it's been a BUSY BUSYYYYY week.


work for an event during the week.
it's a 3 days work.





first day were preparation and collation
at St. Regis.
the hotel was nice, especially at its customer service.
the customer service was many thumbs up.
and not to forget, the amenities and facilities were new
because it's a new hotel.



second day was also at St. Regis.
waiting for guest to check in to the hotel and to give them
their welcome pack and gifts for the real event which is a seminar.
had to follow up and called them one by one for those who had checked in and
have not come down to collect from us.



and then, it's hospitality work for the day.
registeration, updating them about information.
and at the later part of the day, we were to bring them to National Museum for dinner
@ Novus.



so many were asking about the famous Orchard Road on the way
and then were surprised that we brought them to a museum for dinner.



the place was beautiful,
and the fact that we were being able to eat as well.
6 course meal which normally cost a pax 158buckroos (:



then making sure that they were sent back to the hotel safety and it's
indeed hospi job.


so that was the first day.



the job was great cause i got to work hospi. and been able to come across
with guests from other company overseas.
and not to forget, afew of them were good looking (:



then 3rd day was the actual event day.
got to wake up early and off to St. Regis to pick them up in the morning.
all the way to One degree 15 marina club at Sentosa Cove.
many were early and the attendance made were pretty much successful this time round.
cause we got to double check who's on which coach to avoid missing someone out.



one particular guest was so funny with his actions that i cant stop laughing.
cute australian uncle (: hahaha.



and yesh, one degree 15 was pretty. the sea, the luxury.
and so the seminar started and we were lingering around, eating, drinking, slacking
doing nothing.



and yesh, sheena and me saw a banquet guy that was not bad looking :D
lol.
and i finally believe theres santa claus living in this world. LOL
but his name is not called santa nor claus.
just a common name that many has.



then sending them back to the hotel once again after the whole event.
and attending them to their departure enquiries.



and yes, the whole event ended.
and it's a great greatttt experience gained i sure can say (:

and yes, i think i have not mentioned that during these 3 days, i rushed down
funan IT mall in search of the blue planet CD meant for the guest but when i got there, they
said that another person got them all already and i got to cab back.
and i had to walk to four seasons from St. Regis to pass something. and luckily, i know my way
there, just that my leg aches and the sun nearly burnt my blazer off.

out of the 3 days, my leg hurts like hell. -.-
and what i gained was sore throat and fever on the next day.



and that's not the end,
there's another event, locally at the conrad.
and my throat hurts like hellllloooooo.
lucky it was a morning event.



and sheena and i realised that alll.. theres always a tall guy working at the hotel.
not to mention i did something stupidly. she knows, i know and u dont know.



shokudo at the night.
and i irriated the manger over there.
LOL.
and not to forget the present i got of the night is
13 mosquito bites that forms a S shape right at the same area.
i believe they had a good family meal together.
and the next morning, it's once again my grandmother funeral matters.


and hellllllloooo, my high fever came. but i cant rest and i cant sleep at night.
cause we got to stay overnight down there.
icy stick pack was my good companion for the night.
and all of us hear weird sound and smell that makes us have the feeling of
a cold went down my spine.



and my wire of the day went all wrong till my cousins cant stand me.
lol.
cause im having fever! bad flu till my nose nearly breaks.
and we got to watch over the incense sticks and lotsa things.
painful.



but i managed to hurry home for some sleep (:
and yes, we played aroud like idiots taking photos and stupid videos which i'll
upload it when i got it from my brother.



and yes, due to not enough sleep, my fever lingers
so yes, finally today i got to REST.



and so many so many are falling sick nowadays.
so to all my friends: do take care, drink more water and rest more
before you be the next victim of the bacteria.
for those who had already become one of the victim, rest more!


:)

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congratulations to the spnning head.









yeaaaaaaaaaaa.

human error today -.-
neglecting one's feelings.
cant be able to think and diagnose situation properly.
bad planning.
mistakes i shouldn't make today and will not ever again. :)

i shall now allow myself to make such stuff again and let things i treasured suffer once more.


no more 2nd time
and im putting a good one soon.

IT'S THURSDAY. :)

FINALLY, all 6 projects are cleared!
and now i feel the sudden lightness in me.

the consistent project-ing load:
1. IBRC everyday
2. ONline everynight after i reached home
3. Spending alot of hours in school
4. late hours of sleep
5. due to projects, we start to karma-ing
6.laughing away for once and walk ard school in gang
7. crapping

for once, i get used to this kind of work load.
having things to do everyday, keeping me occupied every sec.

and today is GOOD DAY. good things/time always comes sweet and short and only once. or maybe bcos today is the last day of school.
IB went smoothly and our hard work had been paid off!
i really liked it today and i thanked all my dearest team members as tgt, we make it a team
and our IB textbook and effort had been paid off really really well! :) :)
*thumbs up*
really content. despite the adrenaline rush as well as tension for a moment.
and i like mr ramesh :)

now that everything is over.
i feel the emptiness.

and the time is short. have not got the chance to even have a proper farewell with carol
? is it suppose to be farewell? HAAA.
showing off some sentimental cells here.

time spent with her is GREAT. as we found ourselves belonging to the same frequency.
YTM-ing away and the recent fetish for BIG. HAHA.

i like the busy lifestyle. keep me away from spaceful ston-ing and thinkings.

and now. it's only left with one semester. :(
i'll really going to treasure every moment onwards.
not wasting away any as i've wasted alot already.

and now, i shall sit and awaits for the exam.

and last note: had a good look at YTM for the good o last time.
and still BIG is in it. :)

Bad feelings towards self-centered body.

the feeling is weirder and weirder.
stronger each day recently.


it's going to be so weird.
that it may just explode.

prove me WRONG.
before explosion occurs and things go the wrong and bad way.

im in love with AAA: aeroplanes. aviation. aerospace.

LOL.

freight forwarders.
shipping.
airfoil.
boeing.
JT9D
Engine parts
turbine
Vanes
Blades

and
the
terms
goes
on
..
.
.
.
.

(:

it's obvious and i dont know why the sudden.
seriously dont have any clue to it.

probably just that word, reflection.

do make reflections in order to know the truth yourself.

i dont like rabbits hiding and hopping around the grass and trees and bush
where i cant see you.

i dont like masked people.

anything you want to say or confront, come right up infront of me and tell me.

this classic of mine:
if you dont like my anywhere or anything, seriously say. not face to face maybe email,
text, sms or what to tell me.
so if so, i can change and that wont bothers you anymore.

rather than you kept ren ren ren to the extreme until cant bear with it anymore and then
for once, you exploded.

this is seriously worse i can say.

it's bad for both you and me.

i had these encounters for dunno how many zillions time.

it dont just bothers you,irritates you and sians you.
it do to me.
i dont want to get any other blows again.

so please. please SAY OUT if there is anything.

to solve everything. (:

it seriously wont work by keeping quiet, and then complaining and cursing at the other end
how it irritates your life.

you only know how to curse and complain. but you never try to work it to solve it.
and this also helps the party to change for the better.

i dont like the things and items and objects and person that i treasured to be destroyed
without trying to solve.

it isn't simple to just say cut means cut.

bad day today.
but somehow, kids killed it.

balloons.

head bursting.
cells killing.
oh so dead.


21st july is hitting, 28th july is hitting as well too.
with 6 projects not really like 1/3 done yet. NOT REALLY AFEW PARTS DONE.
with also 14th july week having 2 icas' papers.

this is reallllyyyyyyy GREAT. (: -> this is called FAKE smile.

i donno if i'm feeling stress.

HAHAHA.

got to......... strike HARD to clear away the projects demon and load.


it's all about sleeping and tv.

think of food at night and i feel like puking.
cause my headache stops me from those food temptations.

(:

GREAT. ->faking again.

LOL.

hello lilu.

i dont know and i dont even know.
what happened.....



CRM ica2 is D O W N.
6 projects is climbing onto my head nowwwwww.
with about 3 ica test around the corner tooooooo.


there's just so limited time to finish everything.

you have unlimited money budget
but you will always have limited time. because theres only 24hours in a day.
believe it or not. and you and i spent about less to or more than 10hours sleeping.
and the rest of the time? it's SO LOLLY PRECIOUS.

so what's the most precious thing on earth to you?
it's TIME.

even if you have the most precious thing that you and i love - money
but if you dont have the TIME to spend it, what for?

spending money in a rush? HUH!


LOLLY lulu bye. (:

beautiful day or not so actually.

i seriously forgotten what i want to blog, certainly isn't that good.

so i guess, im not really going to type that much for the part that
let photos fill the space then.

im lazy to log on. im lazy to type. im lazy to alot of things.

unsatisfactions leads to emptiness.

idea is just floating around and appear as and when they like.
they wont tell you what time they're coming.

this proves how long i took to finish my BM.
not even finished up to date now.

damnit damnit damnit.

用拳打和呐喊来发泄心中的纳闷吧。

everything just occurs like having a wavelength.

for one period, if u enter into the toliet in the shopping mall at a wrong timing,
you'll see a bunch of q all waiting for their turn.

for one period, if you enter into the toliet in the shopping mall at a right timing,
THERE'S PRACTICALLY NOBODY AT ALL in the cubicle.

with the fact that both period, the mall is crowded with people on a weekend.

and let me stress that, both occurred on the SAME TOLIET AT THE SAME LEVEL.
next,

for one period, there's suddenly so many ppl patronize a particular shop.
business suddenly became so good till your hands and legs tremble.

for one period, there's PRACTICALLY NOBODY patronize a particular shop.
business and the outley suddenly became so quiet and silent till your hands and legs
turned cold.

with the fact that both period, the mall is crowded with people on a weekend.

CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?


and i just saw a LEE uncle today and a balloon boy today.

anyway, i find kids DAMN COOL when they learn FENCING. :)

maybe i'm menopaus-ing.

and maybe

im pre period-ing.

LOL.


or maybe just cooping at home too long.

that when i stepped out of the house today, omg.
the feeling is so so so so different.


money problem. omg.

this is killing me.

im a insomnia freak that dont look forward to the morning.

out for a walk in a farway land.
where moon shines brightly leading the way

world is in crisis, and i am in crisis too

bm is really really a killer.
it really killed alot of my cells.







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i think i always ruined things. ARGH.
i hope this time round i didn't ruined things between you and me.
(:





































till then, i need to complete my bm.
it burns alot of my cells and i still got no idea.

okay. it's been a busy week.
and i HAVE NOT start on any of my school work yet.

dead meat, yes i am.

been staying at home with relatives at my house.
or been going out.

and seriously my school work is left untouched.
with 6 modules' projects coming on its way.
napfa too.
hectic. REAL.

i think....
that's about it at the moment.

i not too sure what to type.

i just feel so empty.

Im finally back like anything... like woah.

like WOAH i finally laid my fingers on the keyboard and da computer.
LOL

it's been says since i touched my keyboard and face my dearest monitor screen.

that's because :
1) im lazy
2) im busy
3) im tired
4) theres guest at my home over the weekend.

6/6/08:
HUIQI's birthday.
submitted STOMPaids proposal. yayness!
and i bought 2 sunflowers for HUIQI.
HAHA. sorry la. not nicely wrapped and not very nice.
i dont really like flowers to be so nicely wrapped until like the attention goes
to the wrapper more than the flowers itself.
HAHA
then.. i sew a star with eyes and mouth this time round for her. BUT!
she still commented on my star again~ LOL
next year get you nicer onesssssss.

then got home.
rushed home i can say.
cos i wanna seeeeeeeeeeeee myyyyyy baby niece! :D
LOL. damn cuteeee and funnnyyyy and niceeeee.
i like baby that is cute. i say again, CUTE.
LOL.

ok. so i practically will am staying at home whenever the baby is at home.
HAHA!

saturday. 7/6/08
goody day.
because.................................... I BOUGHT MY LONG AWAITED CAMERA
hahahahahahahahahah.
I KNOW THAT i can still bargain...... but i think the price is already ok to me la.
somemore so many FREE gifts!
one of the free gifts that really amazes me is that DIGITAL PHOTO FRAME.
OMGOSH THAT COOLIOS CAN. :D

and .... i bought..... NIKON P5100 :)

and i continued to play with the baby as usual loh.
eat like nobody's business.

sunday. 8/6/08:
oh man the baby is sick.
so i carried out all my toys collection for her to play...
but still sick.
:(

then..........

monday. 9/6/08:
my baby niece went home in the morning.
so went out for breakfast before she left.
then. got home.
got onto the bed and catches some sleep.
met up with sheena and the rest for movie - kungfu panda.
damn funny movie. that makes me really go HAHAHA.
then walked around~
and then................... home.

tuesday which is like finally today:
mad shopping tour with HUIQI.
hahahahaha. go with her finally bcos i think i bugged her quite alot also.
to go out with me go out with me.
she's a big buyer today.
and i bought her the tako BALLS maker set - 4.50 which she paid herself.
:) so im waiting for my TAKO BALLS.
i only bought a hat so randomly from daiso. HAHAHAHA
2bucks for a comfortable hat.
who dont like it :)

and man! im seriously caught in sucha financial problem.
i used cpf loan for my studies in poly and my mum's cpf.
and that her cpf is dried up and cant be withdraw under the withdrawal a/c
my sch fees cant be paid off.
and that they will talk with me about the outstanding fees.
damn damn damn -.-

so now.
i need to find more jobs.
currently i will be working on every sundays at united square
and yeayea.
some freelance here and there.
i need some FIXED jobs.
and i can be picky.

LOL

tmr is another busy day~
photo taking and fun fun fun.

i've got addicted to drinking starbucks and fillet o fish
that i NEED TO CONTROL.

upon seeing the email that NAPFA test is soon to come,
adrenaline just FLUSH through my whole body and back to my brain.

stopped at ep6.
totally hooked onto the computer like crazy.

dramas, dramas and more dramamamamass.

and sadly to say,

i've only gotten HRM done and it's only like 2/3 completed.

and i only gotten the design in mind.

not yet displayed out.

and the list goes on.

there's forever 101 things whereby you wont be able to finish

in your life.

when one is completed, another is in the way.

therefore, do not make your life miserable.

find fun and relax out of it.

:)

before i end,

i shall show you a pic of the day:

his roundness, white complexion and his dressing just

totally fits and suits him to the max. HAHAHA

just like a tako- yakiiiiii.

ohohohohohoh.

total ENGROSS-ing in gokusen 3.

despite the heavy workload im having on hand.

deserve death man. LOLOL.

gokusen 3 is nice. :]

dammnit. im going to rush finish the whole episode by tmr

at the same time working on assignment.


i know i'm lag and only catch hana kimi today following

ch56.

it's damn funny i can say.

MR ica.

HRM Resume

CRM call script

STOMPaids draft

IB analysis and finding.

quoting anymore?

yes. that's not the end yet.

during 2 weeks break,

there'll be:
Consumer behaviour project

HRM project

Brand mgt project.

but my itchy eyes just so glued to the drama. HAHA

I shall let this picture be here in my blog for good. :D

"where's my walking stick?"

TOTAL sian-ness after i read guiSAN's blog
-.-

omggggggggggggggggggggg.

LOL


anyway, forgot to add a last note:
BECAUSE of YOU GUYS, you all make me a happy kid yesterday!
:)))))

THIS is SERIOUS.

while it's still my day, i hereby will post something out of random
and something filled with lotsa THANKS and etc.

LOL.

so it's filled with............. THANKS and THANKS filled with touched moments.
and the first person to wish me when the night strikes 12am and turns
26th is....................................................... HUIQI.

i was doing my daily routine of TV-ing and reading newspaper
engrossing in miami ink and LA ink until...
when suddenly she called and i was about to switch off my phone and went to bed.
i thought she wanna a ride the next day to school or smthg.

then. it turned out to be that she wished my Happy Birthday and at the moment
i totally forgot about it until she called me. LOL
(still cant get over miami ink's Ami and Yoji)

okay. THANKS to her. she really called at 12am. HAHA.
THANKS :)

then also thanks to friends that wished me that night when it's 26th.
:)

and then. this morning.
wishes again and yes, thanks to all that wished me good :)
while on the way to school, sheena tricked me and i nearly got tricked. -.-
she said there's no lecture but luckily just nice JACE msg-ed me
and so i asked her and yea, theres lecture.
LOL

then after school,
its celebration in school's mac canteen.
always heard people celebrating their friends' birthday with
the singing of songs with cakes etc etc etc and it seems a TREND in nyp.
and today, it's freaky my turn. LOL

lucky it seems that at that point of time, there isn't much people in the
canteen. HAHAHAHAHA
im grateful and happy but just like you know, shyyyyyy.
and i tried to hide my shy-ness. LOL
(i bet now some people who read this may laugh till fall off their chairssss)

and to gs: i should give a slice of cake to my OG. HAHAHAHAHAHA

then the candles is poweful. it never dies off. the flame just keep burning and burning
like campfire's burning.

then, afew shockness came after the blowing of candles:

1) something happened to Joby and I'm seriously shocked at that moment.
SHOCKED at THAT moment.
2) DEAREST SARAH JANE CALLED FROM GERMANY to wish me Happy
Birthday. (and due to the fact that she called, i think i didn't said a proper "thank you"
to Stephanie and Vanessa when they passed me the presents = [my bad])
you know.. chaotic moments at that point with the first shocknes came. =

so hereby, THANKS to Joby, YanQi, Vanessa and Stephanie for the thoughtful
presents and their time :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
(i like the presents :) )

and THANKS for those who stay for that short period of time in the canteen.
that is just way enough already :) , at least to me.

then yes. the following is for SARAH JANE:
HEY MAN. im TOUCHEDDDDDDDDD that you called in the morning over at Germany
to wish me happyyyyyyyyyyy birthdayyyyyyy :)
nice timing you called but was a little too noisy at that point of time.
THANKS to pjj too! for wishing me :) :)
help me say thanks to him when you see this okayyyyyyyyyyyyy?
THANKSSSSSSS and i miss you too :) HAHAHA
and ping-er misses you too. and i bet yanqi miss you too. HAHAHAHA
and yea.. you have me in your heart still. LOL. that you rmb my birthday.

moving onnnnnnn.

had lunch at ichiban boshi over at suntec.
i had sukiyaki. :)
and it's gossiping session as usual.
then presents.

and the moment when i opened the card,
i LAUGHED until I SERIOUSLY CAN DIE STRAIGHT AWAY.
THE UNCLE IS DAMNNNNN FUNNY AND CUTE
and the way i look at him, the more i wanna laugh.
i think now, i'll have the tendency to keep taking out the picture
and look at his adorable whole body and LAUGH away~~~

BIG CREDITS to TAN GUI SAN ar. :))))))))))))
you know my type of unclesssssssss

LOL.
and nich says he club in MOS -.-
GUI SAN,is it true?

LOL.

Great uncle. :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

sooooo that's about it.
simple and yes, i enjoyed it :)
even though you may not do anything much
but atleast you showed a part of your face somewhere
or just dropping a sms or so..
i'll say a THANK YOU and i appreciated it. :]]

once again, it's not about the quantity but the quality.
:) simple and sweet.

thanks kelly for the present :)
thanks to joby, yanqi, vanessa and stephanie for the present as well


thanks to kuanwei,nich,linyu,hanleng, aaron,jianwei, guiSAN, sheena,
yiping and valeire for the presents and the cards esp the UNCLE picture.
^^b

and also

thanks to those who had wished me :)

it doesn;t matter how much you had done or so,
it's the sincerity that counts


:)


good night everyone......

may i continue to bring nonsense and craps and laughter and happiness
to everyone around me. LOL

it's back to homeworks, assignments and TV for now again.

the next time i'll blog about this will be next year.

but before i end this,

i got a serious NOTE/ MESSAGE to GUISHAN:
you said that you'll shower me with more love and concern for my remaining
poly life.
means after poly life and after we graduate, we wont be friends anymore?
guiSAN, that is saddening loh.
i'll go into depression loh.
that means that we wont be friends anymore after we graduate?
are you sure you can do without me? someone for you to bully?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

please replyto my tagboard or drop me a sms ;) (LOL)

went to bpp with HUIQI to crash the midnight sales shopping.
DAMN lots of people i tell you. it's even crowded than orchard road.
my GOSH.

and yesh, definitely. there's ALOT of sales and discounts going on.
and it's CRAZY sales, just like the crazy crowd.
not forgetting the fact that GSS just started.
bought quite a few things and not forgetting the fact that i received
my early bday present from............ HUIQI and 2Qis+1ting.
she paid it first and yea. THANKS to her though abit weird.
LOL. :]]]]] THANKS miss HUIQI.

so in the end, as a result from the midnight shopping,
we were carrying quite afew bags of stuff.

and err, the first time i even liked starbucks mocha more.
cos today they added smthg into the drink smthg java chips.
which makes it nicer :]

accompanied her to the night market in exchange of TOYS.
LOL.

that ends the night.

not, not fully.

dad suggest to go for a spin with my mum.
so he came to fetch me and down we went.

to alot of places:

geylang > chinatown > south bridge road > bugis >
arab street > ang siang hill >zion road > tahjong pagar >
clarke quey > boat quay> tiong bahru> orchard > dempsey hill

okay. these are the road names that we passed by and went through.

my dad is just like the singapore map. you name the place, he'll drive you there.

and through all these, i get exposed to the road and the places and somehow
i know where and where.

i've to mention that dempsey hill is a nice place for dining, chilling and simply
relaxing. :]

but it'll be a trouble in getting to the place as it tends to be a lil messy
getting around the area.

but yea, it certainly is a nice place :]

alright. that ends the night.

good night everyone~

hair sucks now. cause i just rebonded it.

it looks like straw hays now.

so laugh together with me HAHA
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MIAMI INK
-season3- is back! :]

that airs every sunday at 11pm.
YEA MAN. now i got smthg to watch over the weekend :]]]]

IM BACK PEOPLE.
comp is alive once again.

getting used to this kind of situation already -.-

i got to control.
before i spend away money that i reserved for my camera.

BHUQWAAdg.

GOT TO CONTROL the money.
LOL

i need money
because i need to get alot of things.
to kill anxiety, to kill wants, to kill alot of things.

LOL.

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went to NTU on saturday with my friend.
the school is BIG, the school is NICE,
the school got SAKAE,SUBWAY. HAHAHA.
and canadian pizza toooooooooooooo.

accompanied her to attend this talk whereby the sch
has accepted and offered her this double degree course
in biomedical and chinese medicine.

the school is WOAH. and new. :)
the buffet is tempting.
everything is so COOL.

school life once again.:)
it's actually so great if minus away the examination part.
HAHA!

student leader is cool and friendly too ;)
just that i pity my friend that she may have the probability
of getting a classmate that is kinda........ proud?
LOL =X

and NTU makes me think of cool guy. LOL
sadness. soon, i'll forget about his face already. LOL!
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okay.
last year to go already.
shant waste anymore time.

got to fully utlitise the time in campus
utlitise the facilities, more running and slacking
at the field and many moreeeeeeeee






:]

the sichuan's 7.9 earthquake hits the newpapers and headlines like mad today.
it is indeed something really serious and bloody.

i can say it's a bloody incident which no ones wants it to happens of course.
but who can prevent natural diaster?
i doubt there's no 100% prevention to it.

they comes as and when they like and goes off in a cool way
leaving behind dead bodies and lonely souls.

trust me, take a look at any papers on the streets.
the photos are gross and bloody.
heads without body, bloods and everywhere.

but is it true that no one can really tells when will the natural diaster arrives?

i dont really think so that way.

afew days ago,
news reported that 10millions of toad or smthing frog lookalike moves
house and together as an army, they cross the roads of china.
this certainly caught my attention and at that point of time,
the news was just saying that like due to the hot weather, they're moving
to somewhere better.

probably at that point of time, people tend not to think that far yet.

but today. when the earthquake slashes the headlines,
the toad article was once mentioned again, this time round.
they then realised that it is actually a pre-diaster arrival signal.

does anybody realise it when it was reported days ago?
not only when things happened.

so does it mean that it is useful by detecting any pre-diaster signals
given by the nature?

i think it is really useful.

just like how the news quoted.

if an analyst is able to be observant to notice that during rainy days,
the sky is fire red
and animals with 4 legs will start to behave differently and panickly,
often wanting to leave the cages and fleed immediately,
and those crawling creatures will all start moving house.

and yes indeed, before the earthquake strives,
animals in the zoo behaved differently and wild.
elephants using their trucks to bang heavily on the cages and stuff.
which brings shock-ness to the zookeepers

this just proven smthg: some signals that something is going to happen.

and if analyst is observant enough to notice all these and take it seriously,
maybe there may be some preventions? hmmmmm.

it is indeed strong that animals has a strong instinct to detect
when will a diaster arrives.

because they dont have what we humans have - ability to talk
and IQ.

but in exchange, they have real strong instincts towards their environment.

so it is so definitely important to be able to notice of our environment
and react to any weird behaviours by our fellow animals.

so let's all now start to pay more attention around the environment.

we can stop natural diasters from coming, but somehow we may
come up with prevention from having it worsen the situation?

for those that dunno what im chanting about, do flip today's newpapers
and watch the news.

and do keep a lookout on the toad's article. it's is really interesting
to see 10millions of toads waiting to cross the roads.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

this is so bad. LOL

RING RING RING.

something to declare over here.

1. it's not an EMO post.
2. i'm not pointing to anybody like i ALREADY said.
3. im not trying to hint something
4. dont drag my dear friend down just because i typed somebody's name
over here.

LOL

the post is just like 论文.
it's just like you writing a composition.

im just

1. expressing something out
2. explaining why i always bug her. LOL! cos she say i always flood her inbox.
3. expressing my view on smthg.

if not all of you gona die from the daily stuff.
"today i ate.......... today i did........ today i go......."

so please do not mistaken of what i've written.
im not EMO-ing and not even pointing to anybody.

i just want to explain and also express at different points of view.

so please understand :)
READ it CAREFULLY and not by judgemental or negative view.
read it as like more to expressive view.

whatever shit i typed,

lucky she understandss.
伟大的朋友。
to my that dear friend,
放心。不是在说你每次没空！！！！！！！
真的真的。
非常肯定再肯定不是在说那方面。
so change away that nick!

每次没空无所谓，最重要的是：
每次要想起我的存在。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
要想起我的好。有什么东西都要和我分享。
就足够了。
朋友不一定要每次都有空陪。
会吓死人。LOL

fan si le. becos of the post.
-.-
damn fan si le.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. :)

dont just because of the overall that it looks emo,
and conclude it that way.
dont look at it at the wrong angle.

My heart draws a dream.

KEN KEN. HYDE HYDE :D

will the dream that my heart draws come true?

side track abit.

ごくせん３ <3

it's going to be theeeeeeee 3rd batchhhhh alr.

no more akanishi jin. BUT! one of the main lead will be the guy that's acting

sky of love. HIRO. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

ok.
i like this show and so i like afew unclessss from the show.
one of them is da kind chef :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i want to watch the show again. HAHA.
only if i got mobtv account now. :)
i'll go crazyyyyy over alot of things for sure. lol.

i like unclessss and the like in the sense is a different like to those
LOVE kind. :)

and now, i dunno whether is my computer setting problems or
the provider's problem.
that i could not surf almost all the webpages and websites.

oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnn.

i could NOT surf almost all webpages and this is killing me.

=

Where is it?!!!! When will it be coming?

i got smthg to announce:

i want to burn away smthg .
which is fats.

hahahahahhahahahahahaa.

i catch ball-less during lectures.
i couldn't do any tutorial questions.
there seems so difficult to me.

omgosh.

i think work stuff seems easier to me now.
>:)

people is the most difficult to study on.
there's no enough books and studies that can completely talk about
human beings and its behaviour and its thinking.

and it's just so amazing.
i think it can take u 3 lifetimes or even more to fully understand humans.
bcos you urself is also human.


alright people.

marche?
food with me?
HAAHA

It's been a week since sch opens.
totally cannot get used to it.

omg.
becos its just too get used to the working situation and style.
everything is just so calm and slack and quiet around except
for the hectic workload.
other than that, it's just sitting down, air-con-ing, looking
at guys and doing your work.

HAHAHA!

school is damn crowded. trust me. OMG.
DAMN crowded.
pathway has turned into an expressway.
heavy traffic and fast motion.
LOL =p

so thinking of lunchtimes now,............
i dont even wanna go think about it.

URGH.

i want someone mighty.
a coollllllllllllll personnel. HAHAHA!

and unbearable weather these few days!
i think ever since going to end IPP that period or so
omg.
i think i can melt when put under the sun for just a little while.

the weather is making me so uncomfortable.
until i feellllllll like making myself feel damn cooling and cold and shiok.
but ice cream and freezy drinks is not in my list.

i guess.................. it's only air-con and pillows that is in my list.
HAHA!

to kill this bad weather~!

URGH!

and i guess maybe a cool guy can help me to kill this bad weather.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAHAHA
during my ipp, i dont feel hot cos got cool guy around.
LOL!
omgosh. lame-ing around.

okay dokay.

my hands are real itchy. im really wanna get A camera.
still really cant make up my mind on which to get. =/

been eating today.

I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE.

for a brighter future that i can eat even more,
i need to RUN like mad and exercise like MAD.


:)

cool guy please. HAHAHAHHAA

one classic standard phrase:
TIME FLIES.

yes indeed it really really is.
through this 11 weeks, i gained alot.
i gained on things which i will never never will do before.

weirdness and uncomfortable upon tmr's sch opens.
just kept on thinking weirdly about tmr's sch.
i guess is just bcos i get used in working everyday.
waking up early and reach the company at 730 every morning
turning on the computer and start facing outlook express mail
and start working all the way till 3.50.

the familar environment which accompanies me for that 11weeks
everyday without fail.

and just as i said, im damn weird.
once i got used to a environment and all,
if im going to leave, i'll just feel so damn weird and uncomfortable
and i'll just think abt the environment all day long.

maybe this is also the reason why between me and him.
i guess im just so oh get used.

so i guess next time once i settled down with one job and make sure it's a good one,
i wont leave anymore.

if not, i dunno how many times of sadness and weirdness im going to feel.

and i can predict soon im going to have this sympton again.
when i graduate and leaves NYP.

i really think im a odd-ball.
just when ppl cant wait to clean their butt and leave
i still cling on to the environment.
just becos of too getting used for the moment and never wanna leave.

aww. so turning one big round.
im just going to say that i'll miss the placeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

just like how last time i missed c h e e r s.
LOL
guaguagua.

i think the ppl do plays a big part la.
:)

everything ended in a rush on friday.
that's how i think it's always good to settle every touching moments
a day before.

they organised farewell lunch for me.
KFC-ed.
and then even the big boss in the department joins in the fun
and trust me, omg. they're just so lame and funny
and i always enjoyed listening to their chats just like listening
to some radio station.

it's really fun :)

and always they'll be laughing like mad.
and you can hear that it's pure joking and lame-ness.

that's how i fond of the place too.
the people over there!

and of courseeeeee.
smthg abit dots over here.
i definitely going to miss the cool guy like anything now -.-
omgoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i cant see him anymore.
=(

HAHAHAHAA.

okay. so ended up thurs i carried lots of things home.
thanks for the bag that they gave.
been feeling so bad that they always treat me to food, bla bla bla
and even got my a bag!

so i just got the thought to buy them each a chicken essence
and some chocolates and of course a card. :)

and friday is most hectic trust me.
i missed out a everyday-task-to-do on that very last day of mine. OMG
but nvm.

LOL

sup gave me alot of company's gift.
and now my table is full of stuff,stuff and more STUFF.

bags of emails, company's gifts, customer's gifts which my boss bought from
america, chocolates which i placed on my desk(TONS OF THEM) trust me.
LOL

and im so addicted to having a office table with every thing you name it
you got it.

so i'll going to make sure that my home desk can do it too.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

omgoshness again.

okay, so for once im a happy kid.
cos thurs and friday i've been happily carrying papers which
made me happy and presents and chocolates.

then saturday my table is even filled with stuff from huiqi.
a keychain she ordered.
and stuff from japan by her sis.
and my bag from spree.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

shiokness that's explain why im a happy kid.
LOL

and i certainly lack of sleep now.
LOL.

friends came to eat steamboat and stayover.
but i think the weather is just so bad for....... steamboat
LOL
damn humid and hot and anything related to hot here.
and then my cats are creating havoc.
guaguagua.

ok. i certainly seriously hoping to make sure that the amulet
can make my wish come true~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


okay, enough of shiokness and everything.

now, i cant wait to get my camera.
MY CAMERA.

and this is smthg so true.

in order to gain something, something of the same value or so has to be sacrificed.

i think this is just part of life.
you cant have everything good to yourself.

give and take.

you take smthg good and of cos u gona exchange with smthg good too.

just like buying something.

so... im just going to face it.

attachments makes me have something to do and look forward to everyday
without thinking much.

it's all just friends and attachment. it's like a hiding place for me.

now no more attachment.
omgosh........

anyway, it's final year in poly.
so let's just rock and roll around poly for the last year!

before you starts to say "TIME FLIES"
quickly treasure the time you have now.

gd nights everybody :]

cant imagine i havent started on my report and yet i can spent
the energy on typing on a blog entry.

HAHAHA

そして神戸

the old never dies. it still remains.

58th kouhaku. with the cool five.

same.

55th kouhaku. with the gospellers.

in the earlier years.

sorry. abit oldies over here. HAHA

i got affected for a moment.
for 2 moments
for 5 moments.

and that's it.

i never want to mention it again.
:]

last week of IPP.

really nice people i have and good working experience.
though it's tagged customer service.
and that i know nuts about engine parts still up to date today.

i will miss everything there.
the shipping
the engineers
:]

any kind soul out there would want to go marche to eat cakes with me?
HAHAHAHAHAHA

moreover you see, my birthday is coming ok?

how sad can it be.

all for this birthday, i just want camera and cakes and warmth
from people around me.

okay.
counting down to 2more weeks.
omgosh. that's really really really really fast.

today's last day for those SP IA student.

and soon, 2 more weeks and it's my turn.

by then, got lots of things to settle.

i need to back up all my emails and stuff
prepare everything and my task before i leave.

not forgetting that report.

which my colleagues asked me a really good question.

"did you learn anything here?"

then giving me that kind of look.

HAHAHA.

im getting no life.
:

so 2 more weeks to year3.

what to say. only 2 word: time flies.
really.

i'll miss school.
thinking that far when im like havent even start my year 3 life.

sad life.

LOL.

i said no to 2 ferrero rochers today.
hahahahaha.
i scared they may put some medicine inside for me to eat.
LOL

goodnight ppl. enjoy your weekends :]

STICKY MUCUS going to stick with me for these few days already.
irritating deep phlegm too.

hahahahahaha.

been attacked by this word called "germs and bacteria"
i guess this war will not end soon. not that soon :]

i am trying to learn not to be that sensitive anymore.
which is suppose to be a very good thing.
uh hmmmmmm. :)

money money come to me.

because...

huiqi tell me to rebond myhair again cos my hair looks like auntie now
(HAHAHAHA)
i want to get my camera
i want to eat more
i want to save more :)

what do you use your brain for?
thinking?
imagining?
functioning?

what do human use their brains for?

it isn't actually a tough question.

look at that.
long long long stretch of big lorries and trucks
parking dead waiting to cross over to Johor.
and it's happening EVERYDAY.
:

hokey.
it's just my luck recently though my luck doesn't help in money issue.
that it makes me bumped into good sales assistant for these 2 days.
GRANIPH thumbs up for da' service :]
MINI BITS for today while finding huiqi up. thumbs up for da' service too :]

it's hardly to be able to meet sales assistant like them nowadays, seriously.

it draws down the tension when you just enter the shop.
built up conversation with them, esp the one in MINI BITS.
holla. we talked like we're friends. LOL.
and she said i kept smiling and she saw me before in marina sq. O_o

thumbssssss up :)

okay dokey.
i saw the moon slowly popping up.
and trust me.
at this time now 10:12pm,
the moon is orange with the background dark.
round and it's slowly rising up.
it just feels like HALLOWEEN.

pumpkin orange matches with black.

it's really cool
really really really.

alright people.
good nights :]

15th moon is bright and round tonight.
good sight :]

so that explained why my father brought all of us
for some "moon-sighting" session.
LOL.

from NTU then to TUAS.
hahahahahahahahaha.
and now i know that my workplace is nearer to
the "exit" and not that far and ulu.
TUAS SOUTH is a OMG place.
figure it out yourself.

im dying soon
dying~~~~

i seriously feel the aftermath badly now.
after that 123456789... days.

i think i seriously slow.
slow
slow
SLOW

i want to do alot of things.

but it's now all alone working it out.

bwuahd./

i need a boyfriend. LOL
:)

take care all my friends.
today is public holiday
which means we got 3 good days to rest and play!

HAPPY HOLIDAY-ING!

i seriously need somebody to talk to.

Climbing in bonds in the company.
good people around :)
building relationships with them.
but at the same time, more and more worried
that i may take them for granted and be less careful
in words and tone.

but well, there're GOOD people and now i TREAT outlook
express like my MSN.

HAHAHA!

lucky there's afew to keep me accompany in my email la.
make me look forward to read some emails.
:]

met with SARAH JANE at her block to pass her presents
and some crafty work i sew (fyi, i sew for the first time)
*proud of myself* though my skills still not very good

HAVE A SAFE TRIP MAN! :)

ok okay.
that's about it.

i'm still floating with no support.

my last present and card to him goes out with silence
without appreciations,thanks and so.
i dont even know how's it and if it's okay.
it's like a pre-break up gifts and presents
which i still thought i could make him happy.
not the money part that i feel wasted
is my effort i feel wasted.

I start to feel the aftermath.
which is obviously super slow.

i feel empty without him around.
i feel lonely cause i got no one to talk to.
there suddenly got a fire missing.
that warmth coming round surrounds me is gone.

can you find me someone
that is tall,got fats,got warmth,faithful,100%true,
had few ex gf,loyal,mature thinking,able to scold when in wrong,
able to think far,practical,able to amend/edit the pave that i made
and someone that you claim is better than you?

can find me somebody like that for me?

i lost a major part in my life.

it's just so empty.

and maybe that's why im starting to get more sensitive in my
friendship. :(

badbad.

and soon to be able to VIEW THE LONG WAITING RESULTS.

so dont wanna blog anymore.
i want to focus on results part

cause please, this is my very first time that i got
no confidence at all.
thinking all negative starting weeks back.

OMGOSHENESJGEWFNDGJT

Koizora.

nice movie.

standard heart warming touching love story.
this time round, it's the guy that contracted with cancer.

simple sweet sad and heart warming movie. :)

and the 2 male characters is good looking in different sense.
:))
and they're both faithful and sweet.
one like a river.
one like a tranquil ocean.

and i love those kinda simple sky photos.
clear and simple.
sky, flowers, water and grass.
awesome scenery - calming.

and where's my guy now?
When can i stop walking alone the path that crossed someone's?
will you be my sky?

It's really a nice movie. people, go watch it.
but if you're not into sobbing love story. better not.

:)

Can i have you one day?

HMMMMMM.

(didn't want to think that much anymore)



This is a tough question nobody can predict and see.



Fish n co on friday.
with collegues.

Seoul garden on saturday
with huiqi and her sister and bf later joined us.

and teppanyaki on sunday.

how great it is.(yea right)


talking about seoul garden.
damn. we stayed down there from 5 to 10. LOL
omgoshies yesyesyes.

good food rolling in.

and it's time to roll out some fats.



i certainly do.

i need jogging like mad now. :)

:)


met out with yanqi and sarah jane just now.
grabbed a day with ms sarah before she fly away
to germany.
just a simple day out.
though it is, but i do enjoyed :)
IT show. crowded with people. cheap deals everywhere
seriously.

Lastly. i do not know what to blog anymore.

i just need job now.

okay, here to update a lil.

to ber, sarah jane and two Qis.
i want to get camera like this cause if i were to get
something slim and common, then i shall just stick
with my hp camera. HAHAHAHAA. :)
i wanna snap good photos for good.

and then. the megapixels is 8.0x for this model.
with super macro, and 8 functions to choose from.
the functions is good :)

and no worries. it's not bulky at all. though
it's fatter then the usual ones. =/

and frankly speaking, those normal slim camera
doesn't really fancy me =/
that explains the reason why so many years after the camera
launches, i dont buy one yet.

and this further explains why im SUAKU. HAHA.

yeayea. though slimmer ones can be easily portable,
easily bring around when going out shopping and stuff.
and maybe sometimes i'll like slimmer camerassss.

but i think i'll stick with those kind still.

though......
i may sense that maybe after i get those kind of camera,
i may suddenly feel like wanting a slim camera when i see
friends having it.
LOL. fickle minded can -.-

lastly, thanks for your precious opinions. :)

SARAH JANE, seriously please meet up with me
and.......... yanqi a day before you fly away.
and that i'll pass you smthg precious to you before
you flyyyyyyyyyyy awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
haha :)

Lotsa movies coming up like madcow running,
let me know if you want to come watch them with me.

work has been good. despite the workload still.
haha. :)

have a nice weekend everybody.


i dreamt..

This is it.

I wanna get it.

Initially wanna get another model. but oh well, that's

totally out of my budget right now.

somemore im not a professional. HAHAHA.

so people, do give me your comments and opinions if

you have any. :)

cos i never buy a camera before. so

abit SUAKU here.

pardon me :))))

i got the urge i got the urge i got the urge i got the urge
i got the urge i got the urge i got the urge i got the urge

i go the urge to tell him.

but i just cant do it.
i cant say it all out.
cause im just so afraid that i'll ruin everything.
the state that we are now in.

it always stopped there/.

it's soon going to piled up and cemented there.

but still.. i really really got that urge.

tell me what to do. :/

it's fast, how amazing can it be.
cheeky isn't around still.

and that it's going to be 4th week.


it's already over 1month.
how great or should it be how bad?

i not sure. :[

ATT: HUIQI
From: TOMATO

once you see this urgent beep*, please reply to meeeeee.
HAHAHAHA. i seriously need to see YOUR REPLY.

okay. it's 3rd week FINALLY.
cool guy cut his hair.
his initial hairstyle is nice and make him look uper cool.
but now, :/ no more extra cool-ness added to him already.
not that cool anymore. :[

im going to get my baby real soonnnnnnnn
just wait for me :]
when i get MONEY.
i cant wait that damn seriously.

and i seriously need another jobs, anybody has any good deal?
HAHAHA.
and u'll notice the job ends with a s.

mahmod is funny.
and he seems to become my communication buddy during worktime.
LOL. :]
which is cooollllll.

and cheeky no where to be seen these few days. :/

HOT SUNDAY i must say.

:

it's HOT peopleeeeeee.

weird feeling~

and it's monday once again TOMORROW.
oh gosh.

i dreaddddddd cause of the workload.

i dreamt and i can see the workload is piling up and

coming towards me already. :[

saying hello to me alreadyy.

Anyway, went to spend a day at the sentosa ytd.

out to the NATURE. :] yea man!

then later in the night to cafe del moar.

it's s e n t o s a day.

nothing special over at the cafe del moar.

it's just like some hang out place at the beach :]

with beds and daybeds around.

maybe cause it's nighttime already

and that the toliet has shower rooms.
hahahaaaa.

simple day at the sentosa.

nice scenery.

and so, i cant wait to get my camera in my hands SOON.

:]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

okay, aftermath is i think i gotten myself some heatstroke or

smthg lidat. -.-

i just feel like eating tons of COLD WATERMELON,

COLD FREEZY DRINKS and stuff.
NO FOOD for me these few days.

just feed me with all the cold stuff.

hahahaaaaaaaaaa.

:]

yea. :]

cool people.

Im losing the grip of you.
Im losing the power of you.
Im losing. Im losing soon....

Im going to start running. running away.

I keep stopping the urge to prompt that topic.
ARGH.
but well, it's still not bad either.
:] i guess we are still alright in this state.

Work starts to be alittle more fun each day.
despite the never ending workload.
my collegues have been suffering more than me.

funny people around.
nice e-mails around, like from mahmod!
haha. he's a funny uncle. :]
thought he would blow off when i send wrong name. HAHA.
then shipping bunch of guys.
and that BLUR GOGGLE uncle.
and afew guys to drool at.

to gs and nic:
hey. i saw my BLUR GOGGLE uncle today.
and that he looked very blur with the goggles on.
looking at fruit and choosing fruit.
then when he paid and walked off,
his wintermelon dropped onto the floor.
HAHAHA.
then he picked it up and checked if his melon is ok
with his BIG GOGGLE on.
LOL. :]
uberly cute to the max.

and i havent got the chance to wear the goggles on.
i shall do it one day and purposely walk pass the HIGHLY dangered
area. :))
before i leave that place.

so yea. you can see that i'm starting to catch some fun in my workplace.
:)

afew cool guys to drool at too.
hahahahahahaha.
which i realised recently then.
not bad la huh.

today is the 15th!
it marks the end of CNY.
it also is the Chinese Valentine's day
it's also the full moon night
it's also a thursday.

tonight, the full moon gona brings a feeling of loneliness
atleast to me.
:(

silent night.

i seriously want to get a camera soon.
so i can start shooting around, with val sometimes too.
and i realise my hse area has perfect spot to take photoshoot.
like theres just this railway track afew blocks away from me.
old shophouses afew blocks away from me.
so just look at these.
isn't this gona be good good spots for phototaking?
uh huhhhhhhh :)

last note,

Happy Chinese New Year for the last one,
Happy Chinese Valentine's too.

have fun eating rich balls away~

:)

and to qiqiqi and a ting!
i misssssssssssssssssss the fruit cake at Marche seriously.
so seriously
damn seriously.

i fall in love with it!

and come on, give me a guy.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL
for this 2008.

i desperately have the urge to message.
message.
message.
hold on to the hp. type it and the HUGE urge to hit
the send button.

but in the end, i always didn't and end up throwing it
into draft.

when then can i send it?

im afraid that after i hit the send button, that's the end of the world.

i'll make the situation even worse.

but at the same time,
i desperately want to know alot of things.

How's you doing.
Whether do you still hold thoughts of me.
and stuff that's like personal and not for my audience.

ARGHHHH. GOAR.

work the 2nd week.
still cant get the hang of it.
but somehow or rather i do.
especially the part when i can walk around
to the shipping department.

and now i know what kind of job im looking for.
:]

dinner-ed.
walked around.
and i got myself a damn old tee.
LOLOOLOL.
but well, the size was like abit tight -.-

simple day after work.
just to create some L I F E.

tmr's back to WORK again.

GOSH. :

as much as i know
i still love you. i still think of you.

even when im stressed over struggling to stay floated in my workplace.
lol.

but i know these are all useless.
and im just too tired to think about it anymore.
except for the few occassions that u popped in my mind.

i had tried my best. my very best.
all my might. all my energy.
all my hope.

it seems useless now.

i all drained up.
it's as dry as ikan bilis.

i just want to sleep everyday after workkkkk.

damn tired. gets tiredddddd x2 that easily
ever since i started working.

ahhhh~~~~~~~~~~

i need SLEEP. FULL SLEEP

gosh.
this means that i cant be able to watch TV shows, online longer
shop longer and eat the food i stocked at home more.
means its like out from home. and by the time i got home.
my eyes are so dried up and i got to strain my eyes till
my eye bag look like puffy fish.
then cant wait to really get bathed in just like 5secs
and then lied on the bed and sleep.
its just like -.-
no quality time for me to eat, sleep and online.
HAHA!
all i want for is a very long sleep. :]
a full long sleep.

and hey. cny is not yet over.
but just tell me why this yr's cny is sucha boring, quiet and
mono one.
just tell me why.
TELL ME WHY.


great day out with qiqiqi~ and a Ting!
haa.
marche.
and yesh. ooooooww.
their cakes are heavenly o nice.
:]
and damn i forgot to take down their nice photos.
the fruit cake is pretty colourful and nice and yummy.
solid serving as well.
the fudge cake is just nice. not too sweet.
and of cos it's chocolately.
:]]]]]]]
oh god.
im sure going back for their cakes again.
their FRUIT CAKE.
wooohoo.
and maybe i'll just settle bx's present by treating a cake.
HA!
at the same time, i could kill my temptation as well~
:]

good food, good people.
bad energy power, bad timing spent tgt.
LOL.

tired la.

and i killed and grabbed a bag out of m)phosis sales.
not bad huh. :]

and gosh. it's only sat and im like stress over the workload
im going to start doing on monday during mon.
that.........
i dreamt of it ytd night.
oh gosh.
im stress over whether im able to handle the workload starting on mon.
becos its like it's going to be ME that runs the major daily reports for customers,
reports status and stuff.
OMG!
important stuff which runs by temp staff initially and now it's me.
i just cant get off the thinking of what's going to happen on monday.
like running dono how many company's report and then email to them?
then fax?
then status?
-.-
PLEASE BLESS ME THAT I CAN HANDLE IT WELL AND SMOOTH ASAP.

it can just get so stress.
on top of that, i didn't absorb much from handover.
bcos everybody is just so busy.
and i got to buck up on my english command.
cos i'll be like replying to customer's email.
and the customer is like one person, it's a COUNTRY, MAIN COMPANY.
ARGHHH.

tell me. im not the only one struggling?

completing work within the hours of worktime.
OH MAN.
please dont let me dream of it again tonight.
i need SLEEP.

and stop it stupid running nose.
recently i just catch a cold practically every midnight.
and i got to like wake up and sneeze for how many zillion times
and blow my nose like never ending then get back to slp.
some flu bug attacked me only during midnights.
cough too.

-.-

some lack of proper slacking kid blogging here about her stress.

okay. for commerical reasons,
i couldn't blog in details about attachment.
wanna know more, you can ask me anytime.

just in short and sweet notes,
it's only the 3rd day.
and theres quite alot of stuff going on and LOTS of things to
do everyday and learn.
cause i got to like absorb from the handover BY THIS WEEK.
and then besides learning, i got lots of things to do on hand.
that makes me having overtime like ytd and today.
but well, good welfare i can say. ask me more.

and the place consist like 90% of guys. OMGOSH!
haha!

okay. so im considered lucky.
that i can to get at chinese restaurant with my department's
staff and managers.
omg!
say im lucky.
haaa
though im like the youngest over in the department and everyone
just seems to be like my uncles and aunties. haha!
and im like the niece.
=P

HAA!

okay.
do ask me more.

and im tired everyday -.-

i need LIFE!

lonely quiet empty cny this year.




and tmr is gona be a big big day
=(

There's many things that i wanted to tell you.
but there may not be chances anymore.
things that i've learnt and realised.
things that i wanted to share with you.

maybe it had turned one sided.
that it's time to put a full stop to it.

i dreamt of him.
and its a +ve one.
does that meant something?

gobbling and eating away~
CNY goodies are goody lovey.
muhahahahaha.

im going fatter each day in this manner.
lol. X)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
新年快乐!

let's HUAT this year together. :]

May it be a fruitful year.
一个丰收年。
Grab hold of chances and get success out of it.
aim high!

chinese new year is a great festival.
many things to prepare for it, many traditional customs and
food that can be eaten during chinese new year only.
food like shun and suan ( leek).
then mandarin oranges.

then flowers that only blossom during chinese new year.
customs every chinese new year

i like keeping these kind of traditional customs around.
it's like if we dont keep, what's gona happened next time
during my generation.

had a great laugh today at my grandmother's house today.
hearing all my aunties speaking broken english.
it's super cute and funny.
cause my cousin married to a british man.
and so.....
everyone is like trying their best to speak their english
to communciate with him.
hahahahahahaha.

on a heavier note, grandmom was applied to go home for
chinese new year for 2 years before going back to hospital.
she slimmed down real lot.
it hurts to see her in this state. where just few months ago,
she's still okay.
not like now.

alright.
KELLY: yesyes, we'll go sentosa soon.... brenda cant wait alr =/ haha.
YANQI: YANQI~ im touched to see your tag here. really appreciate it :)
Long time since we last gone out le. we'll go out often soon!
I will call you out de. haha! after work to complain to each other.
haha. :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

HUIQI & LIQI: dont worry. there wont be 100% post on "that topic". haha.



lastly, GONG XI FA CAI :]

the cold breeze makes me feel like taking a walk. a quiet one
so that i could reminiscence. however, the rain started to pour heavier
each time.i perfectly like this weather now. though its coldddddddd.

i dono where to start on it.
Nways, the following part may be abit to myself.
not to my blog audience.

i certainly hope that you would know that
i still carry you in my heart and mind whenever i goes.
while im trying to breathe in new air, theres this little creature
and shadow running in my mind. and that's you.

they say that failed relationship is essential for one to grow. indeed,
i grow. but does that mean that there's no good ending after you learnt it
and grow through it? yes, u may say there will be good ending but with another
different better person. but hey no, i just wanted someone i've been with again.

will that mean that failed relationship makes you grow but at the same time,
you gona lost that person that makes you grow forever and ever?

i collected and placed each of them together.

as time goes, both parties may tend to be more demanding? may easily
be triggered and bored of all the nonsense and put up with one's nonsense.

when conflicts occured, and a serious one.
that could meant that both parties had grown up, different perspective in life.
after time of putting up with each other's nonsense.

probably in this stage, it's called love had mature. both parties had matured too.
therefore, it causes different opinions and stuff which is different from the beginning.

those sweet, loving days. "i dont mind your nonsense".

once relationship is stablised, grow as time goes.
definitely both will grow together as the relationship as well as the love.

BUT.

after each has realised, each has grown up, each has changed as each grow up,
each has matured, love has matured.

and the side effect may be sick and tired, fall in feelings.

but will there be a day when, each realised how love can be different and
how love matures and grow which is intangible.

and after all these, both can get back?

and that this is just part of how love grows.?
初期阶段- 爱快萌芽 -萌芽了。

maybe love is just like how a person grow up.
love grows too. in intangible form. as time goes.
you and me never know how love look likes, how love come from.
the only thing we know is that love is in a form of emotional expressions.

it's just like how a person grow up. in between during puberty stage,
there are alot of unstability, uncertainly and emotional unstability.
but once this stage is cleared, everything is back and okay. and may be better.

love can be break down into stages.
during its introduction stage, this is where love is blind, love is numb.
everything is wonderful and beautiful. everything is like perfect as long as
with you around. lovey dovey and that love is in the air. i dont mind your nonsense
i dont mind your bad habits.

in this stage, it allows you to further understand your partner and sees them in
various angle. in and out of them.

this stage put you into a test to fully understand each other and if it's going to be
working out well.

if you cleared this stage,

here comes the growth stage.
where slowly, you and i grow. there'll be times when frequent conflicts, quarrels popping out.
i cant stand your this and that. putting alot of your own temper and putting your own
usual way of doing things into your partner.
it's just like getting sick eating chicken rice everyday.

this stage put a test to whether are you able to handle things well together with your partner?

then here comes the most hard to understand stage.

Maturity stage.
when situations like "i cant stand your nonsense anymore" "i cant stand it anymore"
"i am sick and tired of all these".
unstability occurs in this stage.
the duration may be long or short.
this is where love grows as one grows.
love is grown together as one grows. as it is found in part of your body.

this stage put you in a test.
if after all these, both of you realise that we have all grow up.
perspective of things changes.
and after the unstability over, all of you can get back together.
strong as now each of you know what is really going on.
you had cleared this stage.

bad incidents is just a part in the maturity stage.

is that how to say it?
what will results in my maturity stage?
when will it end?

will he be holding on strong and think at it?

is that how to say it?
damn. im struggling to express all these thoughts into words.
which is seriously a HARD task for me. -.-
dictonary, come into my mind now.

uh. i dono.


i tried to breathe in new air, stepping on cement concrete floor w/0 you around.

this weather makes me wanna go for a walk maybe at...... botanic garden or somewhere.
which i can enjoy quietly in the tranquil beauty of nature.

i misses you.

something out of that topic for this entry.

it teared and pained me when i watch the drama at 1pm
on saturday.

the drama may be just acting for audience to watch and may
not be true,
but it depicts the life of elderys and the eldery society in Singapore.

how many people really understand the life they're undergoing
during their golden age?

common issues like unable to work, illness, sickness, spending
golden old age alone and stuff.

with worrying about expenses and when will they leave this world.

alot of issues. and normally, these issues pained me.

on a lighter note,
theres a group of elderly that are really living in good health to
the age of 102 and that amazes me.

maintaining good health, having children and grandchildrens around
able to live on his own and stuff.

this respect me.

i will want to do smthg for them a day. :]

Thanks you people. just the few of the few.

haaa.

countdown to ipp.

countdown to cny.

seriously, friends please date me out often.

im afraid that i'm surviving from "working obessity"

symptons and the effect will be no life.

or maybe im just finding excuses.

papers just gone by the wind.

it's fast.

but the process is dread and tiring.

Everyday, once i woke up.

time to hit the books all the way till night.

with few minutes of onlin-ing and tv-ing.

that's making me exhausted.

or also, maybe im just numbing it.

whatever and nomatter what,

it's still great having friends around me :]

chado is like love.

the bitterness of it make one grow up.

it is the bitterness that is necessary.