TOMA chunters

dream a little dream in me.

when things gets complicated, your feelings
gets complicated too.

RAAAAAAR!

Sometimes i wonder, wonder and wonder.
that..
how would one find the one that they could throw their sorrows
and troubles to, so easily. and not even someone which u were that close
for.
how would one be sure that the one will be the one that can be
the pair of listening ear.
how would one have the courage to speak up to the one about
their sorrows and troubles.

i cant possibly do that, at all.

i could only hide it behind a mask and throw a pebble down into the pond.
creating wavelengths and after looking at it, it makes you feel better.

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i sometimes dont understand...
how human behaves and how they thinks.
it's seems not a easy thing to study,observe and know.
but somehow, there'll be a way.. maybe years.

how one wish there's something invented called self-mirror to look at one's own
actions right infront of one self.

therefore, a term call self-reflection.

one say other, it's ok. to other, it's not ok.
other say one, not ok. but one say other, it's ok.

:?confusing.

nobody will see their own actions and moves, bcause there're
no mirrors infront of one to show what are one doing.

one may dislike other people for their actions because one are the mirror
that can see what are they doing.

but how about ourselves? people can dislike us in the same manner as
how we dislike them.

same thing applied. they can see what we're doing while we cant see
what we're doing ourselves.

we can do the same things as the thing that we dislike about them.
but we dont know ourselves.

this comes reflection.

terminology.

no hardest topic is to be compared to human's studies.

they can be A today and then B the next day.
therefore, it's AxB=AB
they can be (AB) to you and (AB)x(C) to you another day.

they say ABC and ABD the next day.

definitely confusing. if one were the one that's doing the observing
and were in silence.

perhaps one should suggest to study on each other.
like A will study on B.
and B will study on C.

at the end of the period, one would submit a report analysis
for the other to take a look of other self to see what have other been doing.

it's call buddy analysis.
(bull-shitting)

and i definitely gona say, there must be chemistry involved around humans.
whereby one feel that one is the other's pair of ears.

so, there's this you havent step in my shoe, you wouldn't know how will i feel
if you were me.

and bla bla bla.

so far, i couldn't bump into that chemistry gas yet.
maybe i havent been breathing in much varieties.
cause my airholes are blocked.

im like a companion more to a soulmate for others.

where i belong?

A-0=0 (nobody attached the powerful thing on A)
therefore, A+0=0 (A couldn't find the powerful thing as well)

BWAHAHAHA.

for once, i feel that i've talked some nonsense that i dont even know.
LOL!
however, i feel like i've created some fp-logy today.
just let me type.
atleast i feel like some writers giving some terminology on some logies.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

seafood platter. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

:)