Less than 12 hours to a beautiful 2008.

Going to mark the end of 2007, be it a fruitful year or not.
it is going to end. (that's the fact no matter what.)

365 days in 2007.
occupied with tears, laughter, joy and sorrow.
forgot about the bad ones, keep the good ones in your memory book
well.

although every year is the same, with the same cycle of a new year
coming on and on.

however, it holds differently in each person.
The feeling of having the wait towards a new year is always good.
one step towards in my life path.
one year older.
one step nearer to future.

2007.
reminiscences.
i spent my year 2 in this year.
TEP attachment that allows me to know new friends,
mingle around and however i feel that i've grown up that
teeny weeny bit.
not only about social circle part, it allows me to learn alot of
things which i think i will not ever learnt outside.
thanks to school, finally i know what im learning for good
for my future.

SARAHJANE, it's GREATTTTT to know you. ;)
"sisters". LOL.

he let me think,
let me see through myself somehow.
and allows me to grow up day after day.
to become a better person for my own benefit.
sunshine, rain and rainbow after the rain.
thanks baby. :]
we will hold together stronger each day.
love you

to my dear friends,
thanks for tolerating with my CRAPs, RUBBISHs,
EXTRA USELESS nonsense, hahaha!
thanks for still "clinging" with me till now! x]
regardless of how noisy i'll still be in 2008,
continue to cling with me. WAHAHA!
there's nothing except THANKS to mark it.
way to go :)
i'll be a better friend.
sad to announce that 2008, a new year, fresh beginning,
be a new person in this new year and with me around still.
haha.
happy? sad?
dont be sad huh.

well well.
today is the lasy day.
STANDARD procedure,
everyone will reflect on the things done in 2007.

caught an interesting quote,

"An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays
up to make sure the old year leaves."

- Bill Vaughan, writer and columnist.

" A good beginning marks a good end."
- Louis L'Amour, Amercian author of primarily Western fiction.

I hope i place a good beginning on 2008.
and there will be fruitful results at the end.

on this very last note,
the weather is extremely good. BRIGHT sunshine, good sunny weather
with cool breeze.
Fast without knowing, the sun will soon sets, full moon forming and shine
together with millions zillions stars and first sunshine of the year will shine
at you tomorrow!
alerting you that it's a new year.

people, start to get ready and here it rolls, 2008!

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Have a good year ahead.
Look forward for every moments.
Treasure it as there's only once in lifetime.

ENJOY

holidays read like this:

projects for the first few days.
work for some few good days.
slacked
stuffing food and grabbing sleep
looking and enjoying the moments
with baby around. :]
riding baby's bike around and caught
red line.
no monkeys though.

it's so specially special about babies
it's a wonder how baby is created.
LOL.
little niece is real cute, small and soft.
she carries her smile 90% throughout the day.
just somehow make me wanna have a child too.
LOL!

alittle not used without her around today.
;[

ride baby's bike. :]
coolios.

anyhow, i think i can used peace and white to describe
this year's christmas.

it's peaceful, normal and nothing special.

all these doesn't matter, as long as there's warmth from
the people around me that accompanied me during the special
day. :)

happy boxing day :]

project.
cracking my head big enough.

it's a sight to see dearly so happy and excited with his new born "baby".
haha. :D

back to reality.

strive to kill off projects load.
maintaining in that study mood.

be knowledgabe.

people, catch e alvin and chipmunks songs.

Another one dropping into that little hole.
i hope that the one could one day see it on their own.

or..

could be the other changes.

Torment
Torture
Tremor
Treasure
Trust 141% + 40% Jealousness

Projects strive me alive yet could be stressful to handle them
am making sure that every project is on the track so that it wouldn't
be a rush at the end.

I couldn't describe how much feelings of being relieved and happy i am on tuesday.
I really couldn't, for once i thought i've dropped down into a deep pit never to climb back again
due to my bad foundation where i didn't think of.
a point of line where i am losing yet holding a small % of hope and feelings.
i THANK. REMEMBER the MOMENT.
i really got to thank and i must strive a change. :)
no empty sentences made this time round.
hereby by me.
been through and seen through, i somehow start to think differently.

i know trust can overcome everything.

thanks dearly,
and thanks to my friend.

due to hectic shedule, i failed to reply SARAHJANE in time
and failed to reply to minjun in time.

wouldn't been updating that often now.

i cant control people's feelings.

1. ..
2. ..
3. ..
4. ..
5. ..

speechless.

christmas is on its way.
it's a season of joy.
and i hope it is certainly a joy for me on that season.

worked on this weekend.
no more resting-slacking-eating-sleeping-tv-ing weekends.

my little kingdom-ed at suntec kidzone.
the first day went bad, damn bad.
helpless in the sense there's nobody to guide along.
all on YOUR own.

problems with the lights.
problems with the door.
problems with the POS.

myman.

alone tending a shop is never easy.

luckily.
sun everything went smoothly.
like s m o o t h l y.

met quite alot of children that are really cute and amazing.
one of them cooked a "fish" and gave me.
HA HA!

:)

dealing with toys,
umm. alright alright.
makes me feel like playing too.

whole 10 hours of repeating CD's of children songs.
until now my mind is still playing the songs.


keeping myself busy.

unchanged. - kinki kids.

yes, for me it's unchanged.
i not sure about you.
/:

big rain suddenly.
caught in the busstop, helpless for once.
too big to run home.
mum came with umbrella :)
while waiting in the busstop,
raindrops fall down, cold wind,
silent surrondings with cars zooming pass.
it's like ..........................

japanese and business finance ica is over.

i keep you tight in my dreams,
so that i can dream of you, about you everynight.
it's all about you.

gona be a hectic week again.

phone going to die on me soon.
some kinda problems like SARAHJANE's.
i think i better get it repair by this thurs.
it's still on warranty until this thursday.
zzz.

few ica papers this week.
business finance, japanese, EFMA and law.

mug but somehow i fall into the addiction of sleeping.
i cant stop myself from sleeping and sleeping away.
once i got home, i think of sleeping.
i dont feel like waking up and just wanna sleep all the way.
SLEEP. BRAIN FROZE. ADRENALINE FLOWING LIKE IN
EXPRESSWAYS. SLEEPLESS ALL CAUSE..

internet explorer laggy like the laggard.

hectic week, i wonder when can i finally see him. :[

a big SIGH.

i needa force myself to study then off to sleep again.

only in dreams i could take the control of things.

i wish lala..

munch munch.
i've got to stop munching.
i've got to control my mouth.
temptations not!

SARAHJANE, dont forget our deal we made that time.
haaaa.
after the ICAs?
bwahahaha.


i want to get some change.
like c h a n g e.

:]

like change for the better
change for the good
change for the future
change for somebody.

change (n):
to be different from the usual.

LOL!

にほん test on tuesday.
:

あなたは　がくせいですか。

ICA week next week.

anyway, finally marketing project is up for good.
:) *contented*

Christmas is coming.
everybody, be prepared for this joyful season! :D
BE HAPPY AND ENJOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Busy like a bee.
sleeping like a pig.
eating like NOT a bit.

-_-

hectic weeks. got nothing much to blog about cause u know i know
that im spending days in school for 5 days a week,
listening to lectures, doing tutorials, squeezing and growing brain
cells time to time for projects, busy saving money, going to find a job,
trying to eat like a rubbish bin, trying to maintain and strengthen it and lastly,
waiting for weekends and dates to come.

i need to grab hold of the every possible opportunities i have before
it's crawling away from my hand.
:(

ARGH.

last note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PING.
:)


2008 is coming.

OK, update. :)

"Sometimes, things happen so fast in life, you're not given a chance to redeem at all, it just passes you..

That's why we really gotta cherish and treasure the people around us"

quoted from a friend,

which i totally agree with it.

you'll never know what will happen tmr, the next day, the day after
or the next week.

right now, we need to cherish what we have around us,
treasure the times we have.

you only have a life, live it, be happy
and fill it colorful.


school like the usual.
been on the pace, faster and faster each day.
projects, ICA, tutorials........

monsoon and rainy season is approaching.
one essential item for this period, which is UMBRELLA.
get one of ur choice now. :)

DRAGON ASH- few lights till night.

the sky is white, it's going to rain.
the feeling is peaceful.

i like the feeling right now.
sky is white, mild breeze blowing..
as at 5.36pm. :)

if i could stand on the rooftop of a building,
watching ahead of the rising sun.

that would be great.

just like how the scene where somebody wanna confess
feeling right on top of the building by the help of reflection
and sun rays.

すき。。。

- hyd.

ahh. the scenery would be beautiful. :)

like how the scenery would be by the sea.

projects are piling up.
-business law.
-marketing management
-N.E
-retail studies.

bang bang bang.

sarah just gave me a temptation of eating.... yanyan.
HAHA!

it's hard to maintain a meat's freshness once bought.
it's just like maintaining a relationship's freshness.

it's hard sometimes to maintain the freshness of it.

despite all those, i will still try to do my best.

bcos i've put in all my soul and heart in it.

to keep it in the long-run...

i think i've placed the bricks into the wrong formation.
thus, creating the wrong structure of this path.

and now, the path wobbles.

i've build up a wrong foundation. =/

我打错了基础。

but i will definitely hold on :)


ORANGE RANGE- WALK ON.
the pv is cool to the max. coolio lo lo.
they just simply keep walking on and on.
the scenery and the view is nice.
by the sea, the quiet road, the blue sky.

i would want to walk on that road too.
just like how they are walking on and on
walking and thinking back.
at the same time, working on the future.

TIRED. MORE TIRED!
tired until my brain cant move.

Managed to struggle to finish up tut.
sucha relief.

ARGH!
bloated.
im feeling so bloated right now.

result due to: TOO FULL. -.-
feeling super bloated like stomach gona
explode soon. EXPLODING soon.

this feeling doesn't encourage me into my sleep world
even though im tired. DAMN tired.

IPP is drawing near.

Exams is drawing even nearer.

and im even much more tired.


Though it's strong, there's still uncertain fear attached to it.
:(
hopefully. NOTHING. :)

BANG>

i feel the STRESS coming ... on its way.
muhahahahaha.


feel the STRESS, the TENSE and everything.
omgosh omgosh omgosh omgosh.

walking home isn't a safe thing always now.
LOL.
esp at nights.

anyway,
i got to go do up my HOMEWORK.
im a hardworking kid.
muahahah.
TIRED like anything.
cant wait to finish homwork, phone-ing then sleep.

goody night and goody bye. :)


everybody, YEAY~! XD

love looks like candy recently.
haha.
red,lime green,orange,purple..

boo. cant upload smthg i've drawn.





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back to reality.

tutorial time to be continued.
:)

cant wait to finally finish then sleep.
this feeling makes me think back when
im in primary sch.
where i dread to do homework everynight~
and end up finishing homework in the late night.
tsk tsk.
temptations from the TV.

forgot to take out law book.
hence, cant do law tutorial today.
haaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

throat start to get pain.
bwahaha.

and thanks, that my fp-logy for once is so chim.
LOL, everyone claim to say that. bwhahaha.

nights,
by lola.

dream a little dream in me.

when things gets complicated, your feelings
gets complicated too.

RAAAAAAR!

Sometimes i wonder, wonder and wonder.
that..
how would one find the one that they could throw their sorrows
and troubles to, so easily. and not even someone which u were that close
for.
how would one be sure that the one will be the one that can be
the pair of listening ear.
how would one have the courage to speak up to the one about
their sorrows and troubles.

i cant possibly do that, at all.

i could only hide it behind a mask and throw a pebble down into the pond.
creating wavelengths and after looking at it, it makes you feel better.

----

i sometimes dont understand...
how human behaves and how they thinks.
it's seems not a easy thing to study,observe and know.
but somehow, there'll be a way.. maybe years.

how one wish there's something invented called self-mirror to look at one's own
actions right infront of one self.

therefore, a term call self-reflection.

one say other, it's ok. to other, it's not ok.
other say one, not ok. but one say other, it's ok.

:?confusing.

nobody will see their own actions and moves, bcause there're
no mirrors infront of one to show what are one doing.

one may dislike other people for their actions because one are the mirror
that can see what are they doing.

but how about ourselves? people can dislike us in the same manner as
how we dislike them.

same thing applied. they can see what we're doing while we cant see
what we're doing ourselves.

we can do the same things as the thing that we dislike about them.
but we dont know ourselves.

this comes reflection.

terminology.

no hardest topic is to be compared to human's studies.

they can be A today and then B the next day.
therefore, it's AxB=AB
they can be (AB) to you and (AB)x(C) to you another day.

they say ABC and ABD the next day.

definitely confusing. if one were the one that's doing the observing
and were in silence.

perhaps one should suggest to study on each other.
like A will study on B.
and B will study on C.

at the end of the period, one would submit a report analysis
for the other to take a look of other self to see what have other been doing.

it's call buddy analysis.
(bull-shitting)

and i definitely gona say, there must be chemistry involved around humans.
whereby one feel that one is the other's pair of ears.

so, there's this you havent step in my shoe, you wouldn't know how will i feel
if you were me.

and bla bla bla.

so far, i couldn't bump into that chemistry gas yet.
maybe i havent been breathing in much varieties.
cause my airholes are blocked.

im like a companion more to a soulmate for others.

where i belong?

A-0=0 (nobody attached the powerful thing on A)
therefore, A+0=0 (A couldn't find the powerful thing as well)

BWAHAHAHA.

for once, i feel that i've talked some nonsense that i dont even know.
LOL!
however, i feel like i've created some fp-logy today.
just let me type.
atleast i feel like some writers giving some terminology on some logies.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

seafood platter. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

:)

After soooooo longggggggggg,
lunch-ed with love today.
though the duration is short like dunno wad
+ the crowd.
never wanna imagine.
LOL. :)
as said by huiqi, finally and it's good that
i lunch-ed with him. haha.

however, the crowd is .......... (CROWDED TO THE MAX)

buffets held at auditorium for secondary school kids.
cool buffet they got.

and we had to like CROWD together with people
to form a BIGGER CROWD.

saw SARAHJANE today.
and she was like msg-ing me before lecture that she overshot
mrt station.
haaa.
that's her ;) *ting ting*

second day of school.
notes and MORE NOTES.
and it seems to be thicker by each semester.

Hi-ing here and there everyday,
esp when we're having lectures.
"hey peng you!"
"HELLO~~~~~~~~~"

lol.

:)

quite cool and lively,
thanks to tep.

haha.

i need............... FOOD.

i STRIKE to be more HARDWORKING this yearend. :)

TEP has ended.
It's great i can say, especially with great people around.
:)
it's fun and just super duper great.
the 18weeks is FULLY AWESOME and GREATSOME.

i guess next week gona be a hard time, getting used back
to the lifestyle of tutorials and lectures.

Flexi, Slack, Work without exams, Fun, No homeworks,lunchtimes
and practically leisurely walking w/0 rushing.

I seriously enjoyed and not get used of the study lifestyle.
HAA!

and i do miss msc :)

owwwwwww.
soon getting into a lil sentimental.
:(

note to sarah:

having YOU around me and besides me almost everyday
for that 18weeks.
it seems to be like a part of my life already,
having you around everyday.
yea, truly. HAA! WE're like bugs hopping around everyday in school.
it's GREEATTTTTTTTTTT to have know you.
you brighten up a normal day :D
and i still remember the very first time i had breakfast with you
which is mac big breakfast when we're still in cheers.
first opening together in cheers.
and ya da ya da.
i guess i may not be getting used without you around.
HAHA!
guess i'll randomly goes...:where's sarah?
Anyway, do meet up often kay? lunch, cheers, or out. :)
GREAT to GAIN you as a friend.
the countless fun moments we had. HAA!

and i think it's really due to pms that i'm being defensive.
LOL.
sorry huh.

and also a note to my family:

it's cool to have involved into a family relationship :)
thanks to mama! :D

also,
it's great that i gain-ed ALOT of fun friends too :)
hopefully to meet up for lunch sometimes!


anyway, i miss a great opportunity to go to the place
i longgggggggggggggg wana go today. :(
it's sad. FULLY SAD.
cause i've been waiting to see who wanna go with me.
but hopefully, there's somebodies that wanna go soon,
so that i can go too.
hopefully, there'll be one more outing to there one day soon.
:)

spent whole day at home.
weather unpredictable,

thinking of monday,
sian. -.-
i seriously will have monday blues on that day!