DRAGON ASH- few lights till night.

the sky is white, it's going to rain.
the feeling is peaceful.

i like the feeling right now.
sky is white, mild breeze blowing..
as at 5.36pm. :)

if i could stand on the rooftop of a building,
watching ahead of the rising sun.

that would be great.

just like how the scene where somebody wanna confess
feeling right on top of the building by the help of reflection
and sun rays.

すき。。。

- hyd.

ahh. the scenery would be beautiful. :)

like how the scenery would be by the sea.

projects are piling up.
-business law.
-marketing management
-N.E
-retail studies.

bang bang bang.

sarah just gave me a temptation of eating.... yanyan.
HAHA!

it's hard to maintain a meat's freshness once bought.
it's just like maintaining a relationship's freshness.

it's hard sometimes to maintain the freshness of it.

despite all those, i will still try to do my best.

bcos i've put in all my soul and heart in it.

to keep it in the long-run...

i think i've placed the bricks into the wrong formation.
thus, creating the wrong structure of this path.

and now, the path wobbles.

i've build up a wrong foundation. =/

我打错了基础。

but i will definitely hold on :)


ORANGE RANGE- WALK ON.
the pv is cool to the max. coolio lo lo.
they just simply keep walking on and on.
the scenery and the view is nice.
by the sea, the quiet road, the blue sky.

i would want to walk on that road too.
just like how they are walking on and on
walking and thinking back.
at the same time, working on the future.

TIRED. MORE TIRED!
tired until my brain cant move.

Managed to struggle to finish up tut.
sucha relief.

ARGH!
bloated.
im feeling so bloated right now.

result due to: TOO FULL. -.-
feeling super bloated like stomach gona
explode soon. EXPLODING soon.

this feeling doesn't encourage me into my sleep world
even though im tired. DAMN tired.

IPP is drawing near.

Exams is drawing even nearer.

and im even much more tired.


Though it's strong, there's still uncertain fear attached to it.
:(
hopefully. NOTHING. :)

BANG>

i feel the STRESS coming ... on its way.
muhahahahaha.


feel the STRESS, the TENSE and everything.
omgosh omgosh omgosh omgosh.

walking home isn't a safe thing always now.
LOL.
esp at nights.

anyway,
i got to go do up my HOMEWORK.
im a hardworking kid.
muahahah.
TIRED like anything.
cant wait to finish homwork, phone-ing then sleep.

goody night and goody bye. :)


everybody, YEAY~! XD

love looks like candy recently.
haha.
red,lime green,orange,purple..

boo. cant upload smthg i've drawn.





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back to reality.

tutorial time to be continued.
:)

cant wait to finally finish then sleep.
this feeling makes me think back when
im in primary sch.
where i dread to do homework everynight~
and end up finishing homework in the late night.
tsk tsk.
temptations from the TV.

forgot to take out law book.
hence, cant do law tutorial today.
haaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

throat start to get pain.
bwahaha.

and thanks, that my fp-logy for once is so chim.
LOL, everyone claim to say that. bwhahaha.

nights,
by lola.

dream a little dream in me.

when things gets complicated, your feelings
gets complicated too.

RAAAAAAR!

Sometimes i wonder, wonder and wonder.
that..
how would one find the one that they could throw their sorrows
and troubles to, so easily. and not even someone which u were that close
for.
how would one be sure that the one will be the one that can be
the pair of listening ear.
how would one have the courage to speak up to the one about
their sorrows and troubles.

i cant possibly do that, at all.

i could only hide it behind a mask and throw a pebble down into the pond.
creating wavelengths and after looking at it, it makes you feel better.

----

i sometimes dont understand...
how human behaves and how they thinks.
it's seems not a easy thing to study,observe and know.
but somehow, there'll be a way.. maybe years.

how one wish there's something invented called self-mirror to look at one's own
actions right infront of one self.

therefore, a term call self-reflection.

one say other, it's ok. to other, it's not ok.
other say one, not ok. but one say other, it's ok.

:?confusing.

nobody will see their own actions and moves, bcause there're
no mirrors infront of one to show what are one doing.

one may dislike other people for their actions because one are the mirror
that can see what are they doing.

but how about ourselves? people can dislike us in the same manner as
how we dislike them.

same thing applied. they can see what we're doing while we cant see
what we're doing ourselves.

we can do the same things as the thing that we dislike about them.
but we dont know ourselves.

this comes reflection.

terminology.

no hardest topic is to be compared to human's studies.

they can be A today and then B the next day.
therefore, it's AxB=AB
they can be (AB) to you and (AB)x(C) to you another day.

they say ABC and ABD the next day.

definitely confusing. if one were the one that's doing the observing
and were in silence.

perhaps one should suggest to study on each other.
like A will study on B.
and B will study on C.

at the end of the period, one would submit a report analysis
for the other to take a look of other self to see what have other been doing.

it's call buddy analysis.
(bull-shitting)

and i definitely gona say, there must be chemistry involved around humans.
whereby one feel that one is the other's pair of ears.

so, there's this you havent step in my shoe, you wouldn't know how will i feel
if you were me.

and bla bla bla.

so far, i couldn't bump into that chemistry gas yet.
maybe i havent been breathing in much varieties.
cause my airholes are blocked.

im like a companion more to a soulmate for others.

where i belong?

A-0=0 (nobody attached the powerful thing on A)
therefore, A+0=0 (A couldn't find the powerful thing as well)

BWAHAHAHA.

for once, i feel that i've talked some nonsense that i dont even know.
LOL!
however, i feel like i've created some fp-logy today.
just let me type.
atleast i feel like some writers giving some terminology on some logies.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

seafood platter. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

:)

After soooooo longggggggggg,
lunch-ed with love today.
though the duration is short like dunno wad
+ the crowd.
never wanna imagine.
LOL. :)
as said by huiqi, finally and it's good that
i lunch-ed with him. haha.

however, the crowd is .......... (CROWDED TO THE MAX)

buffets held at auditorium for secondary school kids.
cool buffet they got.

and we had to like CROWD together with people
to form a BIGGER CROWD.

saw SARAHJANE today.
and she was like msg-ing me before lecture that she overshot
mrt station.
haaa.
that's her ;) *ting ting*

second day of school.
notes and MORE NOTES.
and it seems to be thicker by each semester.

Hi-ing here and there everyday,
esp when we're having lectures.
"hey peng you!"
"HELLO~~~~~~~~~"

lol.

:)

quite cool and lively,
thanks to tep.

haha.

i need............... FOOD.

i STRIKE to be more HARDWORKING this yearend. :)

TEP has ended.
It's great i can say, especially with great people around.
:)
it's fun and just super duper great.
the 18weeks is FULLY AWESOME and GREATSOME.

i guess next week gona be a hard time, getting used back
to the lifestyle of tutorials and lectures.

Flexi, Slack, Work without exams, Fun, No homeworks,lunchtimes
and practically leisurely walking w/0 rushing.

I seriously enjoyed and not get used of the study lifestyle.
HAA!

and i do miss msc :)

owwwwwww.
soon getting into a lil sentimental.
:(

note to sarah:

having YOU around me and besides me almost everyday
for that 18weeks.
it seems to be like a part of my life already,
having you around everyday.
yea, truly. HAA! WE're like bugs hopping around everyday in school.
it's GREEATTTTTTTTTTT to have know you.
you brighten up a normal day :D
and i still remember the very first time i had breakfast with you
which is mac big breakfast when we're still in cheers.
first opening together in cheers.
and ya da ya da.
i guess i may not be getting used without you around.
HAHA!
guess i'll randomly goes...:where's sarah?
Anyway, do meet up often kay? lunch, cheers, or out. :)
GREAT to GAIN you as a friend.
the countless fun moments we had. HAA!

and i think it's really due to pms that i'm being defensive.
LOL.
sorry huh.

and also a note to my family:

it's cool to have involved into a family relationship :)
thanks to mama! :D

also,
it's great that i gain-ed ALOT of fun friends too :)
hopefully to meet up for lunch sometimes!


anyway, i miss a great opportunity to go to the place
i longgggggggggggggg wana go today. :(
it's sad. FULLY SAD.
cause i've been waiting to see who wanna go with me.
but hopefully, there's somebodies that wanna go soon,
so that i can go too.
hopefully, there'll be one more outing to there one day soon.
:)

spent whole day at home.
weather unpredictable,

thinking of monday,
sian. -.-
i seriously will have monday blues on that day!

TEP coming to an end this Thursday.
:(

bought yanyan sticks like crazy today.
b'cause NTUC having quite alot of promotions.
LOL!

:)

while i'm bathing, i thought of what to post on my blog.
im......... INSANE!

indeed, i am insane today.

to myself: stop being insane. CONTROL YOURSELF.
me: okay...

im feeling ...

worried, stressed, tired, sensitive, a lil sentimental,
emotional, nervous, crazy,fear from suspenders(LOL!),
sight of guishan(LOL again!), words-uncontrollably-coming-out-from-
my-mouth and insane today.

i totally cant help it and cant control it.

zzzz.

so my friends,
sorries. dont mind me for today of what i've done.
cause at the moment, i dont want what i've been doing.
i dont want you guys to mistook me so i got to explain.


SORRIES.

i guess maybe becos..........

i havent been eating much than my usual days.
i eat lesser then my average.

anyway, i felt delighted! :)
im a easily contented person.

im happy when i read my e-mail and saw a e-mail replied by
chocolates wang and hanleng post me a friendster comment.

WAHA HA.

:)

so conclusion: easily contented.

wish:

hope i'll be better tmr by having a better intake of food tmr.
so my friends wont suffer nonsense and weird attitude from me.

last note:

MACDONALD's had opened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's super super super nice and beautiful XD

and, RECEIVED timetable.
also, saw the TALL HUGE pile of lecture notes printed ready
at the printing shop ready for sales on next monday.

IT's NEW SEMESTER NEXT WEEK.
even though it dont feel like new semester next week as
we dont have any breaks.

Goody Nights,
:)

thanks to my friends that can stand my nonsense,
though i know in ur heart, u all mind alot and may complain
about it.

I drink water e very day~

reports almost done. which im very content about.
:)

i still have gelare waffle voucher which i havent redeem =/

and,
i love the smell when it's after the rain.
:)

it makes me feel like taking a walk.

and lastly,
i have a feeling that mac canteen gona open tmr.
LOL!

Many things and thoughts which i dont know how to put and form them
into words.

Little time too.

i would want to have more time for outings with people
i hardly spend time with and not forgetting, friends.
things have to be treasured, same goes for human.

however, it always seems that time is the greatest spoiler.

anyway,
SARAHJANE, where's my esplanade and sentosa?
LOL!
though i know u're always very busy huh.
and though we seems to be ''fighting'' recently.
poor girl. :)

and we found many sweets and titbits that we always
eat when we were young.
for once, that kinda feeling once came back!

the tasty biscuits in small packet,
the bobdog cigarette sweets,
the green packaging orange sweet with gas inside,
many many more!

overall in overall,
i gained alot of new friends which gives me great times
during the period of tep. :)

and abit spoiling here,
i dreamt myself killing people.
LOL.


my heart draws a dream,
i hope the dream will come true one day.

xie xie da jia de re lie zhi chi.

谢谢大家的热烈支持。

Thanks all for your great support.

in...........

tagging at my tagboard!

:D

this is making Qi jealous perhaps?

love reading ur tags. haha!

so do tag more :)

went to thomson plaza first.

then town-ed.

yanqi came to find us.

cos today she flexi.
haa!

walked around.

no $$$$$. no buying.

team dinner later on in the eveing at fish n co.

sounded sua ku but it's my first time there!

haha :)

and got to taste crayfish.

not that bad.........
would like to try the seafood platter one day :)

live band was cool.

and then justin went up to dedicate songs,

went up to the stage.

in the end didn't sing, only sitting on the stage =/

then HOME-ED.

next week will be the last week.

sentimental post up next week. :)
haa!

Do i exist?