Sunday, February 26, 2006

SUNDAY! and im still working. hahahaha
hey, today is like so so so little people compared to ytd can. lols! so relax!
im late. lols.. so poor sebas got to stare into space before i reached.

zzzz. stomach pain in the morning. =.=
alright, atleast im better after that.

then is like very few people. so we kept on chatting. then i kept saying sebas love aunties! lols. until he nearly cant stand me. =p then chat and chat and chat. and he showed me photos. those lame lame photos. what his friends climbing coconuts trees and his hamster. =.=

and demand him to show me his 7 hamsters pic. lols!
anyway, work today is much much relaxing compared to other days.

and the CC auntie told us that both of us look alike or like look quite the same. =.=
and then she told me she go anywhere also can spot me cos of my sneakers! hahahaha
striking limegreen sneakers. love it! lols. =3

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

first day of work. =)
well.. it's not a busy day and not a relaxing one. hahaha. sometimes when there's no ppl around there, can do anything! lols. eat drink and stuff. and when there's ppl, u can kept talk for dunno how long. lols.

my partner's name started with a S again. lols.
it's fun. is like no ppl, then very free. got ppl then just help them fill the form and stuff. (=
then there's this aunty working in the CC office came to talk to me and ask if whether im a chinese and she said i looked like a japanese and if whether got anyone say i dont like what people. dot dot dots.. hahaha. =/

i didn't eat at all today! hahahaha. and my partner did eat alot today.

Monday, February 20, 2006

yeap. yeap. yeap!!!! shall be happily working from tomorrow onwards without worries! =)
after so many changing here and there, ive finally got to work at choa chu kang community centre and it's just like 2 bus stop away from my hse! omg! lols... can walk to work already.

but kindof gave my superviser some problems. he's a good person =) . felt kinda bad by just transferring with the person not working most probably.

went for the briefing today. man. i got serious diahorea ytd. =.= and this morning as well. SHIT! going to die~. then im the first to arrive. called up sijin to comfirm the place. lols.
then chatted with some girls there. then got the posting and am so unhappy over it. kampong chai chee cc.=.= so far~ then started to chat with more girls and we are like walking here and there asking people for transfer. hahaha. then got changed with a girl to bukit ho swee. i mean at least it's better than bedok. then louis and his fren came. dots! the bear called out to me and i was like hur, kinda shocked and didn't give much reaction.=/ oops,sorry..=p hahaha. he really look like a bear.

i wasn't listening to the briefing can. it's like attending lesson!
got to study up the informations and details later on at night! =( if not im dead tmr.
anyway, attending briefing also considered as working. hahahahaha.

im on government job! hahaha
under the service for those workfare bonus scheme. so if your parents have doubts, ask me ask me! lols. im most willing to help. hahahahaha.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

who can i actually call my best friend?
how many whom i can actually considered them as my good and best friends where i can totally rest my mind and not to think always and worrying always everytime in a while?

ive gotten good frens and people that ive knew and chatted with.but who can actually willing and considered to be my good fren? =/

i knew they treated me as their friends but am i up to that level called good? lols.
over-sensitive me.

i really need someone whom i can call as my best friend and i really need good friends.

up till now, i dont think i can really have one best friend?

well,ive got good friends but everytime, i cant help myself but to think what if they'll just walk out of my life and be with their other best friends? then,afterall, im just someone when they are free,they'll find me or when i called them out.

sometimes i cant help myself but to worry that i'll do something that they dont like,that they hate and ive done something that make them angry. i'll worry when they didn't call me out to play or when they didn't reply my sms-es for too long.

ive got no life i've realised.

i just hope i can have many good friends who will call me out to play.

im bored at home.=.=

and i'll start to think and worry.

why they didn't reply me? they dont like me anymore? they find me irritating? they go out with other friends and dont bother abt me any longer?

i hope. i dream. i hope friends will contact me and oftenly call me out.

FRIENDSHIP is my main factor in life where i see it as importantly as my life. it's like a power station that motivates me to go on with my life to carries out seeing colours in life.

arwwww. i guess i've think too much.

but well, people who read this. call me out oftenly and do not abandon me.

i mean friendship always make me worry and think hell lots and i just cant rest my mind.
is like if my frens didn't contact me for 3 days. i'll start to worry.

i really need friends that will oftenly call me out. be it dine out or hang out at the library.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

went out with my cousin, Grace today.
heh,she's treating me dinner (=. so met up with her at cityhall mrt. im too early. lols. :p
then went to take shuttle bus to suntec.briefly walked around suntec and went to have dinner at ichiban boshi japanese restaurant. i like the desert there. and it's my first time eating sashimi today. lols. ate swordfish sashimi. (= nice! im going to try the value meal next time. many things in a set and it just cost $10.80~. (^^). and i really need yo stress that i really love the desert there!

then she got to rush to work at esplanade so i went to marina square's ebase to shop. man! SALES! lols... i love sales. =3 shopped at there for abt 40+ mins can? lols.. love many things there but it seems to be a little bit crowded and the sales gals are busying tidying and hanging back the clothes. hope the sales still goes on for afew more while. lols. in the end i bought a sneaker(green)so sad they dont have the black that i want le)= ,a long sleeve top,a short top and a shorts. =) lols! i need money i need money!
anyway, brought my pants to alter at U2. and im most probably wearing jeans on monday. hack-care!

Friday, February 17, 2006

man! i totally hate this. i've felt half regretted. )= sobs.
morning got a call from inez from recruit express.she said im going to attend the briefing at a different day and not today.so means i've got to go down to tajong pagar on monday wearing formal wear ALONE. zzzzz. i felt like fainting.

somemore i cant even terminate my contract now. great! gosh~
spent the morning persuading huiqi and jiajuan to take up the job as well cos they need real many people. finally persuaded huiqi and we went down at ard 3+. who knows reached there, inez said that no more vancanies. arwf~! man. how sadded. im going ALONE there wearing FORMAL clothings. i've got to stress that. i mean i agreed to that contract finally because of the pay. $.$ . that's not the worst part. Sijin went to the briefing today. he told me that he got posted to kallang outlet. man.. he's so pissed off at those people and i felt like fainting even more. SHIT! it's like gosh, going ALONE wearing formal clothes already making me half fainting and reluctant and this make me FULLY reluctant to go on monday. i dread the arrival of monday can. =(
it's sooooooo SAD! but one factor that make me still feel like working - my 1st pay have been used up and i need MONEY ASAP and since CPF is governmeny job and allow me to earn quite alot. i've got to work no matter what! my motivation is MONEY! hoho. im money-faced. ($.$)

brought huiqi to sign up at the recruit express and inez told us morning time the place there is like a market-place. lols. she told us there's this promoter job. and man, it's all TOO LATE now. =.= she said many called to complain over that CPF location stuff. arwwwww, how i wish i can terminate without paying soo many money. it's like con-ing people can. hahahaha. but think inez understands as well.

so people, there's this promoter job that promotes hair dye and if u urself didn't dye ur hair yet,u can get a free bottle. hahahahah.

and... the worst is. when i've signed the contract, there's job for me. =.= what the ! zzzzz. im so unlucky can. Rachel msged me if i can work for her at cine cathay from feb to may when im already at the recruit express with huiqi. ok ok, i cant terminate the contract and so, i shall BEAR wif it until april 1st and im going to bluff them that im starting school and have to leave. hoho. asked rachel if huiqi can work and if i can start in april. was thinking maybe shermaine can work first until march then i start work in april. haha. so they wont be lacking much of manpower. lols.

(P.S: please la huiqi. 22nd feb havent reach. my boss will hire u one na! so impatient. wait k? sure can de na. ) lols...

then still having a sense of unhappiness and reluctance, went to marina square eat macdonald's. was thinking of trying to get late sometimes when i cant stand working and they will maybe sack me? hahahahahaha. *evil mind* then shopped around and i bought stuff at action city again. there's this guy working there which attend to me. ok, i guess he's part-timer also cos he took quite a long time searching for the price code then key in then pack slowly. hahaha. ok. so i hope i can endure the job till april. then hopefully Rachel will allow me to work in april and then hopefully action city shall call me sometimes..

money shall keep rolling into my bank!!

dreaded monday. =.=
hopefully i can wear jeans and formal top that day. heh. that can atleast make me abit happy.
got to thanks liqi real real big in advance le =) *hugs* lols

man! when i get my pay, gona buy :

-ipod video/zen vision:m
-le coq sportif/adidas slingbag
-jacket
-probably considering of chipping 1/3 of my pay for labtop. lols

Thursday, February 16, 2006

thinking of wearing formal going down to tahjong pagar.
i felt somehow......... abit reluctant to go there tmrw =/
abit regretful.but i cant, for the sake of money (heh heh) and bcos i've signed the contract.
arggghhh!


ive promised myself not to stuck with bad guys again. never ever.
and i shall stand firm, not to be soft anymore.
i should have been firmed enough to say no directly. =.=
stupid me.. zzzz.
no way am i going to be with bad guys.

went job searching with sijin and szeyuen.
uh-oh, i've slept abit over. so went to bathe straight after waking up at 11.30.met up with sijin at CCK lrt. so in the end, is him who is late. hah.

make szeyuen waited for us. sorry!
was searching for cards and such but dont have there is any around cityhall area. so went to marina square and was actually just trying our luck over there but who knows we really could work over there, but is part-time.(= i kindof like the environment there, toys all around. hahahaha

then went to eat. hungry already.. then went over to raffles place to listen to one "great" job which sijin's agent is recommending him.spent ard 1+ hrs considering over the contract. was not really wanted to sign the contract at first then signed in the end. =.= though abit regretted but for the sake of earning more money, i will work hard until april. hahaha. mus bear within that contract period!

then went to U2 and bought a formal top and bottom. ok, still ok with it.=.= lols.

went off first to pass presents.

then went to lot1 to buy food and spent some time over there cause it started to rain. =.=
man, got home feeling so sweaty and hot. eeeew~

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

music recommendations : Gazette - Nausea & Shudder x)

anyone interested, get the file from me.
BIG thanks to Yiling for the file!*hugs*

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY (^^,)

normal day..
slept practically the WHOLE day.
going to be a pig soon.

met up with liqi at starbucks bt panjang plaza at ard 7+. gotten the sofa seat (o^^o) and drink smthg. woah~ it's like gotten myself a chocolate feast.=.= felt so chocolate after that. haha.

then just briefly walked around and went to buy dinner for my home de ppl.=.= delivery man. hahaha..




fully 100% CONTENTED.
well, shall not elaborate and i should say im happy with my results.
B'cos i've passed my maths! and surprisely,i've passed my POA even though i didn't even bother to study it. could have done better for my English and Combined Humanities but well, i've passes everything.

now, let's just pray hard that all of us could get into the courses we want to!=) *cheers*
man, i really really really wanted and hope to get into the tourism and hotel management at SP! gosh.... *pray real hards* i really wanted to get into that course. Hope i'll be one of that 80 students. =S

to those who didn't get the marks they wanted or have not done really well, dont give up and continue to work hard. (= it's still NOT the end!


friday gotten results. was late for sch. haha, or should i say i PURPOSELY went sch late =X! hehe. then at night went to bt. panjang plaza with liqi to discuss the courses. lols, but that day, i havent even started thinking cos i only got tourism course in my mind. i love tourism =3.

then shopped there until all shops are closing. =.= not fun~

SATURDAY.

huiqi and liqi came to my house and huiqi wanna bai nian. lols. practically doing nothing much at my house. my house is boring can. not much things to do. lols.
(P.S: huiqi and liqi, sorry ar.. my house kinda messy and boring)
then they went off at evening time. and my bro and my cousins are going off to lot1 for dinner. told them i want dinner too and they say ok and will buy back. in the end, i received my dinner at 10pm. =.=

SUNDAY
yeay! last day of Chinese New Year.
was rotting and slacking in the morning. was sleeping like a pig. so tired! then ate tangyuan. yummy, that's one of my favourites since young. lols!
then went out to meet liqi at 7+. wooohoo, went to esplanade to watch fireworks. before making our way to esplanade, we went on a night shopping rush. lols. was rushing to buy pizza, then going to giant to grab drinks and titbits. on the way, we were "sucking" our hot mocha. me and my funny pronouncations. was actually ordering hot cocoa in the end mocha.=.= anyway, it's nice! (=
then im carrying the 1.5l of mineral water and we make out way to esplanade. we did what the normally clever students did. lols. and realise they are really clever. they dont usually j-walk the way ppl normally do. hahahaha. only liqi and me understands.
my gosh! the fireworks display is splendid. so so so so beautiful and nice. i really love it! woah~
the stars shape one and the heart shape one. really really really nice. =3
(i wonder why huiqi dont really like to watch them =/)

then we ate our pizza and chatted over there. actually we could stay overnight that day but my stomach didn't help me at all. was having stomachace over there =X and went to the toliet twice. then,am afraid the toliets will close after a certain time. lols. but we did chatted quite alot over there until 2+ and then just nice my father was bringing somebody home at tiong bahru so came to bring us home. then went to bt. gombak's coffeeshop for a while cos my parents wanna eat? lols. haha, lucky liqi dont mind following me and my parents for a while. im scared that she'll mind. so got home at 3+ and i slept at 4.

MONDAY
ive got no printer! spoilt. so have to go to liqi's house to register. but i need to thanks jiajuan also. (= then after that, went down to wheelock for interview. the person need to see our certs as well and then said that will call us by evening.

then we went to taka to find liting. even though taka's environment is strict but i love there. =3
lols. then went to eat. stomach not very stable so i didn't eat. haha. bought many meiji chocolates and biscuits. =)

then huiqi went off first and liting and liqi went to john little to help find liting's blouse. i accompanied huiqi to take her bus then i went to heeren alone to buy presents. bought $40 heeren vouchers. then off i went home.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

im super +ve right now.


well. that's because i havent get back my results. haha

probably when i got back my results, i'll be freaking worry where to go.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

shopping.

went out to orchard with liqi and huiqi.
stopped at fareast first. bought a shorts at 2cm. oooo, it's great. 2cm is currently having 50% sales. omg! heh. im crazy over sales.lols! =3 Anyway it happen to be that there are sales almost everywhere. lols

then bought a wallet too and cleansing water for face at missha. then we went to taka. no more sling bags. =(
neither adidas nor le coq sportif's is available =(

hmm.. so went to heeren then. bought a belt at adorn. was intending to buy a hat over there and then i think ive forgotten! haha =P

so today i've bought a shorts, wallet and a belt. hmmmmm..

i really need a job again after gettings results! going to be broke soon~

p.s: hq and lq, i didn't spend way too much hor.. haha. and dont feel any paiseh or bad over that ride.
everyone seems to be counting down to the release of o's levels results eh?
hmmmmmmmm.. haha. im going to take it easy.

ate steamboat at home, again. =/ lols. abit sick of it already. haha. then drank that bottle of red wine and my stoopid didi pour way too much le ba?

wasn't really feeling well today. slept at 5+ and woke up and i thought it was 3+ in the night and was about to fall back to sleep when i heard tv sounds from the living room. that make me suddenly realise.. it's still not really sleeping time at night yet. haha.

woke up feeling giddy. zzzz. =/ i hate headaches.

cant accompany szeyuen to book pits tmrw. but am looking forward to that gathering (=
hope it'll be fun.~

tata~ that's for all.

tmrw going out with huqi n liqi. =)

Monday, February 06, 2006

out for movie at causeway wif pig. He registered for driving lessons and went to lot1 with his friends. moreover,it's his birthday,so ok, go accompany him for movie.

went to watch fearless. nice movie.

then after movie, it's 9 and we dine in at pastamania.

kindof tired. and then went home. his train came first followed by mine.

abit tired till dont really feel like going out for whole day tmrw =P

but one thing for sure, i wanted to catch the fireworks before sunday. =)

results out on friday. and i tell you, im sure dead on that day.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

mood : super bored >:(
music: Friday Party - AAA

gona be the whole day at home. though i always do that but it's really boring sometimes at home. arwfff~!!!
results going to be release real soon.and damn, i dont think i can go anywhere except to retake it and try my best again. just as what mrs chua told me. results is not the ultimate thing,is the process that matters. yeap. probably that's true?

*yawn*

poof! it's february now. cant imagine how fast time pass.. scary.
reminiscences.

tired. weary eyes .=.=

in few months' time, im 17. scary... ive grown up so fast. *faints* and i dont want to turn into 17 that fast. it's like i feel that i havent grown up yet. still stuck at the age of ard 13? lols. im still a BIG BABY x)

hope to meet up with my collegues soon. miss working. hahaha

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Movie at marina square.
wif a pig. lols. i called him a pig.

i let him waited quite awhile at cityhall. then met up already,got our way to marina square.
bought the tickets for fun wif dick and jane. then went to kindof shop around and ate at yoshinoya.

then while waiting to get into the theatre,saw sengkwang and amy watching movie too.
haha,small world after all. =)

movie, it's funny and nice though. the robbing and stealing parts.

after movie,make our way to suntec and citylink hall. he wanted to go orchard actually to get his ripcurl pants at flash n splash.but sure by the time we got there,the shop is closed already.so try luck at citylink mall and tada~ we really saw that shop. lols. the shop is closing real soon. he wanted me to help me choose. =.-

in the end,he decided to go heeren and try luck next time and he only bought ripcurl's slippers.what a rich pig.

then went to starbucks bought drinks and off we go to esplanade. starbucks's hot choco is much much nicer than coffee bean's cos more choco taste and less milky taste. hahaha. nice~
then above at the roof terrace listening to the band singing below. and we bo liao, go count the numbers of couples there and stars. lols. =.-

then he kept tell me all stuff about bball. though qns marks everywhere..=/ but i still listened to him. haha

tired~

Thursday, February 02, 2006

mood : HAPPY XD

shopping wif liqi today.
both of us got ourselves quite many things. feeling like after both of us got jobs, our taste changed as well. haha. im currently into le coq sportif fever. loves their bags =D.

shopped around..went into adidas by leftfoot i guess.saw some jackets which i want! it's nice especially the colours. liqi agreed to it too. x)

then went to pandora's box. bought earrings and a pin. it's cute! hahaha.. =3. then went to buy a black leather crystal watch. i just need one for now,lols. then went on tee craze. bought 3 tees. one at 7minds and 2 at in surge?=/ not sure the name.haha . And, well, i saw the porter wallet i like but not much money to buy na! i need another job real soon~.

then walked to takashimaya. suddenly forgot what i want to buy. went to stadium. my bag gone~! sadded.

then went to heeren. helped my brother buy a billabong wallet and a pencil case from 37 degrees. wah man~ 50+. lols.

didn't really bought anything from heeren. but liqi and me bought each other our belated bday presents. haha. a really cute softtoy from action city. i simply love their toys! so cute~ =D

i need a job. i need a job urgently!! money not enough for me to spend! =X

things i want -:
1.zen vision:m
2.adidas jacket
3.le coq sportif/adidas sling bag
4.sneakers (be it adidas,nike or vans)

i just need to buy these. no more~ lols.
i need job! i need money!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006



another day passed.
boring! my gosh~ =.-

anymore jobs to introduce me? ahahaha

tmrw.
going town wif liqi =)
long time since went out wif her le.

fri.
zoo outing with a pig.

sat.
going to aunt's hse.
and considering to go for that match.

sun.
shld be rotting again !!