter how irritating she can be, she's still your mother overall. At the end of the day, she cares for you, and that can explained the actions she had towards you. what she had done which seemed to be irritating are acts of concern.
Maybe she care in the wrong manner, but the overall aim is still the same - they care for their own children.
so i urge you to be more appreciative of what you have now before you regret it one day and everything will be too late.
the bottomline is: both parties needs alot of communication and understanding else things may turn nasty.
repent.
what is just happening to some of the Gen Z people?
okay, not to be stereotyping the Gen Z; but totally sometimes i dont understand what they are thinking.
far-sighted? or rather for own well-being and so-called self identity?
yes, she may be naggy; irritating; unable to understand you and your so-called lifestyle and your proclaimed self identity. but wait a minute, she's overall your mom.
no matter how irritating she can be, she's still your mother overall. At the end of the day, she cares for you, and that can explained the actions she had towards you. what she had done which seemed to be irritating are acts of concern.
Maybe she care in the wrong manner, but the overall aim is still the same - they care for their own children.
so i urge you to be more appreciative of what you have now before you regret it one day and everything will be too late.
the bottomline is: both parties needs alot of communication and understanding else things may turn nasty.
repent.
Friday, May 06, 2011
End of Dissertation; End of School Life
3rd May marked the end of my dissertation, my first ever thesis done in my life.
It was really a relief after everything was submitted. *phew*
I can even feel that Mr. Ng was so happy about it too as I had never ever see him in sucha good mood before; atleast to me.
I do admit I did not put in my 100% into this thesis, so I would not comment or complain much if I can just pass and graduated with a Honours Degree. Wait a minute, for the period i wasn't sure what's mine degree about. Arts or Science?
The end of dissertation; everyone looked shag and I really meant it. pale faces; sleepy eyes; eyebags and whatever you can associate with tireness and stress. Health was definitely not in a good state; Jiajia was down with stomach flu and everyone's so sleepy!
so it's really time to put down everything, relax abit before we carry on with our journey.
so definitely as usual, we went out despite being sleepy to town for lunch and movie. AS USUAL, we always have things to laugh about. CHINESE GHOST STORY. okay, it was just funny because there is practically no movies around this time already.
Speaking of that, the end of dissertation would also mean that my university life is coming to an end; end of schooling life. Holla, i see work coming into my life real soon. *waves sadly*
I am so contradicting. when we were all studying, we hope for work; for money. but when i had everything submitted and i thought to myself. that this time round, it is really gg to be the last, no more studying, no more school and then it's really working life. May to September, free period, i cant say it's holidays but perhaps a trial period to try out experience in the working world while waiting for the final lap- graduation.
this is no joke; i felt sian. school is so much enjoyable esp with the right clique around. we just have fun almost every moment in school. ahh, so irritating.
So these few days, I had been spamming emails with my resumes. my internet explorer's windoes are filled up with all jobs postings. so eager for a work yet im choosy. there's many worries that i worry about: the environment; the jobscope; the people; everything........
:( irritating once again.
How i wish i can get an environment just as like when im in CSIS citibank. everyday is fun and i totally look forward to work everyday, despite just being an admin. and srsly, i even enjoy working overtime when i was there.
complaining much.. back to reality. I AM STILL CONTINUING with my job search.
and i think i srsly hardly went to job agency; huiqi can proved so. haha. im SORRY~
alright, wish me luck for a well-deserved paying job with nice environment and nice people and hopefully, i can have enough fund to travel during september. :)
It was really a relief after everything was submitted. *phew*
I can even feel that Mr. Ng was so happy about it too as I had never ever see him in sucha good mood before; atleast to me.
I do admit I did not put in my 100% into this thesis, so I would not comment or complain much if I can just pass and graduated with a Honours Degree. Wait a minute, for the period i wasn't sure what's mine degree about. Arts or Science?
The end of dissertation; everyone looked shag and I really meant it. pale faces; sleepy eyes; eyebags and whatever you can associate with tireness and stress. Health was definitely not in a good state; Jiajia was down with stomach flu and everyone's so sleepy!
so it's really time to put down everything, relax abit before we carry on with our journey.
so definitely as usual, we went out despite being sleepy to town for lunch and movie. AS USUAL, we always have things to laugh about. CHINESE GHOST STORY. okay, it was just funny because there is practically no movies around this time already.
Speaking of that, the end of dissertation would also mean that my university life is coming to an end; end of schooling life. Holla, i see work coming into my life real soon. *waves sadly*
I am so contradicting. when we were all studying, we hope for work; for money. but when i had everything submitted and i thought to myself. that this time round, it is really gg to be the last, no more studying, no more school and then it's really working life. May to September, free period, i cant say it's holidays but perhaps a trial period to try out experience in the working world while waiting for the final lap- graduation.
this is no joke; i felt sian. school is so much enjoyable esp with the right clique around. we just have fun almost every moment in school. ahh, so irritating.
So these few days, I had been spamming emails with my resumes. my internet explorer's windoes are filled up with all jobs postings. so eager for a work yet im choosy. there's many worries that i worry about: the environment; the jobscope; the people; everything........
:( irritating once again.
How i wish i can get an environment just as like when im in CSIS citibank. everyday is fun and i totally look forward to work everyday, despite just being an admin. and srsly, i even enjoy working overtime when i was there.
complaining much.. back to reality. I AM STILL CONTINUING with my job search.
and i think i srsly hardly went to job agency; huiqi can proved so. haha. im SORRY~
alright, wish me luck for a well-deserved paying job with nice environment and nice people and hopefully, i can have enough fund to travel during september. :)
Monday, April 25, 2011
time flies, days wasted.
damn. i really dislike myself. because i wasted my weekends just like that.
"weekends" dont pain me, but the thought of "2 days" pains me. even half a day to me now is like so precious can. *stabs*
can someone just shake me up?
damn. dislike much.
and when i finally moved my butt; sit infront of my "office desk"; much anticipated in starting to work on something, i starts to feel very tired.
mind is wandering around, thinking of food, activities to do, my bed, finding a job, travelling.
damn. dislike much.
my eyelids are closing, my brain stop operating. stagnant. off for the night. shut down.
damn. dislike much
im going crazy. i shall not waste any second tomorrow when i'm in school or i will really kill myself.
irriated much.
damn. dislike much.
However, today's waste isn't fully meaningless (something to comfort me with; cousin's birthday!)
i understand how ones want have a bday celebration during a day that's special. so my time used for today isn't that bad..... (another thing trying to comfort myself)
and our entertainment of the night was watching the star awards. and was surprised that huangwenyong got into the top10 miraculously.
the next thing when im on my twiiter, my friends know my taste and tweet me much. hahahaha.
wooohooo.
like much.
as i blog, i feel more energtized. guess i am able to finish up my touchup on literature review.
gdnight, people.
"weekends" dont pain me, but the thought of "2 days" pains me. even half a day to me now is like so precious can. *stabs*
can someone just shake me up?
damn. dislike much.
and when i finally moved my butt; sit infront of my "office desk"; much anticipated in starting to work on something, i starts to feel very tired.
mind is wandering around, thinking of food, activities to do, my bed, finding a job, travelling.
damn. dislike much.
my eyelids are closing, my brain stop operating. stagnant. off for the night. shut down.
damn. dislike much
im going crazy. i shall not waste any second tomorrow when i'm in school or i will really kill myself.
irriated much.
damn. dislike much.
However, today's waste isn't fully meaningless (something to comfort me with; cousin's birthday!)
i understand how ones want have a bday celebration during a day that's special. so my time used for today isn't that bad..... (another thing trying to comfort myself)
and our entertainment of the night was watching the star awards. and was surprised that huangwenyong got into the top10 miraculously.
the next thing when im on my twiiter, my friends know my taste and tweet me much. hahahaha.
wooohooo.
like much.
as i blog, i feel more energtized. guess i am able to finish up my touchup on literature review.
gdnight, people.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
i almost give up, going to give up, will give up.
you aren't my direct family member overall, i've given all advices that i can.
energy drained. so goodbye to you already.
the problem does not lies with the timing you're home. the problem lies with you not understand yourself well.
if you feel bad and sorry about it, you wont do it.
you aren't my direct family member overall, i've given all advices that i can.
energy drained. so goodbye to you already.
the problem does not lies with the timing you're home. the problem lies with you not understand yourself well.
if you feel bad and sorry about it, you wont do it.
"complete my thesis" Campaign Night 1
my books, research papers and notes will pile up even higher tomorrow.i am trying my best to complete a suppose-to-be 6 months thesis within this 9 days.
and i am really sad i sold my statistics tb during poly times, and even sadder i lost my MR notes which mentioned Chi-square and cramer's V. arghhhh. this is very bad.
i need some enlightenments; i wish and i hope and i need.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
this is making me confused and filled with many doubts and question marks.
keying in data and variables is one thing, analyzing it is another thing.
but to analyze correctly and reading the rest results is never an easy task for me.
been looking and experimenting and trial-and-error with all the statistical tests under SPSS today and i almost went crazy in school's library. textbooks dont really helped me at this point, partly due to the fact that i feels sleepy whenever i starts reading, and secondly, they usually teach me how to calculate it manually.
oh please, i would really wish to have some market researcher or SPSS statistical experts offering their help to me, right now!
t-tests, chi-square, ANOVA
(come to me!)
i would really need to work hard for these 9 days, day and night, and hopefully be able to finish my thesis by; 29apr. gah. mission almost impossible.
keying in data and variables is one thing, analyzing it is another thing.
but to analyze correctly and reading the rest results is never an easy task for me.
been looking and experimenting and trial-and-error with all the statistical tests under SPSS today and i almost went crazy in school's library. textbooks dont really helped me at this point, partly due to the fact that i feels sleepy whenever i starts reading, and secondly, they usually teach me how to calculate it manually.
oh please, i would really wish to have some market researcher or SPSS statistical experts offering their help to me, right now!
t-tests, chi-square, ANOVA
(come to me!)
i would really need to work hard for these 9 days, day and night, and hopefully be able to finish my thesis by; 29apr. gah. mission almost impossible.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
dissertation and dissertation
trait anxiety (a personality trait) refers to a behavorial disposition to perceive a variety of objectively non-dangerous circumstances as threatening (Spiedberger, 1966)
back to blogging
im back! Guess it's time to revive my blog, though not very much been updating ever since theres twitter but at the same time, it would be a waste since ive gotten myself a blogger account. i need to srsly wake myself up, get my hands moving as well as brain to srsllllyyy complete my market dissertation in less than 3 weeks. good luck to me and my classmates ;)
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