it marked in the chapter.
as the saying goes what's done is done.
no point forcing.
end up to no good.
no point crying over spilled milk.
it doesn't help.
even if you used permanent marker to drew on smthg u shldn't,
there might be solutions to it.
it's like 死到领头才发现，
dont understand why people will be like that.
which i am one of them.
Fate gave me someone that's so good to me.
I'm so blessed and happy that fate gave me someone
so wonderful that i floated in the sky.
he is the only one that i poured and empty every single thing
in my bottle to him.
he is the only proper one that make me 100% comfortable to the extent
i do not need to wear a mask and be me myself.
however, i didn't appreciated it till the last moments.
i ruined it.
becos of this and that and whatsoever factors,
i'm like a tortoise in the shell.
dragging him in and down.
i ruined it once again.
when i finally wake up to my senses,
it's all too late.
thought that this time round, it will be a beautiful one.
a beautiful, long, peaceful, stable and good one.
took advantages of it.
what do i get in the end?
isn't sweet ripe fruit and results from the efforts we put in
but is pain i created myself, experiences and ugly lesson learnt.
people are weird. they always learnt their lessons after things happened.
even though there are so many books and storybooks on moral values
which forms phrases you and i often heard of.
but even when people know of all these before things happened,
they couldn't be bothered.
when things happened, then they learnt their lessons and blame themselves
now, it's not the matter of blaming myself and stuff.
i will prove to you and me
i hope for the hope.
i hope that my hope can be true
i hope that we can be back someday
i hope that you can be mine once again
my hope is to hope there's a chance and the word CAN
to the above.
if i were to be given one last chance,
i would be readily prepared, fully "studied and learnt for
my lesson" and treasure and take every single little things
seriously.
will you over time consider me?
i will prove to you and me.
no more bintan
no more touring ard singapore not by trains and bus
no more fireworks in another way
no more eating around
no more warmth-absorbing session
thankful that you're willing to stay around to be my listening ear
im contented.
really contented.
if i were to lose this pair of listening ear, i really do not know what to do.
cause there's no one only you fit to be my pair of ears.
i wonder if i got problems about you, who can i turn to?
for now, it's exams.
IPP which poorly located at tuas area. -.-
i somehow wished it's of better places.
i will prove to me and you.
house by the sea.
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