time flies, days wasted.

damn. i really dislike myself. because i wasted my weekends just like that.
"weekends" dont pain me, but the thought of "2 days" pains me. even half a day to me now is like so precious can. *stabs*
can someone just shake me up?
damn. dislike much.

and when i finally moved my butt; sit infront of my "office desk"; much anticipated in starting to work on something, i starts to feel very tired.
mind is wandering around, thinking of food, activities to do, my bed, finding a job, travelling.
damn. dislike much.

my eyelids are closing, my brain stop operating. stagnant. off for the night. shut down.
damn. dislike much

im going crazy. i shall not waste any second tomorrow when i'm in school or i will really kill myself.
irriated much.
damn. dislike much.

However, today's waste isn't fully meaningless (something to comfort me with; cousin's birthday!)

i understand how ones want have a bday celebration during a day that's special. so my time used for today isn't that bad..... (another thing trying to comfort myself)
and our entertainment of the night was watching the star awards. and was surprised that huangwenyong got into the top10 miraculously.

the next thing when im on my twiiter, my friends know my taste and tweet me much. hahahaha.
wooohooo.
like much.

as i blog, i feel more energtized. guess i am able to finish up my touchup on literature review.

gdnight, people.

i almost give up, going to give up, will give up.
you aren't my direct family member overall, i've given all advices that i can.

energy drained. so goodbye to you already.
the problem does not lies with the timing you're home. the problem lies with you not understand yourself well.

if you feel bad and sorry about it, you wont do it.

"complete my thesis" Campaign Night 1

my books, research papers and notes will pile up even higher tomorrow.
i am trying my best to complete a suppose-to-be 6 months thesis within this 9 days.

and i am really sad i sold my statistics tb during poly times, and even sadder i lost my MR notes which mentioned Chi-square and cramer's V. arghhhh. this is very bad.

i need some enlightenments; i wish and i hope and i need.

this is making me confused and filled with many doubts and question marks.
keying in data and variables is one thing, analyzing it is another thing.
but to analyze correctly and reading the rest results is never an easy task for me.

been looking and experimenting and trial-and-error with all the statistical tests under SPSS today and i almost went crazy in school's library. textbooks dont really helped me at this point, partly due to the fact that i feels sleepy whenever i starts reading, and secondly, they usually teach me how to calculate it manually.

oh please, i would really wish to have some market researcher or SPSS statistical experts offering their help to me, right now!

t-tests, chi-square, ANOVA
(come to me!)

i would really need to work hard for these 9 days, day and night, and hopefully be able to finish my thesis by; 29apr. gah. mission almost impossible.

dissertation and dissertation

trait anxiety (a personality trait) refers to a behavorial disposition to perceive a variety of objectively non-dangerous circumstances as threatening (Spiedberger, 1966)

back to blogging

im back! Guess it's time to revive my blog, though not very much been updating ever since theres twitter but at the same time, it would be a waste since ive gotten myself a blogger account. i need to srsly wake myself up, get my hands moving as well as brain to srsllllyyy complete my market dissertation in less than 3 weeks. good luck to me and my classmates ;)